I'VE MOVED

my 205th post.. and this is my last last last post. hahahaaa..

after being emo-ed/random/randomly-random/serious/happy/excited..... hahhahaa..

haiyah! cut the long story short... my new URL is

http://www.inhisunfailinglove.wordpress.com

its' super easy to remember. 'cause it's the same name. ahahahhaa.. anyway.. just go there and see la. if you like it, you can change to wordpress too! hahahhaha...

today's first test was unexpectedly easy. im not hao lian-ing. but ya.. it's was so easy until i really question myself. but yes, it's that simple. second test was good. 'cause we get some tips from other classes about what's coming out in the test.. hahahhaa... still thank God, thank God..

tomorrow i've another test (again). internet computing. sigh. but but it's a open book test. one thing that i dont really like open book test is that, the test tend to be difficult. seriously. 'cause the lecturer will say 'cause if too simple all the answers can be found in the book. erhh, which is true. but then again.. open book test is for students to pass one mah.

okay.. i have 2 test tomorrow!! ahhhh.. and the best thing is that i dont have any breaks in between! and and tomorrow when i reach school it's my FIRST test of the day. and to end the day, i'll have my another test.

and and my nose is very naughty. it keep running. and it wont stop! )): and and my mum is having her second round of sickness, just because she hugged me yesterday! hahahaha..

*

when a believer prays, and heaven responds;
when a sinner repent, and the angels rejoices;
when a mission succeeds, and Satan falls like lightning;
when a believer rebels, and the Holy Spirit is grieved.
What we humans do here decisively affects the cosmos.

I believe these things, and yet somehow I keep "forgetting" them. I forget that my prayer matter to God. I forget that I am helping my neighbors to their eternal destinations. I forget that the choices I make today bring delight - or grief - to the Lord of the Universe. I live in a world of trees and telephones and fax machines, and the reality of this material universe tends to overwhelm my faith in a spiritual universe suffusing it all. I look into a blank blue sky and see nothing.

By ascending, Jesus took the risk of being forgotten.

(this is what i read in the bus when i go to school, and it's really true lo..)

today i bravely killed this disgusting cockroach. it's super disgusting can. hahahaha. i dont go much into detail. hahhaa. cause it's really long. hahahahaha. the only thing is that after i killed the cockroach, my whole family member wakes up. so, that's how much noise i made. hahhahaha.. but then again, i killed a disgusting cockroach! that's enough. hahhahaha...

and and, today i've make-up lesson on e-commerce. hahahaha. and today is the end of e-commerce part 1. and next monday, i've e-commerce part 2. by different lecturer. one is by business lecturer, another by engineering lecturer. ((:

ohh, and and. i signed on this cloth, that i think it will be sent to sichuan. it's about our prayers to them. and i wrote in english. ahahahha. cause i really dont know how to write. but i think they only know how to read my name and "jia you" cause i wrote that in chinese. hahahaha.. but it's still cool.. ((:

oh, my darling laptop is BACKKK!! hahahahahhhahaha!!! my sister PURPOSELY took my laptop during her lunch break. hahahah. my sis sms me: your darling laptop is in the office with me enjoying the aircon and being very comfortable in it's black case" hahahahaha..

oh, and and and last last week after youth service. we went to trumpet praise. and i brought a BOOK! hahaha. this the second time i brought a Christian book to read. ((: and and the book is nice to read can. hahahhahaa.. ((: the book is "the Jesus i never knew"sound so.. yah, i understand. but it's really a GOOD book. ((:


*what makes us human is not our mind but our heart, not our ability to think but our ability to love.

okay. i have one good news and one bad news. which is linked together...

okay.. bad news first.
i left my darling laptop in my keyboard class. so smart ah. i think only i can do this thing only. hahahahha.. okay, here's the WHOLE story.....

my sis supposed to bring laptop to church today. and my laptop being light and nice (this is i say one.. hahahaha) she decided to bring my laptop to church today. so being a nice and good sister, i let her bring my laptop to church. hee hee. anyway, i went out with her today.. she have to go to main church for practice. and me for keyboard lesson.

so when we are in the mrt train. my sis asked me to bring my laptop for keyboard lesson. cause she have to walk to main church which is far. so, being (again) a nice and good sister i agreed. hahahhahaa.. so everything was fine and lesson was on.. and then it was time to go off. so i left the class..

i went to bishan to meet my sister to go to church together. i brought lunch for her. and then got a ride from bishan interchange to church. and then went i reach church. my sis suddenly pop up this question "where's your laptop?" then i "*shocked*, OH! i left it at the keyboard class" then i quickly took up my handphone, my sis was like "why you take out your handphone? you got their number meh?" then i "no, hahahahah."

long and short, my sister got their number. and she helped me to call them. and they found it (this is the good news that i want to say) and then my sister going to take my laptop for me on tuesday, during her lunch break (her work place is near my keyboard place). so yar.. i will have my laptop back on tuesday.

and my sister will have back her laptop on tuesday. 'cause i will be using it. hahahhahaha. so bad right. haahaha. but actually her laptop quite nice to type and use. the only thing is that it's heavy that's all. hahahahhaha.. ((:

i dont think will got anyone like me. i forget all about my laptop until my sister told me la. i think if she didnt ask me, i will not remember it. ahahahahahah. anyway, thank God that i left it at the keyboard class, not like in the bus stop or something. hahahhaha..

thank God, thank God. ((:

I WOKE UP LATE TODAY! very late! hhaahhahaha...

today's lesson supposed to start at 8am! but then i woke up suddenly at 7.30am! hahhahaa. and i was wondering if today is wednesday or thursday. but when i realised that it is wednesday, i literally "jump" up from my bed. and i bathe very very very quickly. hahahahhahaha...

when i finish bathing, i check my phone. i put 6.45pm, instead of 6.45am! hahahahah. anyway, my dad gave me money to take cab down to school. hee hee. and when i reach school..... my lecturer didnt come! *faints* then i take cab for nothing. ahhhhh.. )): hahahhahahaa...

im craving for burger king breakfast.
im craving for charsiew pauuu. hahahahahhahaa

finally tomorrow is thursday. ((: monday no SCHOOL!! hahahhahahaha. ((:

it's Mothers' Day today!! ((: hahahahaha..

anyway, i went to swim in the afternoon.. ((: yea, im trying (notice the underline) to exercise 3times a week. and i put up my timetable for exercising. hopefully, it's every wednesday, friday and sunday. hahahaha..

and oh, and our family celebrated mothers' day by having steamboat at home. having our dinner together as a family. the only thing is that my grandmother didnt join us. but.. anyway, we have our dinner from 8plus to 10pm! hahahhaah. very long hor. ahhaahhaa. but i didnt notice that it's 10pm until i on the tv and it's news. ahhahaha..

oh, me and sis brought this "boxing" massager for my mum. ahhahaha.
there's 3 different uses:
1) can massage back
2) can massage her feet
3) can "box" my dad. hahahahahaha..

okay.. can forget about number 3. ahhahahaha... but my mum really happily "boxing" my dad with the massager. and my dad was like sitting there for my mum to "box" him. hahahaha. and the only thing he said was "very pain eh", "really very pain". hahahah. that's all... and i really feel that today my mum is especially very VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY HAPPY!!! (((:

and we have ice-cream after that. ((:






and i cant go for church camp. i've school till 8june!! ahhhh...

there's several stuff i want to say. but i dont know how to put it in sentences. it's somehow being serious and randomly-random.

serious #1:
i watched this video from Godtube, which Michael sent to me.

serious #2:
am i really saved?

serious #3:
am i a fake Christian or am i a real Christian?

serious #4:
"Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it. But small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life, and only a few find it." [Matthew 7:13-14]

Am i walking in the narrow gate and road that leads to life? or am i walking in the wide and broad road that leads to destruction?

serious #5:
"Watch out for false prophets. They come to you in sheep's clothing, but inwardly they are ferocious wolves. By their fruits you will recognize them. Do people pick grapes from thornbushes, or figs from thistles? Likewise every good tree bears good fruit, but a bad tree bears bad fruit. A good tree cannot bear bad fruit, and a bad tree cannot bear good fruit. Every tree that does not bear good fruit is cut down and thrown into the fire. Thus, by their fruit you will recognize them. [Matthew 7:15-20]

am i the good tree that bear good fruit? or am i the tree that bear bad fruit, that will be cut down and been thrown into the fire?

serious #6:
"Not everyone who says to me, 'Lord Lord,' will enter the kingdom of heaven, but only he who does the will of my Father who is in heaven. Many eill say to me on that day, 'Lord Lord, did we not prophesy in your name, and in your name drive out demons and perform many miracles?' Then I will tell them plainly, 'I never knew you. Away from me, you evildoers!' [Matthew 7:21-23]

Jesus, do you know me?

serious #7:
i think i feel comfortable on where and what im doing now. which is not good. )):

serious #8:
i seriously need to spend more time with God.

*

randomly-random #1:
i swam 1500m today ALL BY MYSELF for only half an hour!! hahhahaa. i swim super fast can. hahaha. i swam more and faster than my training

randomly-random #2:
today i didnt go for swimming training. hhahahaha. 'cause i end school at 3pm today! which supposed to be at 5pm. cause my last 2hours lesson was cancelled. and i was too lazy to wait for my training to start. i have to wait for like 3hours, if im were to wait for the training. SO, i went to swim by myself! hahahaa.

randomly-random #3:
i felt wobbly and achy after swimming.

randomly-random #4:
i used my new goggles! hahhahaa. i FINALLY can see in the pool! hahhahaa. i love my new goggles. even my friend say it's nice. hahahhaa. ((:

randomly-random #5:
i listen to music via phone. anyway it's cool! hahhahaa..

randomly-random #6:
my friend going to swim with me every wednesday. hahaha. so, i dont think im going for training anymore. haiyah, i can train myself. hahahaha.. ((: later.. they come and poach over to join them. ahahhaha. (think too much).. hee hee

okay..
uh huh...
jalgayo!
annyong hee ju mu sae yo!! ((:

there's a number of things that i really want to say (sis, it's not random!)....

#1
it feels like 2am now, though it's like only 10pm! i seriously feel very tired. and sleepy. hahahahha...

#2
i went to church today!! i did both sound system and projections today.

#3
i want to spend more time with God. cause i feel that i wont spending much time with Him. after writing down my week today in cell. i came into conclusion that i wasnt spending much time with Him.

#4
oh yesterday. me and sis have a sister to sister talk. hahahaha. ((: and we have a romantic walk in the park. hahahahahah...

#5
i feel that it's difficult to maintain a good friendship. cause joycelyn and i only met during the holidays. and and i think we're drifting apart. i cant say the main problem is that we're in different school. but... it just take 2 hands to clap.

#6
poly life is great. thank God. and after i step into poly life. i think that i've been to town for alot of time. cause whenever i meet with girlfriends we will meet in town. cause we live in different places, so town is the most suitable places to meet.

#7
i think im going for training on monday. hahaha. (my sis will go "ahhhh, finally you made up your mind!!) ahahahahhaa...

#8
im spending too much. hahahaha...

#9
it feels like 3am now. hahahhahah. im seriously very sleepy. hahahahaha...

okay, i really cannot think. i think i'll go and watch tv now. hahahahah..
jalgayo.
annyong hee ju mu sae yo.

my body was aching the WHOLE day! ahhhhh.. it's seriously very aching la. i walked like penguin today. and and my dearest and wonderful friend are using my aching to bully me. humph. hahahahahah. i have such a GOOD friend!! ((:

tomorrow is the last day of the week! yay-ness. thursday and friday NO SCHOOL!! hahahahaa. so cool! ((:

OH OH OH! my sis brought charsiew pauu for me today for dinner. hee hee. kam sa ham ni da. ((:

i really want to post a decent post. but then again.. i wasnt really the right mind to think. so yar.. here goes the unlinked and random-ness again... ((:

random #1:
my bag was heavy today

random #2:
my whole body aching 'cause of training.

random #3:
i feel so wobbly and weak. not because of yesterday. but it's the training today.

random #4:
my poor little toes are having a hard time now. 'cause it's having blisters. blister came to my toes 'cause of the warming up before training. yar it sure to warm our body, and using all the energy inside. we ran like 4rounds around the pool. ran on the spot. jump on the spot. push up. shorter version of sit ups. we did all this barefooted and the floor is super duper HOT. that's when blister came.. )):

random #5:
i swam the MOST laps of my life today. SERIOUSLY. i did like erhh.. *counting* around 2000m!! continuously. yes, it's CONTINUOUSLY!! (OH YA, it link back to random #2 & #3)

random #6:
i feel that i've lost 10kg. okay la, maybe 5kg. HA!

random #7:
i waited for like 10years for my hokkien mee.

random #8:
i havent stop sneezing after i bathe.

random #9:
i still havent eat my charsiew pauu yet..

random #10:
this is the first time i reach home, i dont have to bathe. (not that im lazy, but i bathe in school after swimming)

random #11:
i walk like a penguin.

random #12:
my sister just burp LOUDLY. (so unglam). tsk.tsk.tsk.

random #13:
im very tired and sleepy now.

random #14:
my phone was out of battery.

okay. i think that's all. hahhahahhhaha. it seriously a tired and a wobbly day. hahahhahaha
jalgayo!
annyong hee ju mu sae yo.

Praise You In This Storm
(Casting Crowns)

I was sure by now
That You would have reached down
And wiped our tears away
Stepped in and saved the day
But once again, I say "Amen", and it's still raining

As the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain
"I'm with you"
And as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the God who gives
And takes away

I'll praise You in this storm
And i will lift my hands
For You are who You are
No matter where I am
Every tear I've cried
You hold in Your hand
You never left my side
And though my heart is torn
I will praise You in this storm

I remember when
I stumbled in the wind
You heard my cry
You raised me up again
My strength is almost gone
How can I carry on
If I can't find You

I lift my eyes unto the hills
Where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord
The maker of heaven and earth

sorry, im going to be random and unlinked.

random #1:
i went to church today

random #2:
i felt weak and wobbly today. hahahhaha.. ((: SERIOUSLY!

random #3:
went to chinatown with my sis.

random #4:
i slept from 4.30pm to 6pm today. cause i was really really tired. i was disturbed by my grandmother, cause she was mopping the floor loudly. hahhahaa. as in.. she was banging the door and closing it loudly. hahahhahaahhahaa....

random #5:
sis was very unglam today. SERIOUSLY. today her MOST unglam day. hahahahaa.. ((:

random #6:
grandmother is very negative today. okay, she always negative. )):

random #7:
tomorrow i've school. i dont like to travel to and fro to school. just by thinking about it, makes me really sleepy. hahahaha. especially when lesson started early. )): who can sent me to school? :D hhahahahaa.

random #8:
sis is making her own handmade new pants! so cool huh! hahahhhahaha...

random #9:
im STILL STILL STILL craving for charsiew pauuuu!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! hahahahha...

random #10:
i hope it's labour day tomorrow. ahahhahahaha....

random #11:
im afraid of end-times. AHHHHHHHHHHH!!

random #12:
i want to play tennis!!!!! :D

okay.. that's all for random-ness and unlink-ness. HA!
jalgayo!
annyong hee ju mu sae yo! ((:

im still craving for charsiew pauuuu!! hahahaha!! who can buy charsiew pau for me and FedEx it to my house. my address is... uh huh. note down already? remember to FedEx it to my house! ((:

anyway, minds today after youth service. but before going to minds, we have a mini cell group in church until 5pm. and then we set off to city hall, to meet the others. have chicken rice for dinner, cause minds food are expensive. so.. had our dinner before going in to minds.

played many many games. and and the whole place is so noisy. hahahahaa. full with people's voices, laughters and screams. HAHAHAH!! seriously. i had a sore throat after leaving minds. i was practically screaming my way through the other people's voices, so that my friends are able to hear what i've said.
so i came out of minds with a sore throat. )): hahahahahaa... and im super thirsty and sleepy now. hahahaha. ((:

OH! today bee came for minds. and and she confirm with me that she's coming to my house this friday! ahhh, and thursday is a PUBLIC HOLIDAY! yay-ness. hahahahahahahaa. 'cause thursday is my longest day. and then public holiday means no school. so no night classes. and somemore friday no school. so i've 4DAYS of resting (plus weekends). hahahha. double yay-ness. ((:

randomly.. random.. hahahhahaa...

#1
no school today. which makes me really happy! cause i dont have to travel to and fro from school to home.

#2
im craving for charsiew pauuuu!! but the auntie at the coffee shop near my house that sells charsiew pau is pretty fierce.
bee! your best friend. hahahahahahha

#3
i love to do word search. even though sometimes it takes ages to find just one word.

#4
i love to play keyboard. ((:

#5
i love to swim! it releases my stress. (though i dont have it now)

#6
i completed my goal (long time ago) of reading the Bible in 1 year! which makes me really happy!

#7
i want to go to korea! haahaha. (annyong ha sae yo!)

#8
im afraid of end-times.

#9
i want to play tennis.
bee! lets play tennis!!

#10
my parents are going for holiday trip! (but the place they want to go... is weird)

okay.
hahhaa.
jalgayo!
annyong hee ju mu sae yo!! ((:

it's going to be random

#1: i feel like vomitting.

#2: i hurt my right small toe. it was stepped by a stranger who was talking to his friend and didnt notice me.

#3: school ended early.

#4: i ate little for dinner today.

#5: i miss bee.

#6: i want to exercise. (tennis, swim, sauna, gym, badminton, etc...)
bee let's go exericse;

#7: i want to understand all the modules that i took this semester.

#8: i love impact sweet.

#9: i love my hair now.

#10: im craving for hokkien mee.

#11: i want someone to sent me to school everyday. im tired to wake up early to go to school. hahhahaahhhahaha... (forget it)

#12: im going to minds cafe this sat.

#13: i love being left handed. hahahahah

okay... hahahhaha...
jalgayo!
annyong hee ju mu sae yo...

dad shoot me with alot of questions today during dinner. and i was left there speechless. i didnt spoke a single word. i felt so useless. but in my heart, i was praying "God, tell me what to say i dont know how to answer all his questions."

the words that came out from his mouth was just tearing my heart apart. i was bleeding inside. i was crying loudly inside. i was afraid. i was all alone by myself. i felt useless. i dont know how to answer all his questions. i dont know how to make him understand. i really dont know.

at that point i really hope that my sis is just beside me. at least she will or rather she can answer all my dad's questions.

i dont feel like talking about it anymore. )):

i am hurt.
i really am.

tomorrow NO school! hahahhahahaa... but tomorrow my sis and me have to bring my grandmother for regular checkups at hougang polyclinic. so, i dont think i can sleep till late, as i thought i can. but then again, it's just tomorrow. hee hee..

night class today was really really tiring. cause partly it's in the night. and during the night, i normally slack and slack more. but then, this time have to be concentrating FULLY! but i was practically yawning away. it's super boring can. as in... it's the first lesson of that module. and then, it is theory. so... i was bored.

and and, i've decided to bring my specs every night class. cause it's difficult to concentrate with your eyes super dry. and it feels that my contact lens is going to drop anytime. so i shall wear my specs every night class. hahahahhaha

tomorrow will be practically the WHOLE day! hahahhaaha. from 1010 to 2130! like oh my gosh! hahhahaa. but on friday no school! hahhahahahaa...

and and club crawl (cca orientation) is tomorrow. and and the girls in my class are going to join at least one cca. so.. so, im going there too. to decide on which cca to choose or something. but i really hope that i wont be too busy, and then i'll neglect my walk with God. i really dread to see that happens. )):

today... AH! i was late for lesson! hahahha. FIRST TIME! i set my alarm clock at 6am today. and then i've decided to sleep alittle longer, and then rather to put it in snooze mood, i off my alarm. and then i went back to sleep. hahahahhaa. but really thank God, i felt somebody waking me up. hhhhaah. then i suddenly "jump" up from my bed. then i look at the time! 7am! then i rush like anything. hahahahahhaa.

i reach school at 8.30am. then i quite dissapointed la. cause like that i counted as absent or something. but in the end, the lecturer pass around the attendance list. so i signed. ((: so, i dont think i'll be counted as absent or something. ((: so thank God, thank God.

yes yes, school start today!!!!! and and we've started our lesson straight away. without going off super early for any modules this semester.

and and the lecturer are not as nice as last year's lecturer. especially maths. my maths lecturer make us run up and down the stairs. as in he told us to buy maths study plan and lecture notes from the printing shop. then when we brought the notes. he came back and tell us to go and buy maths textbook from the bookstore, which is like a distance away! and the best thing is that he didnt even use the textbook today! humph!

that's not all, when he teach. no his not teaching. he just blah out the answers without the whole lecture group's understanding. yes yes, i know that this is all we learn from year 1. but arent the lecturer always recap. so that we will have better understanding?!?! after 2 hours of his lecture, i walked out of this class without understanding anything. ):

e-commerce is boring!! i think cause it's introduction to the module. that's why it's so lengthy and boring. but when it's lab session, than it's different. cause we have to go to different website and stuff. hahahahaha. and and i found out from the module that there's actually this website that sells local favourites from golden mile hawker centre and also miss clarity cafe or geylang's famous beef horfun and frog porridge! so dont have to go so far to buy all those, just call them and they will deliver it to your doorstep! so cool huh! i dont know there's this kind of service till i went for this module!! hahhahahahahahahahahaha.

of all the modules that im taking. i only brought 3 books! hahahhahaha. haiyah, this 3books already make my bag so so so so so HEAVY! and i scare that my bag going to spoilt or something. and and i found out that my bag is small as compared to my friend's bag. hahahhaha. and i have to buy the rest of my books tomorrow. before all the lessons. ((: