it's Mothers' Day today!! ((: hahahahaha..

anyway, i went to swim in the afternoon.. ((: yea, im trying (notice the underline) to exercise 3times a week. and i put up my timetable for exercising. hopefully, it's every wednesday, friday and sunday. hahahaha..

and oh, and our family celebrated mothers' day by having steamboat at home. having our dinner together as a family. the only thing is that my grandmother didnt join us. but.. anyway, we have our dinner from 8plus to 10pm! hahahhaah. very long hor. ahhaahhaa. but i didnt notice that it's 10pm until i on the tv and it's news. ahhahaha..

oh, me and sis brought this "boxing" massager for my mum. ahhahaha.
there's 3 different uses:
1) can massage back
2) can massage her feet
3) can "box" my dad. hahahahahaha..

okay.. can forget about number 3. ahhahahaha... but my mum really happily "boxing" my dad with the massager. and my dad was like sitting there for my mum to "box" him. hahahaha. and the only thing he said was "very pain eh", "really very pain". hahahah. that's all... and i really feel that today my mum is especially very VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY HAPPY!!! (((:

and we have ice-cream after that. ((:






and i cant go for church camp. i've school till 8june!! ahhhh...

there's several stuff i want to say. but i dont know how to put it in sentences. it's somehow being serious and randomly-random.

serious #1:
i watched this video from Godtube, which Michael sent to me.

serious #2:
am i really saved?

serious #3:
am i a fake Christian or am i a real Christian?

serious #4:
"Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it. But small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life, and only a few find it." [Matthew 7:13-14]

Am i walking in the narrow gate and road that leads to life? or am i walking in the wide and broad road that leads to destruction?

serious #5:
"Watch out for false prophets. They come to you in sheep's clothing, but inwardly they are ferocious wolves. By their fruits you will recognize them. Do people pick grapes from thornbushes, or figs from thistles? Likewise every good tree bears good fruit, but a bad tree bears bad fruit. A good tree cannot bear bad fruit, and a bad tree cannot bear good fruit. Every tree that does not bear good fruit is cut down and thrown into the fire. Thus, by their fruit you will recognize them. [Matthew 7:15-20]

am i the good tree that bear good fruit? or am i the tree that bear bad fruit, that will be cut down and been thrown into the fire?

serious #6:
"Not everyone who says to me, 'Lord Lord,' will enter the kingdom of heaven, but only he who does the will of my Father who is in heaven. Many eill say to me on that day, 'Lord Lord, did we not prophesy in your name, and in your name drive out demons and perform many miracles?' Then I will tell them plainly, 'I never knew you. Away from me, you evildoers!' [Matthew 7:21-23]

Jesus, do you know me?

serious #7:
i think i feel comfortable on where and what im doing now. which is not good. )):

serious #8:
i seriously need to spend more time with God.

*

randomly-random #1:
i swam 1500m today ALL BY MYSELF for only half an hour!! hahhahaa. i swim super fast can. hahaha. i swam more and faster than my training

randomly-random #2:
today i didnt go for swimming training. hhahahaha. 'cause i end school at 3pm today! which supposed to be at 5pm. cause my last 2hours lesson was cancelled. and i was too lazy to wait for my training to start. i have to wait for like 3hours, if im were to wait for the training. SO, i went to swim by myself! hahahaa.

randomly-random #3:
i felt wobbly and achy after swimming.

randomly-random #4:
i used my new goggles! hahhahaa. i FINALLY can see in the pool! hahhahaa. i love my new goggles. even my friend say it's nice. hahahhaa. ((:

randomly-random #5:
i listen to music via phone. anyway it's cool! hahhahaa..

randomly-random #6:
my friend going to swim with me every wednesday. hahaha. so, i dont think im going for training anymore. haiyah, i can train myself. hahahaha.. ((: later.. they come and poach over to join them. ahahhaha. (think too much).. hee hee

okay..
uh huh...
jalgayo!
annyong hee ju mu sae yo!! ((:

there's a number of things that i really want to say (sis, it's not random!)....

#1
it feels like 2am now, though it's like only 10pm! i seriously feel very tired. and sleepy. hahahahha...

#2
i went to church today!! i did both sound system and projections today.

#3
i want to spend more time with God. cause i feel that i wont spending much time with Him. after writing down my week today in cell. i came into conclusion that i wasnt spending much time with Him.

#4
oh yesterday. me and sis have a sister to sister talk. hahahaha. ((: and we have a romantic walk in the park. hahahahahah...

#5
i feel that it's difficult to maintain a good friendship. cause joycelyn and i only met during the holidays. and and i think we're drifting apart. i cant say the main problem is that we're in different school. but... it just take 2 hands to clap.

#6
poly life is great. thank God. and after i step into poly life. i think that i've been to town for alot of time. cause whenever i meet with girlfriends we will meet in town. cause we live in different places, so town is the most suitable places to meet.

#7
i think im going for training on monday. hahaha. (my sis will go "ahhhh, finally you made up your mind!!) ahahahahhaa...

#8
im spending too much. hahahaha...

#9
it feels like 3am now. hahahhahah. im seriously very sleepy. hahahahaha...

okay, i really cannot think. i think i'll go and watch tv now. hahahahah..
jalgayo.
annyong hee ju mu sae yo.

my body was aching the WHOLE day! ahhhhh.. it's seriously very aching la. i walked like penguin today. and and my dearest and wonderful friend are using my aching to bully me. humph. hahahahahah. i have such a GOOD friend!! ((:

tomorrow is the last day of the week! yay-ness. thursday and friday NO SCHOOL!! hahahahaa. so cool! ((:

OH OH OH! my sis brought charsiew pauu for me today for dinner. hee hee. kam sa ham ni da. ((:

i really want to post a decent post. but then again.. i wasnt really the right mind to think. so yar.. here goes the unlinked and random-ness again... ((:

random #1:
my bag was heavy today

random #2:
my whole body aching 'cause of training.

random #3:
i feel so wobbly and weak. not because of yesterday. but it's the training today.

random #4:
my poor little toes are having a hard time now. 'cause it's having blisters. blister came to my toes 'cause of the warming up before training. yar it sure to warm our body, and using all the energy inside. we ran like 4rounds around the pool. ran on the spot. jump on the spot. push up. shorter version of sit ups. we did all this barefooted and the floor is super duper HOT. that's when blister came.. )):

random #5:
i swam the MOST laps of my life today. SERIOUSLY. i did like erhh.. *counting* around 2000m!! continuously. yes, it's CONTINUOUSLY!! (OH YA, it link back to random #2 & #3)

random #6:
i feel that i've lost 10kg. okay la, maybe 5kg. HA!

random #7:
i waited for like 10years for my hokkien mee.

random #8:
i havent stop sneezing after i bathe.

random #9:
i still havent eat my charsiew pauu yet..

random #10:
this is the first time i reach home, i dont have to bathe. (not that im lazy, but i bathe in school after swimming)

random #11:
i walk like a penguin.

random #12:
my sister just burp LOUDLY. (so unglam). tsk.tsk.tsk.

random #13:
im very tired and sleepy now.

random #14:
my phone was out of battery.

okay. i think that's all. hahhahahhhaha. it seriously a tired and a wobbly day. hahahhahaha
jalgayo!
annyong hee ju mu sae yo.

Praise You In This Storm
(Casting Crowns)

I was sure by now
That You would have reached down
And wiped our tears away
Stepped in and saved the day
But once again, I say "Amen", and it's still raining

As the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain
"I'm with you"
And as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the God who gives
And takes away

I'll praise You in this storm
And i will lift my hands
For You are who You are
No matter where I am
Every tear I've cried
You hold in Your hand
You never left my side
And though my heart is torn
I will praise You in this storm

I remember when
I stumbled in the wind
You heard my cry
You raised me up again
My strength is almost gone
How can I carry on
If I can't find You

I lift my eyes unto the hills
Where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord
The maker of heaven and earth

sorry, im going to be random and unlinked.

random #1:
i went to church today

random #2:
i felt weak and wobbly today. hahahhaha.. ((: SERIOUSLY!

random #3:
went to chinatown with my sis.

random #4:
i slept from 4.30pm to 6pm today. cause i was really really tired. i was disturbed by my grandmother, cause she was mopping the floor loudly. hahhahaa. as in.. she was banging the door and closing it loudly. hahahhahaahhahaa....

random #5:
sis was very unglam today. SERIOUSLY. today her MOST unglam day. hahahahaa.. ((:

random #6:
grandmother is very negative today. okay, she always negative. )):

random #7:
tomorrow i've school. i dont like to travel to and fro to school. just by thinking about it, makes me really sleepy. hahahaha. especially when lesson started early. )): who can sent me to school? :D hhahahahaa.

random #8:
sis is making her own handmade new pants! so cool huh! hahahhhahaha...

random #9:
im STILL STILL STILL craving for charsiew pauuuu!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! hahahahha...

random #10:
i hope it's labour day tomorrow. ahahhahahaha....

random #11:
im afraid of end-times. AHHHHHHHHHHH!!

random #12:
i want to play tennis!!!!! :D

okay.. that's all for random-ness and unlink-ness. HA!
jalgayo!
annyong hee ju mu sae yo! ((:

im still craving for charsiew pauuuu!! hahahaha!! who can buy charsiew pau for me and FedEx it to my house. my address is... uh huh. note down already? remember to FedEx it to my house! ((:

anyway, minds today after youth service. but before going to minds, we have a mini cell group in church until 5pm. and then we set off to city hall, to meet the others. have chicken rice for dinner, cause minds food are expensive. so.. had our dinner before going in to minds.

played many many games. and and the whole place is so noisy. hahahahaa. full with people's voices, laughters and screams. HAHAHAH!! seriously. i had a sore throat after leaving minds. i was practically screaming my way through the other people's voices, so that my friends are able to hear what i've said.
so i came out of minds with a sore throat. )): hahahahahaa... and im super thirsty and sleepy now. hahahaha. ((:

OH! today bee came for minds. and and she confirm with me that she's coming to my house this friday! ahhh, and thursday is a PUBLIC HOLIDAY! yay-ness. hahahahahahahaa. 'cause thursday is my longest day. and then public holiday means no school. so no night classes. and somemore friday no school. so i've 4DAYS of resting (plus weekends). hahahha. double yay-ness. ((:

randomly.. random.. hahahhahaa...

#1
no school today. which makes me really happy! cause i dont have to travel to and fro from school to home.

#2
im craving for charsiew pauuuu!! but the auntie at the coffee shop near my house that sells charsiew pau is pretty fierce.
bee! your best friend. hahahahahahha

#3
i love to do word search. even though sometimes it takes ages to find just one word.

#4
i love to play keyboard. ((:

#5
i love to swim! it releases my stress. (though i dont have it now)

#6
i completed my goal (long time ago) of reading the Bible in 1 year! which makes me really happy!

#7
i want to go to korea! haahaha. (annyong ha sae yo!)

#8
im afraid of end-times.

#9
i want to play tennis.
bee! lets play tennis!!

#10
my parents are going for holiday trip! (but the place they want to go... is weird)

okay.
hahhaa.
jalgayo!
annyong hee ju mu sae yo!! ((:

it's going to be random

#1: i feel like vomitting.

#2: i hurt my right small toe. it was stepped by a stranger who was talking to his friend and didnt notice me.

#3: school ended early.

#4: i ate little for dinner today.

#5: i miss bee.

#6: i want to exercise. (tennis, swim, sauna, gym, badminton, etc...)
bee let's go exericse;

#7: i want to understand all the modules that i took this semester.

#8: i love impact sweet.

#9: i love my hair now.

#10: im craving for hokkien mee.

#11: i want someone to sent me to school everyday. im tired to wake up early to go to school. hahhahaahhhahaha... (forget it)

#12: im going to minds cafe this sat.

#13: i love being left handed. hahahahah

okay... hahahhaha...
jalgayo!
annyong hee ju mu sae yo...

dad shoot me with alot of questions today during dinner. and i was left there speechless. i didnt spoke a single word. i felt so useless. but in my heart, i was praying "God, tell me what to say i dont know how to answer all his questions."

the words that came out from his mouth was just tearing my heart apart. i was bleeding inside. i was crying loudly inside. i was afraid. i was all alone by myself. i felt useless. i dont know how to answer all his questions. i dont know how to make him understand. i really dont know.

at that point i really hope that my sis is just beside me. at least she will or rather she can answer all my dad's questions.

i dont feel like talking about it anymore. )):

i am hurt.
i really am.

tomorrow NO school! hahahhahahaa... but tomorrow my sis and me have to bring my grandmother for regular checkups at hougang polyclinic. so, i dont think i can sleep till late, as i thought i can. but then again, it's just tomorrow. hee hee..

night class today was really really tiring. cause partly it's in the night. and during the night, i normally slack and slack more. but then, this time have to be concentrating FULLY! but i was practically yawning away. it's super boring can. as in... it's the first lesson of that module. and then, it is theory. so... i was bored.

and and, i've decided to bring my specs every night class. cause it's difficult to concentrate with your eyes super dry. and it feels that my contact lens is going to drop anytime. so i shall wear my specs every night class. hahahahhaha

tomorrow will be practically the WHOLE day! hahahhaaha. from 1010 to 2130! like oh my gosh! hahhahaa. but on friday no school! hahhahahahaa...

and and club crawl (cca orientation) is tomorrow. and and the girls in my class are going to join at least one cca. so.. so, im going there too. to decide on which cca to choose or something. but i really hope that i wont be too busy, and then i'll neglect my walk with God. i really dread to see that happens. )):

today... AH! i was late for lesson! hahahha. FIRST TIME! i set my alarm clock at 6am today. and then i've decided to sleep alittle longer, and then rather to put it in snooze mood, i off my alarm. and then i went back to sleep. hahahahhaa. but really thank God, i felt somebody waking me up. hhhhaah. then i suddenly "jump" up from my bed. then i look at the time! 7am! then i rush like anything. hahahahahhaa.

i reach school at 8.30am. then i quite dissapointed la. cause like that i counted as absent or something. but in the end, the lecturer pass around the attendance list. so i signed. ((: so, i dont think i'll be counted as absent or something. ((: so thank God, thank God.

yes yes, school start today!!!!! and and we've started our lesson straight away. without going off super early for any modules this semester.

and and the lecturer are not as nice as last year's lecturer. especially maths. my maths lecturer make us run up and down the stairs. as in he told us to buy maths study plan and lecture notes from the printing shop. then when we brought the notes. he came back and tell us to go and buy maths textbook from the bookstore, which is like a distance away! and the best thing is that he didnt even use the textbook today! humph!

that's not all, when he teach. no his not teaching. he just blah out the answers without the whole lecture group's understanding. yes yes, i know that this is all we learn from year 1. but arent the lecturer always recap. so that we will have better understanding?!?! after 2 hours of his lecture, i walked out of this class without understanding anything. ):

e-commerce is boring!! i think cause it's introduction to the module. that's why it's so lengthy and boring. but when it's lab session, than it's different. cause we have to go to different website and stuff. hahahahaha. and and i found out from the module that there's actually this website that sells local favourites from golden mile hawker centre and also miss clarity cafe or geylang's famous beef horfun and frog porridge! so dont have to go so far to buy all those, just call them and they will deliver it to your doorstep! so cool huh! i dont know there's this kind of service till i went for this module!! hahhahahahahahahahahaha.

of all the modules that im taking. i only brought 3 books! hahahhahaha. haiyah, this 3books already make my bag so so so so so HEAVY! and i scare that my bag going to spoilt or something. and and i found out that my bag is small as compared to my friend's bag. hahahhaha. and i have to buy the rest of my books tomorrow. before all the lessons. ((:

No resurrection, no Christianity.
-- Michael Ramsey

This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins.
-- 1 John 4:10

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kidding la... haahhahahahahahaha. not funny hor. hee hee.

today i went for shopping spree! hahahhahaa. "FINALLY" exclaimed by my friends. hahahhaha. brought 2tops at zara. and and i saw this erhh, actor/host/model. but i dont know his name. but he smiled at me! hahahhaa.

and today i saw another side of singaporeans. i know these are God doings. but then again, this is singapore. hahahahahaha

i was in the mrt train at orchard going towards city hall. i got pushed towards the center of the train. and then i was super tired la. but i didnt cross my mind that i will get a seat in such a crowded mrt - like in orchard. i can never find such a seat. unless it's super late or early. so, being tired and wanting to sit down. this middle-age man. stand up and gave his seat to me. then i was shocked. cause i thought he going to get down soon. but i was wrong. he just want to give me the seat. wahhh! hahahahhahaa.

another one was at im at city hall going towards tampines. the same case, i got pushed towards the center of the train. and then this auntie get off the train. and then there's this seat there. so this auntie tap me and ask me to sit down. though, this time no one gave up their seats. but actually there's people asking other's to sit down! but i didnt la, there this uncle pushing his way to the seat. and he sat down before i can go anything. so i just smiled at the auntie. hahaha.

im afraid; im really am.
im scare; im really am.
cause it's going to be end times.
my heart is beating very fast now.
sis told me what pastor told the church yesterday.
and some how..
i afraid that all this will happen real soon.
soon in the blink of eyes.
maybe end times is tomorrow.
maybe is now.
i dont know.

For God did not call us to be impure, but to live a holy life. Therefore, he who rejects this instruction does not reject man but God, who gives you his Holy Spirit.
-- 1 Thessalonians 4:7-8

FINALLY we finish chionging the korean drama! hahahhaa.

we really chionged all the way! hahahhaha. bee came at around 1plus, and we start chionging korean drama. we not even thinking of playing tennis. hahha. we stop the korean drama at 5pm near 6pm to go downstairs for dinner. after dinner we continue to chiong korean drama. till 11pm! whoa! hahahhahaha.

and and the ending was GREAT! hahahhaa. i really really like the ending. and the main character. hahahaha.

i smell a little chocolate-tee.. hahahhahahaha!!

i brought this soap from NTUC. hahaha. it have chocolate smell can.. super alike. super strong. super nice smell.. super like chocolate eh!

but after bathing, i only smell a little chocolate-tee. the smell is not as strong as when i smell from the bottle itself.

so i offically smell a little chocolate-tee. ((:

had dinner with my cindy and qian qian. serene was supposed to come today, but then she was sick.. so... we went without her. we ate ma la huo guo at bugis. 19bucks per head and 80cents for each towels! wasted. i didnt use the towel. so, i waste 80cents. and they earn a extra un-used towel. humph.

anyway, we were seated downstairs. and downstairs floor is unusually slippery. so, each step i took is difficult and careful. one kan chiong-ness will cause a fall, and many people looking, and of course your friends laugher. hahahhaa. nothing happened la. as in i didnt fall or something.

the food there is great! and of course, we didnt finish up the food that we took. such a waste. but then, we really tried our best. how much can 3 girls eat? hahahhaa.

after eating, whoa! i feel super heavy la! i eat too much already. i think i ate last 4days and tomrrow breakfast and lunch portion already.. hahahaha. it's super DUPER full la. hahhaha. ((:

*school starting REAL soon! thinking of it, give me butterfilies in my stomach. im afraid.
** joycelyn is coming back to singapore SOON!
***bee's coming on monday to chiong finish korean drama
****erhh, no more. hahahhaha. *runs*

bee came. and we chionged korean drama together. we actually wanted to go for tennis, but then it was raining. so... it was cancelled. hhahahaha. ((:

chiong korean drama today can. it's really chiong. we watch a total of 8hours! from 12pm to 8pm! hahahhaa. liew, and we not yet finish the drama. bee coming on monday to chiong another 8 more episodes. so it's a total of anothehr 8 more hours! 2 more DVD disc to go. ((:

going to school reopen already. on the 14april! another 10 more days! and now im year 2! YEAR 2 EH! wah liew, abit fast ah! hahahhaha. ((:

and and tomorrow im going dinner with my poly friends. :P

erhhh, okay. bye. *runs*

If we seek God for our own good and profit, we are not seeking God.
-- Johannes Eckhart

just feel like posting this up. hahahahah.

He must become greater; I must become less.
-- John 3:30

just also feel like posting this up. hahahaha.

i want to watch korean drama! hahahhaha. ((:

okay.. bye.