break my heart for what breaks Yours;

I'VE MOVED

2008-06-01T00:21:00.002+08:00

my 205th post.. and this is my last last last post. hahahaaa..

after being emo-ed/random/randomly-random/serious/happy/excited..... hahhahaa..

haiyah! cut the long story short... my new URL is

http://www.inhisunfailinglove.wordpress.com

its' super easy to remember. 'cause it's the same name. ahahahhaa.. anyway.. just go there and see la. if you like it, you can change to wordpress too! hahahhaha...

2008-05-27T23:32:00.002+08:00

today's first test was unexpectedly easy. im not hao lian-ing. but ya.. it's was so easy until i really question myself. but yes, it's that simple. second test was good. 'cause we get some tips from other classes about what's coming out in the test.. hahahhaa... still thank God, thank God..

tomorrow i've another test (again). internet computing. sigh. but but it's a open book test. one thing that i dont really like open book test is that, the test tend to be difficult. seriously. 'cause the lecturer will say 'cause if too simple all the answers can be found in the book. erhh, which is true. but then again.. open book test is for students to pass one mah.

2008-05-26T23:24:00.002+08:00

okay.. i have 2 test tomorrow!! ahhhh.. and the best thing is that i dont have any breaks in between! and and tomorrow when i reach school it's my FIRST test of the day. and to end the day, i'll have my another test.

and and my nose is very naughty. it keep running. and it wont stop! )): and and my mum is having her second round of sickness, just because she hugged me yesterday! hahahaha..

when a believer prays, and heaven responds;
when a sinner repent, and the angels rejoices;
when a mission succeeds, and Satan falls like lightning;
when a believer rebels, and the Holy Spirit is grieved.
What we humans do here decisively affects the cosmos.

I believe these things, and yet somehow I keep "forgetting" them. I forget that my prayer matter to God. I forget that I am helping my neighbors to their eternal destinations. I forget that the choices I make today bring delight - or grief - to the Lord of the Universe. I live in a world of trees and telephones and fax machines, and the reality of this material universe tends to overwhelm my faith in a spiritual universe suffusing it all. I look into a blank blue sky and see nothing.

By ascending, Jesus took the risk of being forgotten.

(this is what i read in the bus when i go to school, and it's really true lo..)

2008-05-21T22:30:00.003+08:00

today i bravely killed this disgusting cockroach. it's super disgusting can. hahahaha. i dont go much into detail. hahhaa. cause it's really long. hahahahaha. the only thing is that after i killed the cockroach, my whole family member wakes up. so, that's how much noise i made. hahhahaha.. but then again, i killed a disgusting cockroach! that's enough. hahhahaha...

and and, today i've make-up lesson on e-commerce. hahahaha. and today is the end of e-commerce part 1. and next monday, i've e-commerce part 2. by different lecturer. one is by business lecturer, another by engineering lecturer. ((:

ohh, and and. i signed on this cloth, that i think it will be sent to sichuan. it's about our prayers to them. and i wrote in english. ahahahha. cause i really dont know how to write. but i think they only know how to read my name and "jia you" cause i wrote that in chinese. hahahaha.. but it's still cool.. ((:

2008-05-20T21:48:00.004+08:00

oh, my darling laptop is BACKKK!! hahahahahhhahaha!!! my sister PURPOSELY took my laptop during her lunch break. hahahah. my sis sms me: your darling laptop is in the office with me enjoying the aircon and being very comfortable in it's black case" hahahahaha..

oh, and and and last last week after youth service. we went to trumpet praise. and i brought a BOOK! hahaha. this the second time i brought a Christian book to read. ((: and and the book is nice to read can. hahahhahaa.. ((: the book is "the Jesus i never knew"sound so.. yah, i understand. but it's really a GOOD book. ((:

*what makes us human is not our mind but our heart, not our ability to think but our ability to love.

2008-05-17T22:38:00.003+08:00

okay. i have one good news and one bad news. which is linked together...

okay.. bad news first.
i left my darling laptop in my keyboard class. so smart ah. i think only i can do this thing only. hahahahha.. okay, here's the WHOLE story.....

my sis supposed to bring laptop to church today. and my laptop being light and nice (this is i say one.. hahahaha) she decided to bring my laptop to church today. so being a nice and good sister, i let her bring my laptop to church. hee hee. anyway, i went out with her today.. she have to go to main church for practice. and me for keyboard lesson.

so when we are in the mrt train. my sis asked me to bring my laptop for keyboard lesson. cause she have to walk to main church which is far. so, being (again) a nice and good sister i agreed. hahahhahaa.. so everything was fine and lesson was on.. and then it was time to go off. so i left the class..

i went to bishan to meet my sister to go to church together. i brought lunch for her. and then got a ride from bishan interchange to church. and then went i reach church. my sis suddenly pop up this question "where's your laptop?" then i "*shocked*, OH! i left it at the keyboard class" then i quickly took up my handphone, my sis was like "why you take out your handphone? you got their number meh?" then i "no, hahahahah."

long and short, my sister got their number. and she helped me to call them. and they found it (this is the good news that i want to say) and then my sister going to take my laptop for me on tuesday, during her lunch break (her work place is near my keyboard place). so yar.. i will have my laptop back on tuesday.

and my sister will have back her laptop on tuesday. 'cause i will be using it. hahahhahaha. so bad right. haahaha. but actually her laptop quite nice to type and use. the only thing is that it's heavy that's all. hahahahhaha.. ((:

i dont think will got anyone like me. i forget all about my laptop until my sister told me la. i think if she didnt ask me, i will not remember it. ahahahahahah. anyway, thank God that i left it at the keyboard class, not like in the bus stop or something. hahahhaha..

thank God, thank God. ((:

2008-05-14T21:34:00.004+08:00

I WOKE UP LATE TODAY! very late! hhaahhahaha...

today's lesson supposed to start at 8am! but then i woke up suddenly at 7.30am! hahhahaa. and i was wondering if today is wednesday or thursday. but when i realised that it is wednesday, i literally "jump" up from my bed. and i bathe very very very quickly. hahahahhahaha...

when i finish bathing, i check my phone. i put 6.45pm, instead of 6.45am! hahahahah. anyway, my dad gave me money to take cab down to school. hee hee. and when i reach school..... my lecturer didnt come! *faints* then i take cab for nothing. ahhhhh.. )): hahahhahahaa...

im craving for burger king breakfast.
im craving for charsiew pauuu. hahahahahhahaa

finally tomorrow is thursday. ((: monday no SCHOOL!! hahahhahahaha. ((:

2008-05-11T23:12:00.005+08:00

it's Mothers' Day today!! ((: hahahahaha..

anyway, i went to swim in the afternoon.. ((: yea, im trying (notice the underline) to exercise 3times a week. and i put up my timetable for exercising. hopefully, it's every wednesday, friday and sunday. hahahaha..

and oh, and our family celebrated mothers' day by having steamboat at home. having our dinner together as a family. the only thing is that my grandmother didnt join us. but.. anyway, we have our dinner from 8plus to 10pm! hahahhaah. very long hor. ahhaahhaa. but i didnt notice that it's 10pm until i on the tv and it's news. ahhahaha..

oh, me and sis brought this "boxing" massager for my mum. ahhahaha.
there's 3 different uses:
1) can massage back
2) can massage her feet
3) can "box" my dad. hahahahahaha..

okay.. can forget about number 3. ahhahahaha... but my mum really happily "boxing" my dad with the massager. and my dad was like sitting there for my mum to "box" him. hahahaha. and the only thing he said was "very pain eh", "really very pain". hahahah. that's all... and i really feel that today my mum is especially very VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY HAPPY!!! (((:

and we have ice-cream after that. ((:

and i cant go for church camp. i've school till 8june!! ahhhh...

2008-05-05T22:32:00.003+08:00

there's several stuff i want to say. but i dont know how to put it in sentences. it's somehow being serious and randomly-random.

serious #1:
i watched this video from Godtube, which Michael sent to me.

serious #2:
am i really saved?

serious #3:
am i a fake Christian or am i a real Christian?

serious #4:
"Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it. But small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life, and only a few find it." [Matthew 7:13-14]

Am i walking in the narrow gate and road that leads to life? or am i walking in the wide and broad road that leads to destruction?

serious #5:
"Watch out for false prophets. They come to you in sheep's clothing, but inwardly they are ferocious wolves. By their fruits you will recognize them. Do people pick grapes from thornbushes, or figs from thistles? Likewise every good tree bears good fruit, but a bad tree bears bad fruit. A good tree cannot bear bad fruit, and a bad tree cannot bear good fruit. Every tree that does not bear good fruit is cut down and thrown into the fire. Thus, by their fruit you will recognize them. [Matthew 7:15-20]

am i the good tree that bear good fruit? or am i the tree that bear bad fruit, that will be cut down and been thrown into the fire?

serious #6:
"Not everyone who says to me, 'Lord Lord,' will enter the kingdom of heaven, but only he who does the will of my Father who is in heaven. Many eill say to me on that day, 'Lord Lord, did we not prophesy in your name, and in your name drive out demons and perform many miracles?' Then I will tell them plainly, 'I never knew you. Away from me, you evildoers!' [Matthew 7:21-23]

Jesus, do you know me?

serious #7:
i think i feel comfortable on where and what im doing now. which is not good. )):

serious #8:
i seriously need to spend more time with God.

*

randomly-random #1:
i swam 1500m today ALL BY MYSELF for only half an hour!! hahhahaa. i swim super fast can. hahaha. i swam more and faster than my training

randomly-random #2:
today i didnt go for swimming training. hhahahaha. 'cause i end school at 3pm today! which supposed to be at 5pm. cause my last 2hours lesson was cancelled. and i was too lazy to wait for my training to start. i have to wait for like 3hours, if im were to wait for the training. SO, i went to swim by myself! hahahaa.

randomly-random #3:
i felt wobbly and achy after swimming.

randomly-random #4:
i used my new goggles! hahhahaa. i FINALLY can see in the pool! hahhahaa. i love my new goggles. even my friend say it's nice. hahahhaa. ((:

randomly-random #5:
i listen to music via phone. anyway it's cool! hahhahaa..

randomly-random #6:
my friend going to swim with me every wednesday. hahaha. so, i dont think im going for training anymore. haiyah, i can train myself. hahahaha.. ((: later.. they come and poach over to join them. ahahhaha. (think too much).. hee hee

okay..
uh huh...
jalgayo!
annyong hee ju mu sae yo!! ((:

2008-05-03T22:02:00.003+08:00

there's a number of things that i really want to say (sis, it's not random!)....

#1
it feels like 2am now, though it's like only 10pm! i seriously feel very tired. and sleepy. hahahahha...

#2
i went to church today!! i did both sound system and projections today.

#3
i want to spend more time with God. cause i feel that i wont spending much time with Him. after writing down my week today in cell. i came into conclusion that i wasnt spending much time with Him.

#4
oh yesterday. me and sis have a sister to sister talk. hahahaha. ((: and we have a romantic walk in the park. hahahahahah...

#5
i feel that it's difficult to maintain a good friendship. cause joycelyn and i only met during the holidays. and and i think we're drifting apart. i cant say the main problem is that we're in different school. but... it just take 2 hands to clap.

#6
poly life is great. thank God. and after i step into poly life. i think that i've been to town for alot of time. cause whenever i meet with girlfriends we will meet in town. cause we live in different places, so town is the most suitable places to meet.

#7
i think im going for training on monday. hahaha. (my sis will go "ahhhh, finally you made up your mind!!) ahahahahhaa...

#8
im spending too much. hahahaha...

#9
it feels like 3am now. hahahhahah. im seriously very sleepy. hahahahaha...

okay, i really cannot think. i think i'll go and watch tv now. hahahahah..
jalgayo.
annyong hee ju mu sae yo.

2008-04-29T21:04:00.002+08:00

my body was aching the WHOLE day! ahhhhh.. it's seriously very aching la. i walked like penguin today. and and my dearest and wonderful friend are using my aching to bully me. humph. hahahahahah. i have such a GOOD friend!! ((:

tomorrow is the last day of the week! yay-ness. thursday and friday NO SCHOOL!! hahahahaa. so cool! ((:

OH OH OH! my sis brought charsiew pauu for me today for dinner. hee hee. kam sa ham ni da. ((:

2008-04-28T22:37:00.005+08:00

i really want to post a decent post. but then again.. i wasnt really the right mind to think. so yar.. here goes the unlinked and random-ness again... ((:

random #1:
my bag was heavy today

random #2:
my whole body aching 'cause of training.

random #3:
i feel so wobbly and weak. not because of yesterday. but it's the training today.

random #4:
my poor little toes are having a hard time now. 'cause it's having blisters. blister came to my toes 'cause of the warming up before training. yar it sure to warm our body, and using all the energy inside. we ran like 4rounds around the pool. ran on the spot. jump on the spot. push up. shorter version of sit ups. we did all this barefooted and the floor is super duper HOT. that's when blister came.. )):

random #5:
i swam the MOST laps of my life today. SERIOUSLY. i did like erhh.. *counting* around 2000m!! continuously. yes, it's CONTINUOUSLY!! (OH YA, it link back to random #2 & #3)

random #6:
i feel that i've lost 10kg. okay la, maybe 5kg. HA!

random #7:
i waited for like 10years for my hokkien mee.

random #8:
i havent stop sneezing after i bathe.

random #9:
i still havent eat my charsiew pauu yet..

random #10:
this is the first time i reach home, i dont have to bathe. (not that im lazy, but i bathe in school after swimming)

random #11:
i walk like a penguin.

random #12:
my sister just burp LOUDLY. (so unglam). tsk.tsk.tsk.

random #13:
im very tired and sleepy now.

random #14:
my phone was out of battery.

okay. i think that's all. hahhahahhhaha. it seriously a tired and a wobbly day. hahahhahaha
jalgayo!
annyong hee ju mu sae yo.

2008-04-27T22:09:00.000+08:00

Praise You In This Storm
(Casting Crowns)

I was sure by now
That You would have reached down
And wiped our tears away
Stepped in and saved the day
But once again, I say "Amen", and it's still raining

As the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain
"I'm with you"
And as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the God who gives
And takes away

I'll praise You in this storm
And i will lift my hands
For You are who You are
No matter where I am
Every tear I've cried
You hold in Your hand
You never left my side
And though my heart is torn
I will praise You in this storm

I remember when
I stumbled in the wind
You heard my cry
You raised me up again
My strength is almost gone
How can I carry on
If I can't find You

I lift my eyes unto the hills
Where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord
The maker of heaven and earth

sorry, im going to be random and unlinked.

random #1:
i went to church today

random #2:
i felt weak and wobbly today. hahahhaha.. ((: SERIOUSLY!

random #3:
went to chinatown with my sis.

random #4:
i slept from 4.30pm to 6pm today. cause i was really really tired. i was disturbed by my grandmother, cause she was mopping the floor loudly. hahhahaa. as in.. she was banging the door and closing it loudly. hahahhahaahhahaa....

random #5:
sis was very unglam today. SERIOUSLY. today her MOST unglam day. hahahahaa.. ((:

random #6:
grandmother is very negative today. okay, she always negative. )):

random #7:
tomorrow i've school. i dont like to travel to and fro to school. just by thinking about it, makes me really sleepy. hahahaha. especially when lesson started early. )): who can sent me to school? :D hhahahahaa.

random #8:
sis is making her own handmade new pants! so cool huh! hahahhhahaha...

random #9:
im STILL STILL STILL craving for charsiew pauuuu!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! hahahahha...

random #10:
i hope it's labour day tomorrow. ahahhahahaha....

random #11:
im afraid of end-times. AHHHHHHHHHHH!!

random #12:
i want to play tennis!!!!! :D

okay.. that's all for random-ness and unlink-ness. HA!
jalgayo!
annyong hee ju mu sae yo! ((:

2008-04-26T22:44:00.003+08:00

im still craving for charsiew pauuuu!! hahahaha!! who can buy charsiew pau for me and FedEx it to my house. my address is... uh huh. note down already? remember to FedEx it to my house! ((:

anyway, minds today after youth service. but before going to minds, we have a mini cell group in church until 5pm. and then we set off to city hall, to meet the others. have chicken rice for dinner, cause minds food are expensive. so.. had our dinner before going in to minds.

played many many games. and and the whole place is so noisy. hahahahaa. full with people's voices, laughters and screams. HAHAHAH!! seriously. i had a sore throat after leaving minds. i was practically screaming my way through the other people's voices, so that my friends are able to hear what i've said.
so i came out of minds with a sore throat. )): hahahahahaa... and im super thirsty and sleepy now. hahahaha. ((:

OH! today bee came for minds. and and she confirm with me that she's coming to my house this friday! ahhh, and thursday is a PUBLIC HOLIDAY! yay-ness. hahahahahahahaa. 'cause thursday is my longest day. and then public holiday means no school. so no night classes. and somemore friday no school. so i've 4DAYS of resting (plus weekends). hahahha. double yay-ness. ((:

2008-04-25T23:10:00.004+08:00

randomly.. random.. hahahhahaa...

#1
no school today. which makes me really happy! cause i dont have to travel to and fro from school to home.

#2
im craving for charsiew pauuuu!! but the auntie at the coffee shop near my house that sells charsiew pau is pretty fierce.
bee! your best friend. hahahahahahha

#3
i love to do word search. even though sometimes it takes ages to find just one word.

#4
i love to play keyboard. ((:

#5
i love to swim! it releases my stress. (though i dont have it now)

#6
i completed my goal (long time ago) of reading the Bible in 1 year! which makes me really happy!

#7
i want to go to korea! haahaha. (annyong ha sae yo!)

#8
im afraid of end-times.

#9
i want to play tennis.
bee! lets play tennis!!

#10
my parents are going for holiday trip! (but the place they want to go... is weird)

okay.
hahhaa.
jalgayo!
annyong hee ju mu sae yo!! ((:

2008-04-24T23:19:00.007+08:00

it's going to be random

#1: i feel like vomitting.

#2: i hurt my right small toe. it was stepped by a stranger who was talking to his friend and didnt notice me.

#3: school ended early.

#4: i ate little for dinner today.

#5: i miss bee.

#6: i want to exercise. (tennis, swim, sauna, gym, badminton, etc...)
bee let's go exericse;

#7: i want to understand all the modules that i took this semester.

#8: i love impact sweet.

#9: i love my hair now.

#10: im craving for hokkien mee.

#11: i want someone to sent me to school everyday. im tired to wake up early to go to school. hahhahaahhhahaha... (forget it)

#12: im going to minds cafe this sat.

#13: i love being left handed. hahahahah

okay... hahahhaha...
jalgayo!
annyong hee ju mu sae yo...

2008-04-21T20:26:00.004+08:00

dad shoot me with alot of questions today during dinner. and i was left there speechless. i didnt spoke a single word. i felt so useless. but in my heart, i was praying "God, tell me what to say i dont know how to answer all his questions."

the words that came out from his mouth was just tearing my heart apart. i was bleeding inside. i was crying loudly inside. i was afraid. i was all alone by myself. i felt useless. i dont know how to answer all his questions. i dont know how to make him understand. i really dont know.

at that point i really hope that my sis is just beside me. at least she will or rather she can answer all my dad's questions.

i dont feel like talking about it anymore. )):

i am hurt.
i really am.

2008-04-17T22:36:00.003+08:00

tomorrow NO school! hahahhahahaa... but tomorrow my sis and me have to bring my grandmother for regular checkups at hougang polyclinic. so, i dont think i can sleep till late, as i thought i can. but then again, it's just tomorrow. hee hee..

night class today was really really tiring. cause partly it's in the night. and during the night, i normally slack and slack more. but then, this time have to be concentrating FULLY! but i was practically yawning away. it's super boring can. as in... it's the first lesson of that module. and then, it is theory. so... i was bored.

and and, i've decided to bring my specs every night class. cause it's difficult to concentrate with your eyes super dry. and it feels that my contact lens is going to drop anytime. so i shall wear my specs every night class. hahahahhaha

2008-04-16T21:54:00.002+08:00

tomorrow will be practically the WHOLE day! hahahhaaha. from 1010 to 2130! like oh my gosh! hahhahaa. but on friday no school! hahhahahahaa...

and and club crawl (cca orientation) is tomorrow. and and the girls in my class are going to join at least one cca. so.. so, im going there too. to decide on which cca to choose or something. but i really hope that i wont be too busy, and then i'll neglect my walk with God. i really dread to see that happens. )):

today... AH! i was late for lesson! hahahha. FIRST TIME! i set my alarm clock at 6am today. and then i've decided to sleep alittle longer, and then rather to put it in snooze mood, i off my alarm. and then i went back to sleep. hahahahhaa. but really thank God, i felt somebody waking me up. hhhhaah. then i suddenly "jump" up from my bed. then i look at the time! 7am! then i rush like anything. hahahahahhaa.

i reach school at 8.30am. then i quite dissapointed la. cause like that i counted as absent or something. but in the end, the lecturer pass around the attendance list. so i signed. ((: so, i dont think i'll be counted as absent or something. ((: so thank God, thank God.

2008-04-14T19:05:00.002+08:00

yes yes, school start today!!!!! and and we've started our lesson straight away. without going off super early for any modules this semester.

and and the lecturer are not as nice as last year's lecturer. especially maths. my maths lecturer make us run up and down the stairs. as in he told us to buy maths study plan and lecture notes from the printing shop. then when we brought the notes. he came back and tell us to go and buy maths textbook from the bookstore, which is like a distance away! and the best thing is that he didnt even use the textbook today! humph!

that's not all, when he teach. no his not teaching. he just blah out the answers without the whole lecture group's understanding. yes yes, i know that this is all we learn from year 1. but arent the lecturer always recap. so that we will have better understanding?!?! after 2 hours of his lecture, i walked out of this class without understanding anything. ):

e-commerce is boring!! i think cause it's introduction to the module. that's why it's so lengthy and boring. but when it's lab session, than it's different. cause we have to go to different website and stuff. hahahahaha. and and i found out from the module that there's actually this website that sells local favourites from golden mile hawker centre and also miss clarity cafe or geylang's famous beef horfun and frog porridge! so dont have to go so far to buy all those, just call them and they will deliver it to your doorstep! so cool huh! i dont know there's this kind of service till i went for this module!! hahhahahahahahahahahaha.

of all the modules that im taking. i only brought 3 books! hahahhahaha. haiyah, this 3books already make my bag so so so so so HEAVY! and i scare that my bag going to spoilt or something. and and i found out that my bag is small as compared to my friend's bag. hahahhaha. and i have to buy the rest of my books tomorrow. before all the lessons. ((:

2008-04-12T00:29:00.006+08:00

No resurrection, no Christianity.
-- Michael Ramsey

This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins.
-- 1 John 4:10

okay. that's all.

kidding la... haahhahahahahahaha. not funny hor. hee hee.

today i went for shopping spree! hahahhahaa. "FINALLY" exclaimed by my friends. hahahhaha. brought 2tops at zara. and and i saw this erhh, actor/host/model. but i dont know his name. but he smiled at me! hahahhaa.

and today i saw another side of singaporeans. i know these are God doings. but then again, this is singapore. hahahahahaha

i was in the mrt train at orchard going towards city hall. i got pushed towards the center of the train. and then i was super tired la. but i didnt cross my mind that i will get a seat in such a crowded mrt - like in orchard. i can never find such a seat. unless it's super late or early. so, being tired and wanting to sit down. this middle-age man. stand up and gave his seat to me. then i was shocked. cause i thought he going to get down soon. but i was wrong. he just want to give me the seat. wahhh! hahahahhahaa.

another one was at im at city hall going towards tampines. the same case, i got pushed towards the center of the train. and then this auntie get off the train. and then there's this seat there. so this auntie tap me and ask me to sit down. though, this time no one gave up their seats. but actually there's people asking other's to sit down! but i didnt la, there this uncle pushing his way to the seat. and he sat down before i can go anything. so i just smiled at the auntie. hahaha.

2008-04-08T00:00:00.001+08:00

im afraid; im really am.
im scare; im really am.
cause it's going to be end times.
my heart is beating very fast now.
sis told me what pastor told the church yesterday.
and some how..
i afraid that all this will happen real soon.
soon in the blink of eyes.
maybe end times is tomorrow.
maybe is now.
i dont know.

2008-04-07T23:59:00.003+08:00

For God did not call us to be impure, but to live a holy life. Therefore, he who rejects this instruction does not reject man but God, who gives you his Holy Spirit.
-- 1 Thessalonians 4:7-8

FINALLY we finish chionging the korean drama! hahahhaa.

we really chionged all the way! hahahhaha. bee came at around 1plus, and we start chionging korean drama. we not even thinking of playing tennis. hahha. we stop the korean drama at 5pm near 6pm to go downstairs for dinner. after dinner we continue to chiong korean drama. till 11pm! whoa! hahahhahaha.

and and the ending was GREAT! hahahhaa. i really really like the ending. and the main character. hahahaha.

2008-04-05T23:20:00.003+08:00

i smell a little chocolate-tee.. hahahhahahaha!!

i brought this soap from NTUC. hahaha. it have chocolate smell can.. super alike. super strong. super nice smell.. super like chocolate eh!

but after bathing, i only smell a little chocolate-tee. the smell is not as strong as when i smell from the bottle itself.

so i offically smell a little chocolate-tee. ((:

2008-04-04T23:28:00.003+08:00

had dinner with my cindy and qian qian. serene was supposed to come today, but then she was sick.. so... we went without her. we ate ma la huo guo at bugis. 19bucks per head and 80cents for each towels! wasted. i didnt use the towel. so, i waste 80cents. and they earn a extra un-used towel. humph.

anyway, we were seated downstairs. and downstairs floor is unusually slippery. so, each step i took is difficult and careful. one kan chiong-ness will cause a fall, and many people looking, and of course your friends laugher. hahahhaa. nothing happened la. as in i didnt fall or something.

the food there is great! and of course, we didnt finish up the food that we took. such a waste. but then, we really tried our best. how much can 3 girls eat? hahahhaa.

after eating, whoa! i feel super heavy la! i eat too much already. i think i ate last 4days and tomrrow breakfast and lunch portion already.. hahahaha. it's super DUPER full la. hahhaha. ((:

*school starting REAL soon! thinking of it, give me butterfilies in my stomach. im afraid.
** joycelyn is coming back to singapore SOON!
***bee's coming on monday to chiong finish korean drama
****erhh, no more. hahahhaha. *runs*

2008-04-03T23:00:00.003+08:00

bee came. and we chionged korean drama together. we actually wanted to go for tennis, but then it was raining. so... it was cancelled. hhahahaha. ((:

chiong korean drama today can. it's really chiong. we watch a total of 8hours! from 12pm to 8pm! hahahhaa. liew, and we not yet finish the drama. bee coming on monday to chiong another 8 more episodes. so it's a total of anothehr 8 more hours! 2 more DVD disc to go. ((:

going to school reopen already. on the 14april! another 10 more days! and now im year 2! YEAR 2 EH! wah liew, abit fast ah! hahahhaha. ((:

and and tomorrow im going dinner with my poly friends. :P

erhhh, okay. bye. *runs*

2008-03-30T22:36:00.002+08:00

If we seek God for our own good and profit, we are not seeking God.
-- Johannes Eckhart

just feel like posting this up. hahahahah.

He must become greater; I must become less.
-- John 3:30

just also feel like posting this up. hahahaha.

i want to watch korean drama! hahahhaha. ((:

okay.. bye.

2008-03-29T23:04:00.009+08:00

"I am not the Christ but am sent ahead of him. The bride belongs to the bridegroom. The friend who attends the bridegroom waits and listens for him, and is full of joy when he hears the bridegroom's voice. That joy is mine, and it is now complete."
-- John 3:28-29

okay, that is the verse for today. hahahahhaa.
anyway, TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY!!! ((: today cell group's outing at mindcafe. ((: i asked a couple of friends to join me, cause will be also celebrating my birthday.hahahahah. but only one came. ((: thanks yan keat. hahahahhaah. anyway, really really happy that he came. and he supposedly have to work today. but he purposely took off to come to the outing. ((:

when to various checkpoints/pit stops to wait for other people. and finally settled ourselves in mindcafe. played many many games. make many many noise. shout. screams. laugh. stayed there for around 3hours. i think. ((: and i really really hope that yan keat really really enjoyed himself there. ((:
yan keat went off after paying the money for the mindcafe. some other went off too. then we have our dinner at cafe cartel. a total of 8 person having dinner there. ((:

yesterday my parents celebrate my birthday with me at billy bombers. we have our dinner at billy bombers. ((:

thank God for everything. ((:

2008-03-26T23:18:00.004+08:00

tears swelled up my eyes when i read this poem.. though this is not the first time i read this poem, but then again.... i love reading this poem. ((:

Checking In

A minister passing through his church
in the middle of the day,
Decided to pause by the altar
and see who had come to pray.

Just then the back door opened,
a man came down the aisle,
The minister frowned as he saw
the man hadn't shaved in a while.

His shirt was kinda shabby
and his coat was worn and frayed,
the man knelt, he bowed his head,
Then rose and walked away.

In the days that followed,
each noon time came this chap,
each time he knelt just for a moment,
A lunch pail in his lap

Well, the minister's suspicions grew,
with robbery a main fear,
He decided to stop the man and ask him,
"What are you doing here?"

The old man said, he worked down the road.
Lunch was half an hour.
Lunchtime was his prayer time,
For finding strength and power.

"I stay only moments, see,
because the factory is so far away;
as I kneel here talking to the Lord,
This is kinda what I say:

"I JUST CAME AGAIN TO TELL YOU, LORD,
HOW HAPPY I'VE BEEN,
SINCE WE FOUND EACH OTHER'S FRIENDSHIP
AND YOU TOOK AWAY MY SIN.
DON'T KNOW MUCH OF HOW TO PRAY,
BUT I THINK ABOUT YOU EVERYDAY.
SO, JESUS, THIS IS JIM
CHECKING IN TODAY."

The minister feeling foolish,
told Jim, that was fine.
He told the man he was welcome
To come and pray just anytime.

Time to go, Jim smiled, said "Thanks."
He hurried to the door.
The minister knelt at the altar,
he'd never done it before.

His cold heart melted, warmed with love,
and met with Jesus there.
As the tears flowed, in his heart,
he repeated old Jim's prayer:

"I JUST CAME AGAIN TO TELL YOU, LORD,
HOW HAPPY I'VE BEEN,
SINCE WE FOUND EACH OTHER'S FRIENDSHIP
AND YOU TOOK AWAY MY SIN.
I DON'T KNOW MUCH OF HOW TO PRAY,
BUT ITHINK ABOUT YOU EVERYDAY.
SO, JESUS, THIS IS ME CHECKING IN TODAY."

Past noon one day, the minister noticed
that old Jim hadn't come.
As more days passed without Jim,
he began to worry some.

At the factory, he asked about him,
learning he was ill.
The hospital staff was worried,
But he'd given them a thrill.

The week that Jim was with them,
Brought changes in the ward.
His smiles, a joy contagious.
Changed people, were his reward.

The head nurse couldn't understand
why Jim was so glad,
when no flowers, calls or cards came,
Not a visitor he had.

The minister stayed by his bed,
He voiced the nurse's concern:
No friends came to show they cared.
He had nowhere to turn.

Looking surprised, old Jim spoke
up and with a winsome smile;
"the nurse is wrong, she couldn't know,
that in here all the while everyday at noon

He's here, a dear friend of mine, you see,
He sits right down, takes my hand,
Leans over and says to me:

"I JUST CAME AGAIN TO TELL YOU, JIM,
HOW HAPPY I HAVE BEEN,
SINCE WE FOUND THIS FRIENDSHIP,
AND I TOOK AWAY YOUR SIN.
ALWAYS LOVE TO HEAR YOU PRAY,
I THINK ABOUT YOU EACH DAY,
AND SO JIM, THIS IS JESUS
CHECKING IN TODAY."

2008-03-23T23:06:00.004+08:00

... for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, and are justified freely by his grace through the redemption that came by Christ Jesus.
Romans 3:23-24

i felt rejected and sad this few days. i ask sis, and she put it across to me that i shouldnt feel sad cause i done what i should do. and if i didnt do what i should do, then i should feel sad.
whatever the case is, leave it to God.

IT'S EASTER SUNDAY!!! ((:
obviously it's sunday. hahahahahahha...
and, there's a different between good friday and easter sunday.

Oh, keyboard lesson was confirmed today. and and the timing that gave me was GREAT! was it's not wednesday after school, but rather it's saturday morning. though, i have to wake up early and stuff. hahaahhaa.

and oh, joycelyn will be going off to vietnam tomorrow!! ahhhh, hahahhaa. no more wednesday meeting with her. she'll be back in singapore on next sat. i think.

and and, bee will be back in singapore on friday. ((:

2008-03-21T22:15:00.005+08:00

annyong ha sae yo,

IT'S GOOD FRIDAY!!! ((:
obviously it's friday. hee hee

went for good friday service today. ((: it was great. hahhaha.
OH.. and and today is Abby and Si Rong's birthday!! ((:
today feels like sunday. hahahahaha...

OH!!!! i signed up for keyboard's lesson!! ((: i signed up at believer music. waiting for the payment to be successful. so that they can tell me which slot they put me into. i chose wednesday after school and saturday morning.

actually i wasnt really a music person. i learn it when i was really really young. and i stop learning. only sis continue the lesson. and the reason that i wanted to learn again was that when i was going to church with sis, sis took a pamphlet from a person. the pamphlet stated "Make Worship Your Highest Call." ((: so, i decided to learn keyboard lo. and somemore it's only 2 and a half months.

so, thank God. ((:

Thank You for the cross Lord
Thank You for the price You paid
Bearing all my sin and shame
In love You came
And gave amazing grace

Thank You for this love Lord
Thank You for the nail pierced hands
Washed me in Your cleansing flow
Now all I know
Your forgiveness and embrace

Worthy is the Lamb
Seated on the throne
Crown You now with many crown
You reign victorious
High and lifted up
Jesus Son of God
The Darling of Heaven crucified
Worthy is the Lamb
Worthy is the Lamb

2008-03-20T14:30:00.002+08:00

annyong ha sae yo,

actually this should be type yesterday. but then yesterday's post was about my results. so.. haiyah, it doesnt make any difference right..

anyways, my phone were giving me all kinds of funny problem yesterday. it got hang for no reason. and i got pretty irritated by that. hahahaha..

and also joycelyn also have to go to samsung to change her phone charger, cause it was not function as it should be.
so, being at samsung service centre. which i also want to thank God that samsung was in century square. cause other service centre is like very far away la. so.. joycelyn ask for her charger to be change. and yes, it's a one to one exchange. hahaha. and then i have my phone asked. so, the problem that my phone have is that i always recieve broken msg. which is very very very very irritating. i'll get a broken msg when if a singtel user sent a 2 or more long msg to my phone. i will only get to read the first page. and the person say that it's the software problem in my phone. and she say that she will upgrade my phone's software. and it will be around 3-4hours.

i did mention that my phone got hang for no reason. and actually i wanted to tell the person. then i didnt mention to her. as i were passing the phone to her, my phone got hang again. and the person saw the hang phone. so, she offered to service my phone. and she being kind and observant. she saw the side of my phone the silver colour paint is peeling. so she also offered to service the paint peeling thingy. and she say that the whole service will last 5-7days!! i nearly faint infront of her. hahahah. days eh! not hours!!

but anyway, my phone is under FULL warranty. so sent all i can, and make use of the warranty. ((: and im using another phone while my phone is under service. oh wells, my phone under service will be out nice and pretty. ((:

and i really want to thank God for joycelyn, for her bringing her charger to change at samsung. or else, i dont think i'll sent my phone for service. hee hee. ((:

2008-03-19T23:03:00.006+08:00

annyong ha sae yo,

RESULTS ARE OUT!!!
got back my results today morning. i stayed up late, just to wait for my results. hahahha. results out at 12.45am instead of 6am. and and and, most of my classmates were online can. all waiting for the results to be out. all so kan chiong.

results this semester is good. i did better than last semester. it's God grace. ((: i didnt expect much this semester. but but, God is faithful. He helped me, guide me through the exams, give me displine to study and many many more. all i can say that He helped me in ALL my modules.

the first module that i really really really really want to thank God for is Engineering Science. im not a science person. and i just pass my class test. and when i went for the exam, i did all the questions. and then i found out that there's some mistake that i did wrongly. and that question is that if made one mistake, the whole answer will be wrong. and i think there's alot of mistake la. then, i was super worried, cause i dont want to stay back another semester to re-take that module. i got a B! see, it's God's grace.. ((:

the second module that i really really really really want to thank God for is french language 1. firstly, cause i dont like the language. and secondly, i dont like the lecturer. hahhhahaha. we have this listening test, and i really really bad at it. i just pass the listening test. and the role play... i not too very sure. and the class test, i dont know how to do. after the exam, i was super worried can. i dont want to stay back another semester to complete another comprementry studies. i got a C! OH YA, i submit the opt-out form to the office. and if im able or not able to opt-out of french language, it's God's will. ((: all Glory to God.

the third module that i really really really really want to thank God for is Analog Electronics Project. though it's a pass or fail module. and many people say that the lecturer rarely will fail students, unless the student didnt do the project or something. i want to thank God that i pass the module, cause my project didnt work as it should be working. and the lecturer say that he will check and then see if he will pass or fail us. i was super scared can. i pass la. ((: thank God, thank God.

the fourth module that i really really really really want to thank God for is Communication Skills 1. communication skill is mostly assignment based. we have 2 presentations and 1 exam for this module. so, God have been helping me throughout la. from the assignment part to the presentations to the examination. God have been with me through my presentations. during my presentation He put words into my mouth, of what i should say. and He took away the fear that i've. i got an A!! ((: it's God's grace la.

the other four modules is my core modules. i also want to thank God for... Engineering Math (i got an A), Electrical Principles (i got an A), Analog Electronics (i got an A), Computer & Programming 1 (i got a B+). all these i want to thank God because these modules have common test and final examination. and God have been through with me. the times when i really want to give up, and not to study for the modules. He gave me a heart of displine. the times when i really tired and weary, He gave me rest. the times when im really scared and nervous before and after exam, He took away my fear and gave me peace. ((: all to Him.

all the grades that i gotten, it's not by me. but it's by Him. He who make these grades possible. ((: all Glory to You!!

2008-03-17T23:09:00.002+08:00

annyong ha sae yo,

bee is flying off to thailand tomorrow.
and i wont be sending her off... cause i'll be alone!! ):

oh ya, today bee and pearle came to my house.. and of course, bee finally eat sambal fried rice and hokkien mee near my place the coffee shop. we kept pushing back the time.. hahah. and finally!! ((:

i think tomorrow i'll be staying up late.. to wait for my results. hahahhaa. the school system stated that it will be on 18Mar'08 at 6am. but i heard from my friends that last semester the results are out at 12plus. so, i think i'll be waiting for my results. hahahaha.

2008-03-12T23:08:00.005+08:00

annyong ha sae yo,

till now im still amazed how God work, even in small ways. after meeting joycelyn, i have to buy this milk (in liquid form) for my grandmother. which only can be brought from the NTUC near my house. i tried to find it at the interchange and cheers, they didnt sell it.

i went to take bus 69, which is the nearest to the NTUC. and it suddenly rain heavily can. it's like super heavily. even im in the shade i still get myself wet, it's that heavy. so i went to the longest route to the NTUC without getting myself wet.

after buying the milk. i dont want to walk to the front gate, partly cause it was far and it is raining. so i walked to the side gate, which apparently i dont have the card to open the gate. cause i lost it last year. and i dont want to walk to the front gate. so all i can do was to wait, wait for people to come out or for people to go in.

when im on my way to the side gate, i prayed a very very very very short prayer. asking God for people to go out or to go in through the side gate. so i cross the road, and standing at the gate there, waiting. and no one. it was super quiet. and then i have this strong feeling to open the gate. and i was thinking, how to open the gate, where i dont have the card. and the gate was repaired. i tried twice, and twice the gate was locked, there's no way i can open the gate. but still, the strong feeling was there, it got stronger. so i went up, and pull the gate. TADAHHHHHH!!! it OPEN!! seriously, the gate wasnt lock.

thank God, thank God. ((:

im still amazed. hahahhahaha...

2008-03-11T23:59:00.001+08:00

annyong ha sae yo,

chalet was fun! hee hee. though didnt stay overnight, but i really enjoyed myself. hahahhaha... super fun can!

and and, most of my friends owned a PSP. and some of the games can multiplayer one. and the game that i love the most, i always play one is "burnout". it's a car game. super nice to play one. hahahhaa.

OH! and how can i forget this part where i got pulled, dragged and pushed to the sea yesterday. and i got carried and thrown to the swimming pool on the today. all thanks to.. *you know who you are* *grins*
but still, i've fun! though getting myself wet. haahha. OH! before i land myself in the pool, the whole group of us caught in the rain. and yes, we played and kick the pool of water. just like how small kids/children will do that. hahahhaha. but obviously we did it happily la. hahahhaahahah

and of course, how can i ever forget about the celebration of birthday yesterday. yesterday was one of my classmate birthday. and yes, we helped him to celebrate his birthday. and of course it was together with classmate who born in the month of march. OH! i got this wonderful birthday presents can! hahahhaa. super nice. ((:

though body ache now. everywhere pain. but i really really have fun. though it rain ALOT today. but still i have FUN! ((: thank God, thank God. ((:

2008-03-08T21:11:00.002+08:00

annyong ha sae yo,

yadah, holiday continue. hahahahah. as usual. i watched finish korean drama. hahahahha. okay, the ending was a happy one. but it wasnt what i was thinking it should be. hais. hahahhahaa.

anyway, yesterday went out with amanda. hahahhaa. we finally get to eat subway. after so long of complaining, not having the chance to eat subway. and ta-dah! we ate subway yesterday. we met at 11am, have our branch. and off we go, shopping. ya i finally got myself out of my house, and having some fresh air. hahahaha. walked around the whole of century square, tampines mall and eastpoint. brought what we wanted. i reached home before 5pm, cause amanda meeting joanne.

church today. fun. enjoy myself everytime there's church. ((: OH! i read finish my book! hahahhaa. like finally la. hahaahha. i was engrossed with my book, when the worship team was having their practices. ((: the book was NICE can! ((: i love this kind of books!! ((:

movie tomorrow. i know. it's gonna to be expensive. cause tomorrow is sunday. but there's no choice. im going to watch korean movie with bee! ((: it would be fun! hahaaha.. ((:

2008-03-05T22:59:00.004+08:00

annyong ha sae yo,

holidays continue. as usual. hahahhaha. met Joycelyn today. we watched "the leap years". the movie ticket cost 6bucks can. hahahaha. we watched at golden village. it's 6bucks because we showed our student pass. and tadah, 6bucks for a movie ticket. ((: cheap can. ahahhaha. OH, it only happen on monday to friday before 6pm. hahahaha.

the movie is nice can. hahahaha. super! ((:

OH OH OH!! i just remembered (after 10mins): that the movie "the leap year" used Corrinne May's song.. cool ah!! ahhahahah. ((: okaay, that's all. hahahahaha..

2008-03-02T22:01:00.002+08:00

annyong ha sae yo,

it's HOLIDAY time!!!!! ((:
it offically started on wednesday! but then.. hahahhahahah

holiday is really a slacking time for me. hahahaha. i slack, slack and more slack. hahhahaa. going to become a fossil sooner or later.

anyway, i wasnt out the whole day today. practically changing channels of the tv. cause sunday there isnt any nice show can. and channel 5 is showing some golf game. which is not very interesting, to me.

okay, it's time to buy/rent some DVD to watch. hahhahaha. ((:

okay, im bored now.

2008-02-27T21:38:00.005+08:00

annyong ha sae yo,

last paper - analog electronics is OVER!!!!
finally there's no more papers awaiting for me. hahahhaa. im waiting for this day for a very VERY VERY long time. ahahahhaha

as usual, not going to talk much about the paper. cause it's really no point in doing that. but actually, im quite worried about my results. but then again, i still have to trust Him.

after the exam, i when to meet joycelyn at tamp. finally we went to pizza hut. hahahah. it's been so long since we met. and when we meet each other, we were like "hello-ing" to each other. even when we are not very near to each other. hahahha. the passer-by was like thinking that we are insane. hahahahaa.

OH, i read finish the 11th chapter of my storybook. i wept. )): seriously. i was reading the book in the bus. and people were like looking at me, cause im reading a storybook, yet im crying. but then again, who care!! hahahhaa. the storybook is super touching... aww. i think im going to summarize the whole book, of course when i finish reading the book la. hahahahaha..

2008-02-26T06:45:00.002+08:00

SURPRISE!!!
look at the time!! i woke up at 6.30am this morning!! aiyoh! surprise are my mum and dad. hahahha. i rarely will wake up so early. okay, i never wake up so early without my alarm clock.

i really cant get myself to sleep. i was like tossing and turning on my bed. i woke up serveral time. cause my body is super aching. especially my back area. every part of my body is aching now. )):

thank God it's "holiday" and all i can do now is to study for tomorrow's up-coming exam. i will be super mad if i wake up this early on my holiday. cause i will have practically nothing to do if i wake up this early. i wont study, cause it's holiday. if i wont study. then all i can do is to use the computer, find something to do. and to wait till nice programe are out on tv. hahahha.

okay, i'll get on with my studies now.

2008-02-25T23:06:00.002+08:00

annyong ha sae yo,

second last paper - computer and programming 1 is OVER!! ((:
abit long ah! hahhaahah. one more paper to go, and IM DONE!! ((:

the best thing about poly is that when you finish your paper before time's up, you can leave the examination hall. but this only make me kan chiong. hahahaha. computer and programming 1 exam today. start at 4pm and end at 6pm. the time is not even 5pm, i saw many many students stand up and pass up their papers. im super stress can.

im not yet finish the paper yet. and many many students pass up their paper. im i too slow, or are they too fast. but anyway, i was concentrating on my paper. and when i look up, to my surprise. i was the second last person in my class to leave. it never happen before. hahahaha.

one more paper, and im done with semestral examination. excited, but not so. confusing la. and march is coming so fast. i think because feb have 29days this year.

oh oh oh, and im meeting joycelyn this week!!! ((: it's been like ages since i last saw her.

2008-02-24T22:05:00.006+08:00

annyong ha sae yo,

exam continues tomorrow...
i did studied for tomorrow's exam!!

time really passing quickly. it seems that i've just finish the second paper. and there's 4 more days to study. it's sunday today can.. hahahaha.

oh! i brought a book yesterday. a Christian book. the book is called "I dared to call Him Father", okay it's not the title of the book that interest me. but rather the words that below the title.. so, without further thinking if i should buy the book, i brought it. ((: okay, im at the fourth chapter now.

i started reading today. and after reading pages by pages, i wont want to stop reading. yes, even tomorrow's my exam. i still want to continue reading. i read till lunch time. and after lunch time i started studying. though i only read the fourth chapter, but im pretty sure that it will be impactful and good. just like "Billy Sunday" and "Sojourner Truth", i like the stories of them. it's so cool!! ((:

okay, i'll continue the storybook tomorrow. ((:

2008-02-22T23:07:00.006+08:00

annyong ha sae yo,

exams resume in 3days time...
okay, i did study for my up-coming exam!! hahaa.

anyway, i was really thinking. about relationships. okay, i know it's random. but.. everyone have relationships. friendships, boy-girl relationships, and of course relationship with parents are also important.
seeing how some of my friends have broken relationship, be it friends or BGR. it really impacted me. alot. and not forgetting the tears that they shed, the hurt they have to bear. i really cant imagine, what if one day joycelyn wasnt my friend anymore. what if misunderstanding arises.
what if...

talking about relationships. cell group last saturday was about relationship too. and serveral questions was asked. and one of them is media. today, i watched the 7o'clock show. there is this scene that xiao wang zi was crying badly because he found out something about his girlfriend. but after the advertisement, he's okay. everything in media is fast-forward. but i cant blame them from that. cause if they dont fast-forward it will never end. but in real life? it will be totally different.

these days i always be thinking about the end-times. and i really think that it will happen very soon. what if God suddenly come, and im not prepared. and all the promises that i promise God, havent been done. where will i go when God come?
sometime there's this voice that will tell me that im not good enough. im not a good Christian. and obviously it's not from God. and i tried to ignore it, but i cant.

2008-02-21T23:47:00.008+08:00

annyong ha sae yo,

exam continues on monday.
but i havent started studying for my next module. which is bad. i shall start tomorrow. (i hope) hahahhaha.

anyway, just now i wanted to find something to read. and the thing that pop out in my mind was the end-time. it's only recently that this end-times thing came to my mind. and everytime i thought of it. the next question quickly pop out "is this really the end-days?" part of me wanted it to be, but another part of me doesnt. when i was thinking of what to type in, "mark of the beast" came to my mind.

okay, i was reading through and i went to youtube to watch what is really "mark of the beast", okay, i know that i can read it from my bible. but, i wanted to know more. so i went to search the net. i read a few articles about "the mark of the beast" and watch a video. it really scares me off. it's really a choice. like choose this or that. choose this, you face what consequences. choose that, and you will face what consequences. im really afraid that what if i wasnt spiritually strong enough? sometimes i ask myself "do i really fear God?", im afraid that one day i dont fear God anymore. then how?

OH!! i just remembered. hahha. a few days ago. i had this dream/vision. i dont really know if it's a dream or a vision. i cant remember much about it. i think it's a sunday service (cause the church seems like goldenmile) i just see that some of my secondary school friends and poly friends come together. and we filled up 2rows of seats. oh, and i forgot what song we sang. hahaha. maybe when this really happens, i will recall. ((: i dont know if it's true or what. but i really thank God for letting me to have this dream/vision. ((:

2008-02-20T20:21:00.004+08:00

annyong ha sae yo,

second paper - electrical principles is OVER!!! ((:
okay, hahahhahahahhha. same mistake made on monday, didnt repeat itself. hahahaha. i went down around 11.15am. and i reach school around 12.05-12.10pm. hahhahaha. so, i was super early. and i really thank God about it. hahahaha.

as usual, i wont want to talk about my exam here. cause it pretty useless. hahahha. but i went home and ask my dad for the answers. hahahha. obviously the ones that i pretty confident that it's correct. hahahhaa. those that im not very confident, i didnt ask him la. dont want to know too. and i think if i get to know how many marks i've lost, i think i'll lose faith. so not to lost faith, but to increase more and more. i ask the ones that im super duper confident that is correct. ((: smart eh!

2 papers down. 2 more to go. this semester though it's longer that other people. but i think the schedule now is quite good. it's gives us SUPeR alot of time to study la. haahaha. those need a long time to study/memorise, the schedule will be like before that modules have alot of empty days for us to study. ((: thank God, thank God!!! ((:

2008-02-18T23:41:00.004+08:00

annyong ha sae yo,

first paper - maths is OVER! ((:
i took bus 72 to school today. at around 8am! and it's super crowded can! it's like tuna like that. squeeze like anything. cause everyone want to board the bus. especially ME! where i have to go to school to take my exam.

as usual, if the bus is crowded. it's normal that the bus driver have to practically stopped at every bus stop to alight the people. and as i said, it's a crowded bus. so it will take super long time for the people to move to the back, so that the people outside will be able to board the bus.
anyway, that's not the point. the point is that i reach school at 8.55am. and the best thing is that i alight the stop that have to walk to furthest. so, i walked and walked and walked. and the time is ticking and ticking and ticking. okay, the distance is super long can.

on my way to the exam hall. i keep praying and praying. asking God to stop the time/make the time tick slower. or make me teleport to the exam hall. so, FINALLY. i reach the exam hall at 9.01am. where my exam start at 9am. ((: it's totally not impossible to reach from one end to the other by 5mins! HEY, it's really far can. so, it's really really God grace. ((:

i shall not talked about my exam. cause it's really no use. cause it's already over. and it's no use talking about it over and over again. so.. forget it.

anyway, heard from my sis that life bookshop at bishan, tampines and some other places have closed down. )): i LOVE going to life bookshop can! and it's really caught by surprise. cause it's always been there. and it's really sudden. and *POOF* it's gone.
is this really the end-days? is Jesus coming soon? maybe He will come tomorrow! i dont want! as in i want Him to come, but not now. okay, my heart is like beating super fast now!

2008-02-14T22:59:00.004+08:00

annyong ha sae yo,

when others having their valentine's day dates or something, im at home happily "dating" my wonderful, beautiful books! hahaha. semestral exam is coming soon - on monday. and and im so-called not yet prepared for it. i've my 101 excuses ready to be said, when being asked. ((:
this is the first time, and probably not the last time i'll be doing the same thing on valentine's day.

3days before the start of my semestral exam. on the first hand, i dont want it to come that fast. but on the other hand, i want it to end early. so that i can meet up my best friend, havent been meeting her since the last holiday. and somemore, her exam start tomorrow and end earlier 3days then mine. so the only time we can meet up practically everyday is when my semester exam finishes.

2008-02-09T22:10:00.000+08:00

annyong ha sae yo,

visiting is officially over. okay, it's over yesterday. mine chinese new year only lasted for one day! hahahha. yadah yadah.. ang baos are getting lesser and lesser each new year.

chinese new year eve..
i didnt do much on chinese new year eve. okay, i didnt do anything. hahahhaa. cause i did my "spring cleaning" on the day before chinese new year eve. and that's only clean and put properly all my books. and that's it! hahahhaha.

it's a total different on how we spring clean the past few years. cause we have done the cleaning cum painting in the last few months. so, we dont have to do much this year. hahaha. my family start at around ehh, 11-12?! and finish spring clean at around errrr, 3-4plus? cannot remember already la! in comparing to last few years spring clean lasted till 6-7plus, and including waking up early to spring clean.

and this year spring cleaning i totally slacked all the way. hahahaha. a "supervisor" in my family who watch my parents and sister cleaning house and table. and i myself just slack. hahahahahha.

first day..
as usual there some people that came to our house. and of course every year they come is getting later and later. but we got more time to relax ourselves and to wear our new clothes and stuff.

after they went back, we went to my grandmother's house (mum's side). as normal we will just stay there till around 9plus, before we head back home. nothing special cause every year the same. ((:

second day..
my auntie came to my house today. hahahha. and im more close to her, cause she every sunday will come to my house. and i played their PSP. hhhahaha. super fun can!

my family and pearle went to sentosa. hahahahah. for the flower thingy. boring. hahhaha. and we went to sit the sky tower. which can see the whole of sentosa. i think. hahahha. didnt listen to what the person was saying la. okay, sentosa got ALOT of people. is super crowded can! we practically squeezing here and there. and whatever we want to do we have to queue up. and the queue is super long can. hahahaha. but as you know Singapore is super efficient, so the queuing part is short la. hahahaha

and after going to sentosa, my parents and i went to my fourth auntie house. gathering i think. hahahaha. my sister and pearle went out for dinner. ((:

third day (which is today)..
went to my dad's boss house. OH! and they catered the food is nice. i love their fish and chicken! and not forgetting their Hong Kong noodle. super nice can! hahahahaha.

2008-01-31T23:11:00.000+08:00

annyong ha sae yo,

presentation today was totally unexpected. the way i present was totally not i really thought of it. hahah. actually i was super nervous. and the worst thing is that i've to take the mahjong paper myself, which is not good cause if im nervous, everyone can see my hand shaking. but, thank God. the lecturer allow us (those to do on vanguard sheet or mahjong paper) to ask our friend to take. hahaa. so when it's my turn. i ask 2 of my friends to help me to take. ((: and of course together with 2 of my other friends make a different. i wasnt super duper nervous. but still.. the thought of having friends going out with me really calm me down. ((:

OH! having to see all my classmates wearing formal clothes is so cool. and some of my classmates really surprised me of their nicely tuck in shirt, black pants and belt. hahaa. acutally, yesterday im quite excited to see some of my classmates wearing their formal wear today. hahaha. they really surprised me. guys wearing formal wear really look different. ((:

engineering science common test was... yar. dont want to confess anything now. but the only thing i can say that that i did one question wrongly. but.. haiyah! whatever la. hahaha. i also cannot take back my paper right. hahaha.

communication skills is my last common test paper. and that will be it. chinese new year and then semester exam. im trying hard to put all the information that i'll be needing in common test tomorrow. but, i ended up drawing something. hahah. but hey, i did study okay. i typed out all the things is a MUST to study. ((:

OH! dad is coming back tomorrow morning. very early. ((:

2008-01-30T23:14:00.001+08:00

annyong ha sae yo,

tomorrow i've communication skills formal presentation and engineering science common test. wah!! hahahahaha.

today lesson was only a hour. maths. but i still went for lesson. after that we went for lunch and then we went to print something. after that we went home. i have to reach home early to finish up my presentation stuff and of course start studying my engineering science. no matter how many times i practice and practice the revision paper, i dont feel that im prepared enough to go for exam tomorrow.

presentation start at 1110, end at 1300. common test start at 1400, end at 1530. and whenever i thought of 2 major things are going to happen tomorrow, i'll get butterflies in my stomach. like now. hahaahaha. i cant say that im stress, cause im not. and i cant say that im not stress, cause im not too. the only thing i can say is that is a weird feeling. i can sense some peace, but then again there's butterflies in my stomach. haiyah, so confusing.

OH! and friday is my last common test paper, which is communication skills. and i think communication skills is like history. no, some what better then history. cause sometimes it's really common sense. i say it's like history cause it's really memory work, have to remember all the points and stuff.

somewhat, i really looking forward for chinese new year to arrive, but then again, after chinese new year will be my semester exam which stretched all the way to 2weeks. for 4 modules. but come to think of it, i think it's good. cause i can study one module by one module at the time. and not cramp 2 modules at one go. ((:

ps. i finally finish ironing my formal wear. ((:

2008-01-28T18:41:00.000+08:00

annyong ha sae yo;

ever since the semester begins, i've been wating for this day to come. and finally, today it came. YAY!!! NO MORE FRENCH!! i've finished my written test and equiz today. and today is the last lesson for french. and NO MORE FRENCH!!! ((:

im sick. not mentally though. but i still went to school today. cause have to hand it some projects to my lecturer and of course take my french test and equiz. i've a LONG, SUPER LONG break today. cause some since it's going to be end of the semester and lecturers have finish what they have to teach. and of course give us the tips we, students really need it. and after that, we dont have to go for their lessons anymore. so today, i woke up at 6.15am to reach school at 8am. and i have my lesson from 8-10 and i have a LONG, SUPER LONG break from 10 to 3pm!!

the equiz is difficult can. and the written test too. i was stunned/shocked to see the questions on the question paper. it's super dificult can. and half of the time i was practically staring at the questions. thinking if my lecturer really teach that sentence or what does that sentence mean. and of course nothing came up. and the only thing i can do was to pray and just write whatever that came to my mind. which is .... blank. ((:

but at the end of the test, i did write something. and i did finish all the questions that is on the question paper. dont ask me how i do it, i dont really do how. ((:

communication skills presentation is on thursday. which means i have to wear formal clothes to school and present. and i have to wear the formal clothes for common test. okay, i've common test for some of the non-examinable modules, but i dont know why there's common test. oh well, i have common test on thursday and friday. which is engineering science (which is like physics, no.. more difficult than physcis) and communication skills (i dont know why there's common test for this). ((:

im just glad that french is out now. but i cant really say that will it be for my whole year. or just now. ((:

2008-01-22T22:13:00.000+08:00

annyong ha sae yo;

yesterday was role play. hahaha. the whole thing was actually very serious. cause our lecturer is super serious, doesnt smile, doesnt laugh when we say the wrong stuff. he look fierce can, and of course scary in the sense. role play turn out to be okay, just that i keep wanting to laugh. but my lecturer so serious, than cannot laugh. i laugh cause of my partners face, and my partner laugh cause of me. hahhahaa. but thank God that we pronoun everything correctly and we didnt cut anybody's line and we didnt forget any lines. so thank God.

lesson now are getting shorter and shorter in the sense, cause semester exam is coming soon. oh no, is chinese new year is coming soon, than semester exam. i think lesson will finish next of this week. and some will end on week16. cause of some days that were missed during cause of public holidays.

okay, test today was kind of screwed. is not that i dont know how to do. is that i remember the formula wrongly. which is kind of bad. but all i can do is to surrender everything thing to Him. ((:

projects deadlines, common test and semster exam is getting nearer and nearer when each day passed.

2008-01-20T23:06:00.000+08:00

annyong ha sae yo;

french role play is just tomorrow. and though i've memorize everything. but still... how can i act the role play like in the drama when firstly, im not an actress and the most importantly, i dont understand what i will be saying or something. im memorizing for the sake of memorizing, not understanding the whole thing. which is BAD!

and there's presentation tomorrow. which is a last minute thingy. cause last monday, the lecturer told us that there isn't presentation. and on friday he sms-ed the whole class that there's presentation tomorrow.

many many class test is coming. two on tuesday and more coming. and common test is coming too!! on week 16. and there's presentation on week16 also!! wah!! how i wish that semester exam reached, and im on my way to LONG HOLIDAY!! ((:

saying about holiday, it been a long time when i meet my friend. and im so using the holiday to meet up my friends. surely got alot of things to talk one. lightly will run out of topic to talk. ((: i miss you, joycelyn. and you still own me pizza hut. im waiting eh!! ((:

2008-01-17T22:14:00.000+08:00

annyong ha sae yo;

school's ending quite soon. but not as soon as RP and SP. semester exam coming soon, and it's after chinese new year!! and some common test is on week 16 [which is the next next week]. and the worse thing is that french e-quiz and written test FALLS ON THE SAME DAY!! and there's french role play, which is NEXT WEEK!! im pack with assignments, project, presentation, class test, etc....

oh, and i brought my chinese new year clothes last sunday with my sis. ((: so one down and more to go. and and did i say that semester is coming soon? oh, it's coming soon, very soon actually. im unusually looking forward for holidays!! ((: and i think that this holiday is much more shorter than the last holidays. but anyway, holidays are still holidays and im so going to enjoy my holidays.!! ((:

OH YA!! i went on wednesday i went to yishun to meet bee for hokkien mee! and that will be our last stop for hokkien mee. and the next meeting, we will be eating sambal fried rice downstair my house. and maybe more sambal fried rice. ((:

2008-01-10T20:37:00.001+08:00

annyong ha sae yo;

presentation today. and it's about self-esteem. it's like "selling" yourself, cause it's a personal advertisement. present about "I am a best person for a best friend because..." ahahhaa. it super funny can! hahahha. seriously, i was scared. im not the first nor the last person to present. thank God for that.

and at the point of presenting, i wasnt afraid or anything, it happen just like how i talk to my friends. just that im standing. OH, i prayed before everything happened, cause i was really really really scared. i was trembling can. [i dont know is because it's cold - cause everyone in the room was trembling. or im really scared] but i prayed la, pray for peace in my heart. just then, i wasnt scared. seriously, not scared. my hands wasnt shaking when i hold the paper in my hands. and i wasnt bushing. i only turn red when i finish my presentation. hahhaaha.

AND, my personal advertisement is like kiddo. hahahha. most of my classmates keep telling me that. ahahahaha.

2008-01-08T21:12:00.000+08:00

annyong ha sae yo;

amazingly yesterday french was enjoyable. except of some small small parts, but mostly it was good. ((: yesterday lesson was the most enjoyable lesson that i had for the past few lesson that i have. partly because i prayed, i prayed for the lesson to be enjoyable and i wont be irritated by the lecturer. :D

anyway, today i got back 2 modules. Bs for both maths and electrical principles. thank God thank God ((: the results wasnt expected though, cause i did one of the question in maths the wrong formula and it carry alot of marks. i was expecting like C for maths. but thank God i got B for both maths and electrical principles. ((:

semester timetable is out tomorrow. projects are piling up. assignment still incomplete. deadline are near. *screams* everything NOT YET DONE!! )): OH! and semester exam is after chinese new year! thanks to my school!!

2008-01-07T20:37:00.000+08:00

annyong ha sae yo;

i got back my french results today, i got a B!! of course it's not by me but by God. cause i wasnt prepared for the written test at all! and there's a question have to write out my family tree in french! and all i wrote is : my name, my likes and dislike, my family consist of..., the appearance of my family members. where i have a limited appearance words. so, to write everybody, i wrote the appearance of my mum, sis and grandmother the same appearance. hahha!!

i wanted to opt out from french. cause i dont really like the language though. so i have to fill up this opt out form which in the e-service at my school website. and when i open the PDF file, obviously i knew that it wasnt the opt out form, cause it stated "option for foreign language prescribed elective form". so obviously it wasnt this form. so, i went to school and ask the office person if that is the form to opt out for foreign language and the person say "YES", so i handed it up.
today i went for french lesson, and i ask my friend and she explain to me how the form look like and tadah, it wasnt the form that i filled up. i reach home and check, and tadah, the correct form was there. and i cant hand it up cause the deadline is over.
sis said that everything that happen is for a reason, though i dont know what's the reason now, but im sure that i will know, someday. sis also say that it's God's will that if i opt out than no matter what form, im still able to opt out. and if it' not God's will for me to opt out than He will give me grace to be able to do well in it.
God i surrender to you!

2008-01-05T23:17:00.000+08:00

annyong ha sae yo;

been back to school for 1week. the feeling was kind of different though. im really looking forward for my results. but than again not so looking forward. it kind of irony though.

i think im going to finish my bible in April or earlier, i hope. travelling makes me closer to God, in the sense that spending 45mins-1hour just stoning in the bus is really waste of time. and of course i wont spend my time studying. it's early in the morning! and of course not sleeping. to spend my time wisely, i would read the bible [around 10chapters], and it would be like halfway through or quarter way through to reach school. and i will spend the rest of the time praying. it's really great praying before started everything. ((: it's like i know that everything is in control. ((:

thank God for everything. (:

2008-01-03T19:13:00.001+08:00

hello;

yesterday i got back my analog electronics common test results. and i got an A!! it's super shocking and surprising for me. cause it's not by my own strength [not that i copy from others] but rather it's God grace. ((: really really really thank God for the results. because without Him, i wont get this grade. i was expected a fail for this module.

not that im trying to boast or anything, but i really expected that i will fail this module, cause everything was last minute. i wasnt prepared for my common test. partly because i was in a tight schedule. as in my common test is straight after youth camp. [but not this module] and it's continuously. i really did give up half way though while studying. but something just pull me back to my seat to study.

and i really thank God for sirong. cause there is this past common test paper which MOST of the question i wasnt able to do. but thank God that he really help me even though it was really last minute and it's via MSN, amazingly i was able to understand what he trying to tell me.

i was praying before the start of the exam. i was telling God that i dont know anything. i cant remember what i've learn the day before. and i keep asking God to help me. though on the exam itself, i leave alot of question blank, i did alot of careless mistake, my answer is totally different from my friends answer, i cant finish the paper on time....but after the exam i still surrender everything to Him, and also ask Him to take over.. and tadah, i got an A. i really really didnt expect this results. So, this results is not by my strength, but is in God strength. ((:

2008-01-01T21:23:00.001+08:00

annyong ha sae yo,

school starting tomorrow!! *screams* but it's the earliest time to go home. school start at 1110 to 1450. ((: it's only for wednesday though. anyway, i've made up my choice to opt out of french. but, i want to opt out doesnt make it confirm. as in i may not be able to opt out successfully. which is BAD! ):

school is starting tomorrow. and i may get back the results for my common test. and im not prepared to start the next term. im still in my holiday mood.. ((: i still want my holiday! though i will have around 3mths of holiday after my semester exam..

just to recall back what pastor had said during watchnight,

this year is the year of sacrifice.

2008-01-01T03:20:00.000+08:00

annyong ha sae yo,

i found my motivation to go to school today. ((: as in i meet one of my friend whom also decided to go to school today. so that mine motivation to go to school today. means today i get out of my comfort zone.

i went to school today. it's super no use can. as in partly it's my fault, cause i didnt bring the stuff that im supposed to bring. opps. i just spend my time in school just to chit chat with my lecturer. which only lasted for like 1hour. and i spend 1hour to travel from home to school, and another hour from school to home. just for spending a hour in school just to chit chat with my lecturer and of course 2friends that came today. ((:

anyway,
watchnight today. hahah.. it's from 10.30 to 1am. ((: in some parts of the time i was stoning and also trying to find ways and means to keep myself awake. but, when i almost going to sleep. have to stand up and worship for the last time. ((: really thank God that i can sustain till now, or else i will be like sleeping la!!

school is starting soon. which is on wednesday. suddenly, i want my semester to end soon. (: like SOON!!

anyway, BLESSED NEW YEAR to everyone!

2007-12-30T18:36:00.000+08:00

yay!!

it's finished [exclaimed by my dad] hahahha. finished painting my house. except in my grandmother's room. she doesnt want her room to be painted. such a nice colour she doesnt want. ):

went to buy more paint at the shop today. different colour. light [VERY LIGHT] yellow. came back home and started painting my house at around 1pluss. (: the yellow is super light la. gave me a hard time painting the walls. i have to paint and repaint 3times! today painting was great though it's only me and dad. mum have to iron clothes and sis went to sunday service and came back just in time when my dad finishes painting.

painting looks easy from afar. but it isnt the case. it need skills and patient. ((:

i love painting. ((:

im still at the confused mood if i should go to school a not. it seems that all [okay, maybe most] of my classmates arent going for the lesson tomorrow.

should i or should i not? AND, my sis brought rubik cube today. hahahaha. victor teaches us how to play rubik cube on the way home on friday.

2007-12-29T23:15:00.000+08:00

hello;

painted the house today! painting is SUPER fun can! though it's tiring. but it's FUN FUN FUN!!! hahaaha. painting is not over yet, continuing tomorrow. paint not enough for the whole house! i love painting. finally, i started helping my parents and sis to paint the house. (:

i spend my time today on painting, and MORE painting. i think painting will end tomorrow. (: i rather paint my house myself than paying money to other people to help to paint. it being quite a sometimes since we as a family get-together to do something together. this is the time. (: great time together as a family and the laughter was LOUD. okay, SUPER LOUD. hahaha. partly because of me. i laugh the loudest! hahahaha. SUPER funny can! hahahaha.

i hope there's MORE time like this. (: dad is flying off to shanghai soon. mum maybe. not too sure.

i lose the motivation to go to school on monday [31dec]. cause today i recieve a msg from my lecturer saying that he will postpone this lesson to the other days. this seem to be a good thing. but the problem is that i have 2modules on that day. and this module the down, the other is not. and the one that is not cancel is at 8am. means i have to wake up at 6am just go for 2hours! if it's like 10am or later, i may consider. but it's 8am!! argh!

im thinking if i should attend the lesson or not. but dad bring out the point that i have to go even it's 5mins or 2hours. it doesnt make any difference. but to me, it does. it makes a BIG different. a different of my sleeping time. ): im confused. should i or should i not?

6 words just flew into my head: "step out of your comfort zone"

God, tell me what should i do?

2007-12-29T00:46:00.000+08:00

hello;

just came back from bro Michael house. anyway, the camp video was SUPERB! (: [everyone agreed] (: anyway, while watching the full camp video, i MISS CAMP! seriously. hahahah.

flywheel is the movie that we watch after the full camp video. and it was nice. but i prefer facing the giants. (:

anyway, i still cant figure out why i have school on the 31dec! it's so... ya! argh. i want holidays! my holiday like havent started yet. im not holiday-ing yet. not yet enjoy myself. not yet meet up people. not yet eaten hokkien mee. not yet bowl. not yet.... so many not yet. ): I WANT HOLIDAYS!

2007-12-26T22:41:00.000+08:00

hello;

I HAVE SCHOOL ON 31DEC!
[heard from my classmates] when others having to sleep on their nice and comfortable bed. and i'll be waking up bright in the morning to go to school! ): BUT BUT, it's only half day.

2007-12-25T21:06:00.000+08:00

hello;

it's Christmas once again.
the day where Daddy died for us. (:

seeing and reading all the cards that people have gave to me, really bring me joy. (:
sarang hae yo! (:

in a lighter note:
thinking that school starting real soon, give me butterflies in my stomach.

2007-12-24T22:48:00.001+08:00

hello;

lichu came over to my house today at 2pm!?! hahaha. check the net for recipes. and then went down to NTUC to buy all the ingredients. NOW, finally she remembered to bring her wallet down. of course with my constant reminder[nagging i mean]. hahaha..

mixed all the ingredients. at first it turn out quite... ahem.. but after that it was okay! oh i forgot, we are baking chocolate brownie [i think, not quite sure of the name and stuff], so after mixing the stuff we put it in the oven and bake it. (: while waiting for the brownie to be baked, we turned our focus to PC games and crime watch. found out that lichu's gaming skill is.. hahahaha.

the brownie turn out to be nicer than expected. BECAUSE WE PRAY! hahahaahh! we prayed for the chocolate to be melted and not burned. pray that the brownie will be nice. (: and everything came through. thank God! (:

other came around 6.30pm!?! and we watched 881. it was naggy. but qi yuwu so handsome la! right lichu? hhahahaa. (: after the long 881, it was gift exchanged. so funny la! :D after gift exchanged chit-chat for awhile than everyone went home.

all in all, i love today! (: especially the nice nice brownie!! (: im lovin' it! (:

2007-12-23T22:22:00.000+08:00

on the lighter note:

i saw this women in the train reading a korean bible. how cool is that! hahahaha (:

in random note:
i feel like bowling! (:

that's all. :P

2007-12-23T19:27:00.001+08:00

hello;

seeing how God work in my parents heart is really amazing. (:

thank God for everything! (:

2007-12-22T23:36:00.000+08:00

hello;

went to east coast today. supposed to meet the others at 1pm at Eunos. but they are late. so, we waited and waited and waited for them to come. and tadah, they came. so we move out of the MRT station and walked to the bus stop to take bus 13.

reached east coast, and went to macs to find the rest of the people who are there [which is not alot of them]. so we waited [again] for them. and FINALLY we went to the beach for ice breakers games. cause there are alot of unfamiliar [to me] there. after breaking the ice, we were dismissed to play what we want to play. [rollar blading, cycling etc..]

i havent walk till 100steps.it started to pour. so we landed ourself in macs [again]. waiting for the next step to do. as in where should we go next. so, we went to bowl. which there is alot of people.. cause it's raining and bowling is a good choice to choose when it's raining.

i only bowl one game. which was fun. and it makes me want to bowl more and more and more. (: other's agree with me too! after the bowling game we went out, which apparently is not raining anymore. but the sand is... but who cares. :D we went to play volleyball and frisbee. and the next meeting time is at 7.30pm.

and when the clock strikes 7.30pm, it started to rain again. hahaa. God wants everybody to gather on time. (: so no more waiting for each other. (: after eating our dinner, chit-chats and laughters. and after that everyone was tired. so we got dismissed and everyone went home. (:

2007-12-19T20:37:00.000+08:00

hello;

i went to vivo city with joycelyn TODAY! it's the first time ever since semester 2 start. which means.. 2mths for not meeting each other. it's long okay!! (: anyway, we meet at 10.30am today and than train down to vivo. (:

and vivo is like SUPER BIG la. and we wanted to eat pizza hut and we cant find pizza hut in vivo, which is like "vivo so big, dont have pizza hut" anyway, we ended up ourselves in some restaurant. not expensive one la.
after eating, we went to watch movie. FINALLY hero. i know it's late la. but better than nothing right? hahahaha. nice show, but the end part quite "diao" hahahaha. but overall okay. :D
after hero we went to shop for awhile then train down to simei, cause i want to go to challenger. than after that we train down to tampines.

in the process of train down to simei. we saw something weird:
there is this guy coming in from city hall. ehh, call him "Mr A" [around 20plus], as we know, city hall is a crowded place. okay, VERY CROWDED place. so, normally we dont have any seats. obviously Mr A doesnt have any seats too. and he talked in the train like machiam his train like that la. SUPER LOUD! okay, that's not the point. the point is, at around ehhh, bugis. alot of people get down at bugis, so there this place behind us. and this women [around 40plus] ehh, call her Miss B, she went to the seat and wanting to land her butt to the seat. and this happen:

Mr A: *squeeze through the people between him* tap the lady while talking on his phone and say "Can i sit?" "Can you let me sit?"
Miss B: *in the shock state*
Mr A: *didnt wait for her answer* sat down
me and joycelyn: *huh look*

a 20plus looking guy asking for a seat from a 40plus looking women!?! it doesnt make sense right? diao. and he DIDNT even say thank you. UNTIL he put down the phone and Miss B say "anyway, you still own me one thank you", and Mr A was like "oh, thank you". feel like smacking his face eh!! he also not old, not pregnant [like duh! cause he's a guy] and he's not blind either. and he asked for a seat?!?!?! doesnt make sense. BUT ANYWAY, he got down the train because he miss his stop!!

ps. joycelyn i still want my pizza hut!! (:

2007-12-18T19:31:00.001+08:00

hello;

today is such a fruitful day!! (: we bake cake today!!

waited [again, but not for long] for lichu to come to my house. came to my house to find the recipe. and we chose ........ *drum roll* CHOCOLATE CHEESECAKE!! (:

we went down to the nearby NTUC near my house to buy all the ingredients. and the best part is that i brought $20 and thinking that lichu will be bringing her wallet down. and the best thing is that she left it in my kitchen. so, having $20 ONLY, a tight budget but alot of things to buy. we still proceed to the NTUC. took all the ingredients like we have alot of money in our hands. we count the price of each ingredients, put back the ones that we can forgo. and pick the CHEAPEST product that we can find the the NTUC. in the end we still short of 50cents. ): hahhahaa.

after buying all the ingredients walked home and then start to prepare the mixture. we start by doing the crust first. and we start to put everything that have to be in the blender and start mixing it with the blender. everything was fine at first, BUT the blender suddenly stopped and then smoke suddenly came out of the blender thingy. it was scary okay!! there's some funny part in between and it's really hard to express in words. so, i shall not say it. hahahaha.

after the crust of put to bake. we went on to make the chocolate cheesecake. melting the chocolate was amazing la! hahahaa. and the cheesecake was fattening. hahahaha. it's 2 bars okay!! imagine the fats in the cheese. WHOO!! but who cares! hahahaha. anyway, went it's time for the mixture to be mix, the blender decided not to work already. so, being desperate to make this cake a successful one. we decided to mix it all by ourselves. of course with the help of my sis, the mixture was mix. just that it's not as smooth as what the blender can do. but that's okay though.

baking was a torture. not a torture for the oven but for us. we was SUPER hungry la. in desperate situation, we went to cook a packet of maggi mee and it's being share between the 3 of us. and FINALLY it's ready. but it have to chill, so went to put in the fridge and being super hungry and sis have to go to hall. we went to street81 (which is near my house there, just ehh, 3 stops away) to eat HOKKIEN MEE!! it's super nice okay! after that, my sis went to hall herself. lichu and i went home to check on our cake. and TADAH! it was ready!!

ate while watching the champion and than grew sick on the cheesey cake. it's super cheesy la. haiyoh! lichu and i thought of how to improve the cake next time we would bake again. and we found many and the most important one is that "bring more money out next time". :D

walked with lichu to bus stop to wait for her bus and then we chat on the way. (: and suddenly we went on to the topic on star awards, and many people that went on stage mostly saying "thank God" (: this show that God is speeding things up.

OH! and i forgot, the cake is NICE okay. lichu you can bake a successful cake!! (:

and like FINALLY!! im going to meet my best friend TOMORROW!! it's like ever since semester 2 starts, we didnt meet until TOMORROW!! im so looking forward for tomorrow's meeting!! (:

*lichu, next time bake other cakes and also remember to bring down your wallet. (: ahhahaa.

2007-12-17T21:11:00.000+08:00

hello;

today i spend my whole day waiting, waiting and MORE waiting. wait for the numbers to change, wait to spend money and more waits. i reach changi general hospital at 1.30pm, waited, waited and STILL waited till 5plus and reach home around 6pm. i brought a book from my house to the hospital and i finish reading it. :D

so, in conclusion: i spend my whole day today waiting.

and it rained.

2007-12-16T23:04:00.000+08:00

[note: there's no hello; cause i've say that in the earlier post]

i cut my hair!!

that's all..

just feel like blogging that today.. for now. (:

2007-12-16T18:52:00.000+08:00

hello;

east coast tomorrow is officially GONE! as in the whole event is not cancelled or what la. it's that i cant go. cause i have to go to CGH with my grandmother despite of having my mother and my sister going with her too. i hate it when everything clashes together.

and im super sad can!!

i'm going to miss out so much fun and enjoyment not going to east coast with my poly friends like:
-cycling
-skating
-playing with water
-laughters
-taking some dumb pictures[with cindy]
-crap [with serene]
-being high
and many more lah!

im disppointed. ): though, many will say still got other time [2weeks] , but im still disapppinted.

2007-12-14T21:33:00.001+08:00

hello;

i always asked myself this question: what if i'm born in a Christian family? where we sit down as a family in the dining table, thanking God for the food. every night we will sit down as a family worshipping God, praying as a family, encouraged each other with the Word of God. speaking the goodness of God. every sunday we, as a family will go down to church together. standing together, praising and worshipping Him. if im born in a Christian family, will I be the person i am right now?

God, if you can grant me one wish, i really want my famiy members to be a Christian.. Let them not be hardened towards You. Let them know tthat you are the truth, the way and the life. Let them encounter Your greatness, that one day will say to us that "Your God is real!"

anyway,
FINALLY!!!! my common test ENDED!! like TODAY! at 5.45pm. [to be exact] (: (: today was the LAST paper!! computers and programming1!! im waiting for this moment even since i started my common test! HOLIDAY here i come!!!!

computers and programming 1 was... and yar it's.... the paper was quite similar to the paper set last semester. :D when to school at 11.30am to study with my classmates. studied, play, eat, studied, play, studied play, studied..... and tadah, the 4.00pm we went outside the lecture room. sat and studied for the last hour. and we went in. (:

and at 5.45pm HOLIDAY TIME!! (: (:

2007-12-13T22:09:00.000+08:00

hello;

FINALLY tomorrow is the last day of common test paper. and i wonder why the school system have to put our last paper so late. cant they be nice and put it earlier? the paper start at 4.30 and end at 6pm. even it's the last paper, than again we will be so tired to celebrate.

with the help of two kind classmates for reminding me to bring my study materials, FINALLY i brought it and study with my classmates. [for your information: i didnt study with my classmates when the paper start until now.] so, they reminded me. or else i will forget to bring. (:
but really thank God that they reminded me, or else i will miss out alot of stuff. like past common test paper. cause my teacher didnt tell us that there's past common test paper. but somehow my classmates manage to find it. so because i went to study with them, my reward is that i got the past common test paper. (:

anyway, today paper was okay. i actually managed to finish up the whole paper. really really thank God. cause at home i tried the past common test paper, i did more that 1.5hour. AND there's alot of questions at were not answered. but in the end i DID managed to finish up the whole paper PLUS the un-answered question with the help or si rong. type out the equations in MSN. hahahahhaa.

when i thought of finishing the paper as quickly as possible. so that i can enjoy my 2weeks holidays. meeting up with my best friends and girlfriends and guyfriends, i really hope that this 2weeks holiday will be a long one.

God, you are in control;

2007-12-13T09:47:00.000+08:00

hello;

BLESSED BIRTHDAY!!!

... MY BEST FRIEND!!

2007-12-11T22:04:00.000+08:00

hello;

read all what i've written here in the past few years. and the style that i wrote in the past in alot different of how i write it now. and when i read, the words that i've used in the past, i cant seem to understand. hahaha.

stayed at home the whole day, cause partly there isnt any test today. so dont have to go to school, and friends in the last min didnt want to meet up. so im at home the whole day today. which makes it super boring.

im really looking forward for holidays! i miss holiday. and i miss meeting my friends. ): i miss waking up late in the morning. [cause my school is far, and even the lesson start late, i still have to wake up early. it doesnt make any different]

common test continue tomorrow. wednesday to friday. somehow, i wish that common test wasnt so long. and it would end faster. and i wish that holiday will come faster and end later. i miss my LONG holiday that i've faster my semestral examination last semester. ):

I MISS CAMP! hahahahaa.

2007-12-10T20:28:00.000+08:00

hello;

maths common test is OVER!!! and i kind of irritated by myself after the test. as usual, my friends were like discussing about the answer and stuff. and yes, i went to listen it and i really regretted it. ):

anyway as what i told bee that im taking my maths common test like im a genius. okay, with God I AM a genius!! anyway, i didnt spend much time studying for maths though. i went to study electrical principles which it's test on wednesday. and during camp, i DID study! as what my sister said "it's already over. all i can do is to pray and tell God to take care. God knows that camp clashes with common test. God will help me. just concentrate on my next paper and trust Him." when i was walking out of my school, i started praying in my heart.

my WHOLE BODY, yes whole body is aching. and somemore during the common test, we are sitting in lectures room and the take is super small and it's low. so i have to bend my neck. and with 1 and a half hour of bending. and neck hurts. ):

I LOVE CAMP! though i only went for like ehhh 2days 1night. but i LOVE spending time with church friends of course with bee too!! and to see how God works in the camp. No rain during games. and I've FUN la!! :D

this verse is stuck in my head : [Matthew 18:12 - "If a shepherd has one hundred sheep, and one wanders away and is lost, what will he do? Won't he leave the ninety-nine others and go out into the hills to search for the lost one? ]

2007-12-09T19:42:00.000+08:00

hello;

im back from youth camp. okay, long ago. i reach home around errr, 3-4plus. i forgot. camp was FUN!! but i think i miss all the MORE FUN stuff on thursday and friday. but saturday one was GOOD!! hahaha. i like...

i still make a decision to go to youth camp even my common test the first paper starts tomorrow. cause i think that God will make a differences in my life during the camp. [and it does!] so, i want to go. and God grant my desire to go to the camp. even though it seems to be small, but still i want to Thank God for. cause it's not easy for me to go to camp and not study for common test. cause tomorrow's module is i weak in. BUT, God will guide me through the common test.

when i reach the campsite, which is at the girl's brigade's headquarters. after i put my stuff in the dorm. i went to the canteen. and i saw BEE!! ahhhh, so happy la. i miss her eh!! very long didnt meet her for hokkien mee and nice food!!

*BEE! SARANG HAE YO!! (dont piak my butt) ahhahahahha*
*BEE! I MISS YOU ALREADY!!*

anyway, the games that we've played was FUN! mostly was like a thinking games. except some. but i enjoyed myself okay! hahahaha. i've GREAT fun.

after dinner was the finale night. and we perform our skit. each group perform their skit and it's super funny!! the laughter in the room was loud and i laugh till i stomach ache. hahahaha.

yay! Jin Wei become part of the family (Praise the Lord!!) (:

most of the people stayed up chatting and some when to bed after they bathe. i stayed up during the night till around 4.30am. (: i love camp!! next time i want to go to the FULL camp.

I LOVE MY SISTER!! (:

in random note:
my body is aching.

2007-12-05T18:30:00.000+08:00

bonjour;

yesterday. i was surprised with my early Christmas present from cindy, serene and qian qian. and yar, the story goes like this: lesson ended early yesterday. at 2pm where it supposed to be at 5pm. so instead of heading home to mugged for our up-coming common test we headed to J8 and far east.. when went to J8 to shop and search for jackets. after that we headed to town - far east. and they recommended a shop where they sell Adidas at half price (of course it's not the latest!) anyway, i when to withdraw money. and then cindy told me that serene and qian qian when to the toilet. so, as a trusting friend. i trust her. so, when it going to reach my turn. serene was holding a BIG black paper bag. and inside is the jacket!!! ahhhh!! at first i was like "you brought it for yourself ah?" then they three said "happy early Christmas day!" then i aiyoh!! i nearly cried okay! super touched. i wanted to hug them!! (but i didnt).

okay school today was.. and yar it was.... school supposed to end at 3pm. BUT, there's a talk on complementary studies. so, it ended at 4pm instead. i meet my sis at the interchange. cause she have to buy stuff for the camp. which is TOMORROW!! (:

You are in Control;

2007-12-03T21:16:00.000+08:00

bonjour;

french test was... it was.... and it is....

anyway, after the test we can go off. so test supposed to be starting at 3pm sharp. and my lecturer was late, as always. and he came at 3.15pm. talk all the nonsense and still dont want to start the test. he re-arranged the tables and all. and talk nonsense again! and finally he started around 3.30-3.45pm. and he gave the January activity and then the test paper.

so, i finished the paper around 4.30pm. and some people ended the paper earlier. and after that we can go off. i talked to the lecturer, and his okay to me after the test. but always during his lesson, he always. i mean ALWAYS make me irritated. argh!

after french test, i waited for my other friends which is in the different elective from me. im such a NICE friend! (: after that we went off in separate ways when we reach Yio Chu Kang MRT stations.

im preparing the next test. which is not long from now. it's tomorrow!! and i dont feel like studying for it anyway. i dont like the lecturer. but as what my sister told me, though the lecturer will affect me. but i SHOULD not let this affect my studies in some ways or rather.

2007-12-02T21:56:00.000+08:00

bonjour;

french is... yar. tomorrow i've french written assignment. which i dont really know how to study for it.

today when out with my sis. she went to buy specs. cause her old specs is really old. and it's old. so, i met her during the evening. and then she took a long time deciding which specs she buying. so, in the end we end up playing "scissors, paper stone" so i end up winning. so, she took the specs that i chose. so, when we sat at the couch waiting for her turn. she said "should i buy another one(which is the one that she chose herself). so ended up we played "scissors, paper stone" which included winning 3 times and a prayer. so yar, she won. cause God reserved that specs for me. (:

anyway the guy at the shop volunteered to clean my specs for me. so, yay! and after he gave me my specs. WHOO! it's like brand new specs. SUPERRR clean! i dont even dare to touch the lens. dont want my fingerprint to be there. it's really clean. and im so happy. cause everytime i went in the specs shop, no one volunteered to clean my specs for me. (okay, maybe he's bored and nothing to do, but still he help me to clean my specs!)

deadlines are nearing. and my projects not yet done. the lecturer expect too much from us. like computer and programing. he expect us to do a programe which consist of 4 different types of sutff. and have to be handed up in 2weeks time. but Thank God he extending the deadline. but still, it's still.... (by God everything is possible!) (:

IN RANDOM NOTE:
i hope my french teacher will released us earlier. maybe now, errr, 10mins?
I LOVE MY MOUSE FOR MY LAPTOP!!

2007-12-01T21:36:00.000+08:00

hello;

french written test is on MONDAY!! oh my gosh. i dont even know how to read and stuff. how to do written test? and i hope he release us early on monday! (:

alot of assignments, test and tests coming up. cause im going to have my 2 weeks holidays!!! and before the 2 weeks holiday i have common test, and before the common test i've youth camp. with is that youth camp first, then common test, then 2 weeks holidays! quite looking forward for the holidays. though it's just 2 weeks. but it's my FiRST holiday for this semester. (:

sometimes, i mean really sometimes i feel like giving up for my studies. but but, when i looked back i see the times of chiong-ing for my N level, just because i want to take my O levels. firstly cause my secondary school vice principal was look down for students getting 9 pointers. and secondly, i want to take O level. and then i saw how i chiong for my O levels, and how im go happy that i went to poly. then thinking of this, i dont want to give up anymore. and of course this happen cause God want me to be there. and since He wants me to be there and if i give up, He will be sad. ):

assignments are piling up. and im too lazy to complete it.

2007-11-26T22:21:00.000+08:00

hello;

school today is tiring. literally pulled myself OUT of my bed today. wanting to get more sleep. but in the end i still pulled myself OUT from my comfortable bed. ): today the whole lesson, wasnt in the mood. first tired, still tired and more tired when the time passes.

i was practically yawning my way from the time i reach school to the time i finishes school. and the best thing is that when i in the bus, i shouldnt sleep. ha! anyway, today lesson start at 8am. and i think that im too tired till i draw the circuit wrongly. ): so smart of me! after the 8am lesson. which is the 10am lesson. the lecturer is like talking SUPER slowly.

the lecturer always say "im going to go fast in this topic, i think i can finish up this topic on time." he continue "if i speak too fast, you just raise up your hands." he never speak fast. and he's slow and the tone like the same. he's like saying bedtime story for me. thanks teacher!

french lesson is at computer lab. whee!! it's like finally! and he FINALLY like FINALLY released us 10mins earlier. he NEVER, i mean NEVER release us early. he always release us later or on time. but today, he release us EARLY! the whole class was HAPPY! like duh! hahaha.

IN RANDOM NOTE:
- i brought a mouse for my laptop!! (: i cant use the mouse pad on my laptop. i think it's irritating and difficult to use. wonder how other people use it. (:

im getting tired....

2007-11-23T22:12:00.000+08:00

hello;

i miss those times:
where school (secondary) is like so usual. dont have to think of what to wear and stuff. just that have to iron uniform la. i miss wearing uniform. of course, not my school uniform. it's like im a bush or tree la. i miss PDP (personal development program). i know this sounds weird. but i was in that program before. and i NEVER regretted going there.

i will always remember PDP cause it is a place where i met my long-lost friend. Joycelyn. She was my primary 5 tuition friend. and you know primary 5 where got handphone one. so, end up we write each other contact on papers. and papers, small and thin. so, i lost the contact. several time i ask for her number. practically every session of the tuition. so, one fine day, when i left the tuition centre and obviously i lost the paper. so TA DA, lost contact. after the first day of school, i went to PDP. which normally started off with ice-breaker. so, we say our names and stuff. and i found her name so familiar. so, after the ice-breaker i went up to her and ask her. and to our surprise, we actually remember each other. and NOW, we record each other numbers in our books. obviously we wont lost our books right? hahahhaa.

because of PDP we were drawn close to each other. just like normal best friends. we were always together. we are always in pairs. though we are in different streams at that time. but cause of PDP we are SUPER close to each other. and i still can remember one incident where we have a huge quarrel with each other. we stopped talking. stopped going out together. the only thing that keep us going was letter. we wrote letter to each other telling how we felt. and cause of PDP we settled everything. and we are back again. closer to each other. understand more about each other.

i miss the laughter in the rooms. the gossips that we have. we food that we like. always the same. i know what you are thinking kind of things. i miss the encouraging words that you gave me when im in my Os. i miss the smile that you have. etc.. too many to say.

and though now we are in different schools. and timetable is like not fixed. i really hope that we can make up time for each other. even it is just lunch. im okay. at least meet up! (: i really really really really really really miss you!! ):

all in all, we are best friends (though best friend cant really describe the friendship between us) for like 7years. it's been a long friendship that we have. and it's not easy to maintain a long friendship. but thank God we have. and i really hope that we will know that i always here supporting you. and in times of troubles and problems you can always come to me. (:
[meet up soon ah!!]

I LOVE YOU, JOYCELYN

I MISS YOU!! (:

IN RANDOM NOTE:

french is driving me nuts now. Thank God, FINALLY i finished up my french homework. not all la. some. common test is coming. it's after camp. wonder how im going to study for it. anyway, school today is normal. just that today is the latest time that have to reach school. i hope that this semester will end, like NOW!

IN ANOTHER RANDOM NOTE:
my mouse for my laptop is spoilt. ):

2007-11-22T17:25:00.000+08:00

hello;

one more day to WEEKENDS!! yay!!

i love weekends, it make my day! i love spending time, even spending time at home.. (: can late late, wake up late! (:

school started early, VERY early today. first up of the lesson. QUIZ(ahhhh!!). computer and programming1. 20 MCQ questions. not very easy, except for some and of course quickly and kan chiong-ing checking answers from the book. OH, it's only the last 15mins that is open-book. in the end, after the whole quiz, we, the girls started to check answer with one another. HA! the teacher quite good, didnt say anything. (:

school is like every other day. studying, eating, slacking etc.. travelling is another thing, to and fro 2hours. i like spend my time in the bus sitting and make my butt numb. (i tall ma! ahahhaha!) i think im going to get bus-sick.

in random note: what should i wear tomorrow? (i think of this question every weekdays!!)

2007-11-19T19:05:00.000+08:00

hello;

common test is coming real soon! week8. i think. and french have common test too! oh my!! till now i really dont understand what the teacher is trying to say. sometimes he really get on my nerve. as in, i get irritated with him. and sometimes he's okay. more on the no okay side.

going for his lesson is really a torture. 1st, is because i dont understand what he say trying to say. 2nd, he sometime very irritating. as in if the class is quiet, he will say "ahh, today the class is quiet. all of you is sick is it?", then if the class is noisy, he will say "why are you all so noisy?" do you not know that your common test is coming soon? quiet also say, noisy also say. what does he want? he want as to be quiet or noisy?
and today he bring in a stack of paper, ask us to practise. i cant even do the paper. as in i dont understand. french is just worse than my chinese. i dont even know what is it mean.

sometimes lecturer really can get very naggy. they just nag and nag and nag. non-stop. nag at the same thing, for like 2hours. one sentence can say like 2-3times! and the thing they nag also not very important. its also not like formula.

assignments piling up.. deadline getting near.. I DONT LIKE! ):

surrendering everything to Him;

2007-11-15T22:43:00.000+08:00

hello;

a day more to WEEKENDS! ahhh, im so looking forward. HA! school is getting boring each day, seeing the lecturers doesnt make anything better. and my assignments and projects are piling up each day. and i dont have any mood to do them anyway.

why does the lecturer have to put us down. as in, we also didnt say that we're genius. and i come to your lesson, of course expected that we dont know anything about it what. maybe we've learnt that in semester 1, that doesnt mean that you can put us down.

sometimes i hope that weekdays become weekends and weekends become weekdays. that would be GREAT!! (:

lecturers arent as funny as last semester lecturers. ): i kind of miss the lecturer last semester. HA! sometimes when i walked out of the classrooms, and saw the lecturer that teaches me last semester, it always put a smile on my face. and YES, they recognised me!

in random note: what should i wear tomorrow?

2007-11-07T23:30:00.000+08:00

hello;

the good thing is that TOMORROW is a public holiday. where, i dont have to go to school, cause it is a public holiday. and tomorrow is a LONG day. as in it's from 8am to 4pm!! BUT, the bad thing is that lecturers wants make up lesson. i rather, dont have this public holiday. I DONT LIKE (make up lesson)!

school ended at 3pm, as usual. and my sleeping mood in the bus is like corrupted. as in it's irritating. i cant sleep from the time that i board the bus. it lasted till the bus reach Old Tampines Road then i started to doze off. and from old tampines road to my house is not very far eh! just like few stops. and then, i have to force myself to wake up and alight the bus. which is not easy. ):

today, my sis, mom and i went to giodarno to buy clothes. cause my sis got 40% discount!! so i brought a top. ehhh, $39.00. so expensive eh! hahaha. my mom brought for my dad a shirt and my sis brought a belt.
and my mom brought a pan for me to cook eggs. cause my house is use electrical stove. so, the pan MUST be induction. so, we ask the saleperson there, which pan is suitable. then we brought home, happily use the pan. but it turn out cannot be use. the stove cannot detect the pan. kena cheated. ): HA!

anyway, IM GOING SWIMMING TOMORROW! (with my sis, maybe) (:

2007-11-02T23:11:00.000+08:00

hello;

weekends is COMING!! (: i just LOVE WEEKENDS!! school ended as normal at 4pm. i went home, and reached around 5plus. doze off after that. thank God my grandmother called me and ask me "why still havent go out?" then i realise that im late. i went out at 6.15pm. caught the bus at 6.30. alight at terah merah at 6.45. reach changi at 7. which suppose to meet bee at 6.45. so, she waited for me.

anyway, we went to the staff canteen to eat hokkien mee. yes, again! hahahaha. i went pass the hokkien mee stall. and YES, IT'S OPEN!! so, i ordered the hokkien mee. and it's serve to me early then i expected. cause that time my dad ordered, he waited for like 30mins before it being served to him! so yeah, thank God. hahaha. then bee ordered soya bean. cause it's nicer than all the drink stall. OH! i forgot to pay you the money for the soya bean! i forgot. how much ah? oh! as usual the hokkien mee, bee's hokkien always have "extra" ingredients. cause i gave sotongs and prawn to her. eh!! i just realise that the hokkien dont have meat. hahaha. bee will have high cholestrol if she eat hokkien mee with me!! OH!! than also the hokkien mee's chilli SUPERRR HOT!! hahahah.. we talked, we crap, and then we talk, and then we crap. we talked about what food that we liked.

OH!! next thursday dont have SCHOOL! yay!! thursday is the longest day! as in the day that i will be SUPERR hungry. cause the only break that i have is at 1pm and it start at 8am!! SUPPERR cannot tahan la. always rush to the canteen and eat. AHH, i miss mac in my school, it's cheap and it's equally nice. (:

so, next up. your house hokkien mee? hahaha.

2007-10-26T22:47:00.000+08:00

hello;

school lasted for 4 hours today. from 12-4. (: the lecture was SUPER boring.

after school, went out with Cindy to Sim Lim Square to change her camera to another model. which being out of stock for 3days. and she still have to go down tomorrow to collect, cause the model was spoilt and being ask to go down to Sony to do a one to one exchange. tsk.tsk.tsk. she have to go down AGAIN. the fifth time. with her boyfriend. we went outside the theatre to sit down. she's waiting for her friend to meet her at 6pm. and im waiting for bee to come and meet me around 6. so, we waited for our friend to meet us at 6pm. we take many photos, as i just said she want to change her camera, but there's no stock. so, we take photos. using the feature of multi-shots (16 shots). hahahahaha. so funny!! i will post it up, when i receive the photos.

after taking many shots, cindy's friend reach the control station. she went off. shortly after she went off, i decided to sms-ed bee. she replied and say that her next stop is city hall. so, i slowly walk down to the first floor (the theatre is at the top floor). after that bee ask me if i want to meet her in the first cabin of the mrt. so, i rush down to the mrt station, tap my card, walk down the stairs and reach the platform. and the mrt will arrived in 2mins. (: yay-ness. hahahahah

we went to street 81. which is at tampines. which sells nice hokkien mee and the drinks they sell is not in cups but in the bubble tea cup. hahaha. so cute ah? hahahahaha. we ate hokkien mee and share a plate of nasi lemak. i think bee likes to eat with me now. cause she will get all the ingredients. like sotong, prawns. hahahhaa. and we both dont like the meat. (: next time, hokkien mee at airport? hahahahah

next up, we went to the prime supermarket. to find malt milk. bee want to see la. hahahah. we walked around to see what kind of food they sell. then we went to the big bookshop. bee want to buy her pen refill. and i want to buy the projection marker (medium) and also highlighter. so, i got what i wanted and bee got what she wanted. after paying, she went to put the new refill in her pen. but end up she brought the wrong refill. the refill doesnt match her pen. the best thing is that she throw away the pen ink. then after that she tried on her other pens, which hoping that the refill match one of her pens. but they are too short. hahahaa. (if you dont understand the red part, it's okay. cause you have to see it for yourself, then it's really funny.) OH! the worst thing is my bladder is full. and bee's actions and words never fail to make me laugh. i nearly pee-ed on my pants. hahahahaa.

anyway, i run home. hahahha.
and bee, hokkien mee at the airport? date me!! (:

ps: i SO not going to eat chicken rice in my school. it makes my breath sinks. it's like super sinky la. i feel so paiseh when im talking to my friend. and i keep putting more sweets into my mouth.. eeww. (:

2007-10-22T21:13:00.001+08:00

hello;

2nd week of school today. it's a long day today. and lectures are BORING!! yes, SUPER DUPER BORING!! the lecturer is like repeating everything ALL OVER AGAIN! it's like oh my gosh, at that point of time, im tearing of boring-est. the lecturer are going at a same frequency of speech.. and it's boring me out.

this semester the break is SHORT!! yes, only 1hour in comparing to last semester it's 1-2hours in some days. no time to eat.. and all the lectures room have to tap the card in order to mark the attendance. which is SUPER DUPER MAFAN!

french lesson today. as same old thing apply, i dont understand what my lecturer is taking about. me and my friend always look at each other and say "what's he saying?" hahahhaha. and i just got myself a french name (which is required) Chloe.. nice right? hahahahaha. it's the only nice name when pronounces in french. (:

thank God for everything.. and i commit everything into Your Hands. You are in Control. (:

2007-10-16T17:55:00.000+08:00

hello;

school started yesterday. and i have a tiny tiny "sore" at my eye. it's very small la. cannot see, unless super duper near. hahaha. anyway, this semester ALL the lecturer.. i mean ALL.. say that this semester will be a easy one for us... cause last semester was the difficult one. and this semester is supposed to be the basic. but, i see this semester the module is like not as easy as all the lecturer claim to be. this semester the timetable in compare to my last semster it's much more better. cause, this semester we have 1 module less. which makes alot of different. (:

yesterday was my first day of french class. hahaha. it's pretty cool la. though, sometimes i dont understand what the teacher teaching, or maybe even worse sometimes i dont know when he's speaking English or French. hahahaha..

this semester the teacher all weird weird one. hahaha. i shall not say in detail. (:

Oh Lord, i commit this semester into Your hands. and may the results that i get Glorify Your name. (:

2007-10-12T23:05:00.001+08:00

hello;

another 2 more days to school. suddenly, i feel i dont feel like going to school. thinking that i've not enough holiday. but i've a total of like 6 weeks of holiday!?! haahaha. i think everyone feels the same. i mean is that when school holiday is long.. most people will hope that school start soon. but when holiday is ending and school is starting, most people will say that holiday is too short. but actually they have more than a month of holiday. like me!!

anyway, yesterday night. when my sis and i was at our bed. we suddenly talk about our childhood days, primary school days, secondary school days... etc.. talk.. laughed and then we slept. too tired la.! hahahah..

my watch timing is still wrong. even i change the battery. i have to manually change the time.. that's dumb. but, i always do that. i feel so cheated. hahahaha

2007-10-10T13:33:00.000+08:00

hello;

yes, i still having my holiday. but not for long. i'm spending my last 4 days of holiday-ing, and *poof* school starts, projects coming, exams on the way.... etc. and a long way when my holiday starts again. that means end of the semester. (:

i want to play tennis!! ):
but school starting soon, timetable out and time clashes at friend's timetable. ):

suddenly, i dont know what to write...

2007-09-26T18:39:00.001+08:00

hello;

ahhh, im now going to the next level of high class "tai tai". yes, i know. tai tai have a few requirements. i got like most of it. the thing that i can think of now (which i dont have) is money, and of course a husband. ehh, tai tai must have a husband right? in anyway, i got most of the requirements. i been watching tv, computer, dvd/vcd, slacking, sometimes abit of highway code there and here. rarely go out, unless i really bored or someone ask me out. heh.
hey, it's not easy to be a "tai tai" eh. cause firstly, i dont have money. secondly, i dont have any "tai tai" friend. thirdly, being a "tai tai" is boring eh! so in general, being a "tai tai" is not easy. (:
sorry amanda, you are having your attachment. hahahahah! haiyah, errr, 8 more days right? end of attachment.

i went for dance practice yesterday. YES, "tai tai" finally went to do something.. good. (: seriously, i was having fun la. and body aching when i woke up today. i think that's normal la. (: dance practice from 8am to 10am. time was passing quickly. and i think i've much fun dancing now, den last time. it was GREAT though. everyone was having fun, fun and more fun.

and again. i am looking forward for the next semester. :D

2007-09-23T00:06:00.000+08:00

hello;

i got back my results... on wednesday. and YES, all Glory to God.. (: i did pretty well though. my next semester timetable is out. and YES, i got in to a language course. french. but i wanted japanese. but, nvm. i've my sister though, she can teach me. (:

anyway, today i went for a seminar talk by air force people. and i did sign up (for the free gifts, but it's a ipod speaker. sadly, i dont have an ipod.) oh, there's food there.. more like snacks.. and if i really sign up for the air force thingy, after i graduate i have to work for them 5 years. that's not the worse part. the worse part is that i have to go through BMT. wahhh!! but it's 2 weeks la. but, 2 weeks of BMT is not easy eh! but guys have to go through 5 weeks? or is it 7? argh, i dont know. i didnt really notice that. but 2WEEKS!!!

i really looking forward for the new semester. and i get to meet up my class people. new semester means new modules. it also mean new things to learn. and communication skills is one of my modules. sadly. ):