yay!!

it's finished [exclaimed by my dad] hahahha. finished painting my house. except in my grandmother's room. she doesnt want her room to be painted. such a nice colour she doesnt want. ):

went to buy more paint at the shop today. different colour. light [VERY LIGHT] yellow. came back home and started painting my house at around 1pluss. (: the yellow is super light la. gave me a hard time painting the walls. i have to paint and repaint 3times! today painting was great though it's only me and dad. mum have to iron clothes and sis went to sunday service and came back just in time when my dad finishes painting.

painting looks easy from afar. but it isnt the case. it need skills and patient. ((:

i love painting. ((:

im still at the confused mood if i should go to school a not. it seems that all [okay, maybe most] of my classmates arent going for the lesson tomorrow.

should i or should i not? AND, my sis brought rubik cube today. hahahaha. victor teaches us how to play rubik cube on the way home on friday.

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painted the house today! painting is SUPER fun can! though it's tiring. but it's FUN FUN FUN!!! hahaaha. painting is not over yet, continuing tomorrow. paint not enough for the whole house! i love painting. finally, i started helping my parents and sis to paint the house. (:

i spend my time today on painting, and MORE painting. i think painting will end tomorrow. (: i rather paint my house myself than paying money to other people to help to paint. it being quite a sometimes since we as a family get-together to do something together. this is the time. (: great time together as a family and the laughter was LOUD. okay, SUPER LOUD. hahaha. partly because of me. i laugh the loudest! hahahaha. SUPER funny can! hahahaha.

i hope there's MORE time like this. (: dad is flying off to shanghai soon. mum maybe. not too sure.

i lose the motivation to go to school on monday [31dec]. cause today i recieve a msg from my lecturer saying that he will postpone this lesson to the other days. this seem to be a good thing. but the problem is that i have 2modules on that day. and this module the down, the other is not. and the one that is not cancel is at 8am. means i have to wake up at 6am just go for 2hours! if it's like 10am or later, i may consider. but it's 8am!! argh!

im thinking if i should attend the lesson or not. but dad bring out the point that i have to go even it's 5mins or 2hours. it doesnt make any difference. but to me, it does. it makes a BIG different. a different of my sleeping time. ): im confused. should i or should i not?

6 words just flew into my head: "step out of your comfort zone"

God, tell me what should i do?

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just came back from bro Michael house. anyway, the camp video was SUPERB! (: [everyone agreed] (: anyway, while watching the full camp video, i MISS CAMP! seriously. hahahah.

flywheel is the movie that we watch after the full camp video. and it was nice. but i prefer facing the giants. (:

anyway, i still cant figure out why i have school on the 31dec! it's so... ya! argh. i want holidays! my holiday like havent started yet. im not holiday-ing yet. not yet enjoy myself. not yet meet up people. not yet eaten hokkien mee. not yet bowl. not yet.... so many not yet. ): I WANT HOLIDAYS!

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I HAVE SCHOOL ON 31DEC!
[heard from my classmates] when others having to sleep on their nice and comfortable bed. and i'll be waking up bright in the morning to go to school! ): BUT BUT, it's only half day.

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it's Christmas once again.
the day where Daddy died for us. (:

seeing and reading all the cards that people have gave to me, really bring me joy. (:
sarang hae yo! (:

in a lighter note:
thinking that school starting real soon, give me butterflies in my stomach.

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lichu came over to my house today at 2pm!?! hahaha. check the net for recipes. and then went down to NTUC to buy all the ingredients. NOW, finally she remembered to bring her wallet down. of course with my constant reminder[nagging i mean]. hahaha..

mixed all the ingredients. at first it turn out quite... ahem.. but after that it was okay! oh i forgot, we are baking chocolate brownie [i think, not quite sure of the name and stuff], so after mixing the stuff we put it in the oven and bake it. (: while waiting for the brownie to be baked, we turned our focus to PC games and crime watch. found out that lichu's gaming skill is.. hahahaha.

the brownie turn out to be nicer than expected. BECAUSE WE PRAY! hahahaahh! we prayed for the chocolate to be melted and not burned. pray that the brownie will be nice. (: and everything came through. thank God! (:

other came around 6.30pm!?! and we watched 881. it was naggy. but qi yuwu so handsome la! right lichu? hhahahaa. (: after the long 881, it was gift exchanged. so funny la! :D after gift exchanged chit-chat for awhile than everyone went home.

all in all, i love today! (: especially the nice nice brownie!! (: im lovin' it! (:

on the lighter note:

i saw this women in the train reading a korean bible. how cool is that! hahahaha (:

in random note:
i feel like bowling! (:

that's all. :P

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seeing how God work in my parents heart is really amazing. (:

thank God for everything! (:

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went to east coast today. supposed to meet the others at 1pm at Eunos. but they are late. so, we waited and waited and waited for them to come. and tadah, they came. so we move out of the MRT station and walked to the bus stop to take bus 13.

reached east coast, and went to macs to find the rest of the people who are there [which is not alot of them]. so we waited [again] for them. and FINALLY we went to the beach for ice breakers games. cause there are alot of unfamiliar [to me] there. after breaking the ice, we were dismissed to play what we want to play. [rollar blading, cycling etc..]

i havent walk till 100steps.it started to pour. so we landed ourself in macs [again]. waiting for the next step to do. as in where should we go next. so, we went to bowl. which there is alot of people.. cause it's raining and bowling is a good choice to choose when it's raining.

i only bowl one game. which was fun. and it makes me want to bowl more and more and more. (: other's agree with me too! after the bowling game we went out, which apparently is not raining anymore. but the sand is... but who cares. :D we went to play volleyball and frisbee. and the next meeting time is at 7.30pm.

and when the clock strikes 7.30pm, it started to rain again. hahaa. God wants everybody to gather on time. (: so no more waiting for each other. (: after eating our dinner, chit-chats and laughters. and after that everyone was tired. so we got dismissed and everyone went home. (:

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i went to vivo city with joycelyn TODAY! it's the first time ever since semester 2 start. which means.. 2mths for not meeting each other. it's long okay!! (: anyway, we meet at 10.30am today and than train down to vivo. (:

and vivo is like SUPER BIG la. and we wanted to eat pizza hut and we cant find pizza hut in vivo, which is like "vivo so big, dont have pizza hut" anyway, we ended up ourselves in some restaurant. not expensive one la.
after eating, we went to watch movie. FINALLY hero. i know it's late la. but better than nothing right? hahahaha. nice show, but the end part quite "diao" hahahaha. but overall okay. :D
after hero we went to shop for awhile then train down to simei, cause i want to go to challenger. than after that we train down to tampines.

in the process of train down to simei. we saw something weird:
there is this guy coming in from city hall. ehh, call him "Mr A" [around 20plus], as we know, city hall is a crowded place. okay, VERY CROWDED place. so, normally we dont have any seats. obviously Mr A doesnt have any seats too. and he talked in the train like machiam his train like that la. SUPER LOUD! okay, that's not the point. the point is, at around ehhh, bugis. alot of people get down at bugis, so there this place behind us. and this women [around 40plus] ehh, call her Miss B, she went to the seat and wanting to land her butt to the seat. and this happen:

Mr A: *squeeze through the people between him* tap the lady while talking on his phone and say "Can i sit?" "Can you let me sit?"
Miss B: *in the shock state*
Mr A: *didnt wait for her answer* sat down
me and joycelyn: *huh look*

a 20plus looking guy asking for a seat from a 40plus looking women!?! it doesnt make sense right? diao. and he DIDNT even say thank you. UNTIL he put down the phone and Miss B say "anyway, you still own me one thank you", and Mr A was like "oh, thank you". feel like smacking his face eh!! he also not old, not pregnant [like duh! cause he's a guy] and he's not blind either. and he asked for a seat?!?!?! doesnt make sense. BUT ANYWAY, he got down the train because he miss his stop!!

ps. joycelyn i still want my pizza hut!! (:

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today is such a fruitful day!! (: we bake cake today!!

waited [again, but not for long] for lichu to come to my house. came to my house to find the recipe. and we chose ........ *drum roll* CHOCOLATE CHEESECAKE!! (:

we went down to the nearby NTUC near my house to buy all the ingredients. and the best part is that i brought $20 and thinking that lichu will be bringing her wallet down. and the best thing is that she left it in my kitchen. so, having $20 ONLY, a tight budget but alot of things to buy. we still proceed to the NTUC. took all the ingredients like we have alot of money in our hands. we count the price of each ingredients, put back the ones that we can forgo. and pick the CHEAPEST product that we can find the the NTUC. in the end we still short of 50cents. ): hahhahaa.

after buying all the ingredients walked home and then start to prepare the mixture. we start by doing the crust first. and we start to put everything that have to be in the blender and start mixing it with the blender. everything was fine at first, BUT the blender suddenly stopped and then smoke suddenly came out of the blender thingy. it was scary okay!! there's some funny part in between and it's really hard to express in words. so, i shall not say it. hahahaha.

after the crust of put to bake. we went on to make the chocolate cheesecake. melting the chocolate was amazing la! hahahaa. and the cheesecake was fattening. hahahaha. it's 2 bars okay!! imagine the fats in the cheese. WHOO!! but who cares! hahahaha. anyway, went it's time for the mixture to be mix, the blender decided not to work already. so, being desperate to make this cake a successful one. we decided to mix it all by ourselves. of course with the help of my sis, the mixture was mix. just that it's not as smooth as what the blender can do. but that's okay though.

baking was a torture. not a torture for the oven but for us. we was SUPER hungry la. in desperate situation, we went to cook a packet of maggi mee and it's being share between the 3 of us. and FINALLY it's ready. but it have to chill, so went to put in the fridge and being super hungry and sis have to go to hall. we went to street81 (which is near my house there, just ehh, 3 stops away) to eat HOKKIEN MEE!! it's super nice okay! after that, my sis went to hall herself. lichu and i went home to check on our cake. and TADAH! it was ready!!

ate while watching the champion and than grew sick on the cheesey cake. it's super cheesy la. haiyoh! lichu and i thought of how to improve the cake next time we would bake again. and we found many and the most important one is that "bring more money out next time". :D

walked with lichu to bus stop to wait for her bus and then we chat on the way. (: and suddenly we went on to the topic on star awards, and many people that went on stage mostly saying "thank God" (: this show that God is speeding things up.

OH! and i forgot, the cake is NICE okay. lichu you can bake a successful cake!! (:

and like FINALLY!! im going to meet my best friend TOMORROW!! it's like ever since semester 2 starts, we didnt meet until TOMORROW!! im so looking forward for tomorrow's meeting!! (:

*lichu, next time bake other cakes and also remember to bring down your wallet. (: ahhahaa.

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today i spend my whole day waiting, waiting and MORE waiting. wait for the numbers to change, wait to spend money and more waits. i reach changi general hospital at 1.30pm, waited, waited and STILL waited till 5plus and reach home around 6pm. i brought a book from my house to the hospital and i finish reading it. :D

so, in conclusion: i spend my whole day today waiting.

and it rained.

[note: there's no hello; cause i've say that in the earlier post]

i cut my hair!!

that's all..

just feel like blogging that today.. for now. (:

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east coast tomorrow is officially GONE! as in the whole event is not cancelled or what la. it's that i cant go. cause i have to go to CGH with my grandmother despite of having my mother and my sister going with her too. i hate it when everything clashes together.

and im super sad can!!

i'm going to miss out so much fun and enjoyment not going to east coast with my poly friends like:
-cycling
-skating
-playing with water
-laughters
-taking some dumb pictures[with cindy]
-crap [with serene]
-being high
and many more lah!

im disppointed. ): though, many will say still got other time [2weeks] , but im still disapppinted.

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i always asked myself this question: what if i'm born in a Christian family? where we sit down as a family in the dining table, thanking God for the food. every night we will sit down as a family worshipping God, praying as a family, encouraged each other with the Word of God. speaking the goodness of God. every sunday we, as a family will go down to church together. standing together, praising and worshipping Him. if im born in a Christian family, will I be the person i am right now?

God, if you can grant me one wish, i really want my famiy members to be a Christian.. Let them not be hardened towards You. Let them know tthat you are the truth, the way and the life. Let them encounter Your greatness, that one day will say to us that "Your God is real!"

anyway,
FINALLY!!!! my common test ENDED!! like TODAY! at 5.45pm. [to be exact] (: (: today was the LAST paper!! computers and programming1!! im waiting for this moment even since i started my common test! HOLIDAY here i come!!!!

computers and programming 1 was... and yar it's.... the paper was quite similar to the paper set last semester. :D when to school at 11.30am to study with my classmates. studied, play, eat, studied, play, studied play, studied..... and tadah, the 4.00pm we went outside the lecture room. sat and studied for the last hour. and we went in. (:

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and at 5.45pm HOLIDAY TIME!! (: (:

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FINALLY tomorrow is the last day of common test paper. and i wonder why the school system have to put our last paper so late. cant they be nice and put it earlier? the paper start at 4.30 and end at 6pm. even it's the last paper, than again we will be so tired to celebrate.

with the help of two kind classmates for reminding me to bring my study materials, FINALLY i brought it and study with my classmates. [for your information: i didnt study with my classmates when the paper start until now.] so, they reminded me. or else i will forget to bring. (:
but really thank God that they reminded me, or else i will miss out alot of stuff. like past common test paper. cause my teacher didnt tell us that there's past common test paper. but somehow my classmates manage to find it. so because i went to study with them, my reward is that i got the past common test paper. (:

anyway, today paper was okay. i actually managed to finish up the whole paper. really really thank God. cause at home i tried the past common test paper, i did more that 1.5hour. AND there's alot of questions at were not answered. but in the end i DID managed to finish up the whole paper PLUS the un-answered question with the help or si rong. type out the equations in MSN. hahahahhaa.

when i thought of finishing the paper as quickly as possible. so that i can enjoy my 2weeks holidays. meeting up with my best friends and girlfriends and guyfriends, i really hope that this 2weeks holiday will be a long one.

God, you are in control;

hello;

BLESSED BIRTHDAY!!!

... MY BEST FRIEND!!

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read all what i've written here in the past few years. and the style that i wrote in the past in alot different of how i write it now. and when i read, the words that i've used in the past, i cant seem to understand. hahaha.

stayed at home the whole day, cause partly there isnt any test today. so dont have to go to school, and friends in the last min didnt want to meet up. so im at home the whole day today. which makes it super boring.

im really looking forward for holidays! i miss holiday. and i miss meeting my friends. ): i miss waking up late in the morning. [cause my school is far, and even the lesson start late, i still have to wake up early. it doesnt make any different]

common test continue tomorrow. wednesday to friday. somehow, i wish that common test wasnt so long. and it would end faster. and i wish that holiday will come faster and end later. i miss my LONG holiday that i've faster my semestral examination last semester. ):

I MISS CAMP! hahahahaa.

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maths common test is OVER!!! and i kind of irritated by myself after the test. as usual, my friends were like discussing about the answer and stuff. and yes, i went to listen it and i really regretted it. ):

anyway as what i told bee that im taking my maths common test like im a genius. okay, with God I AM a genius!! anyway, i didnt spend much time studying for maths though. i went to study electrical principles which it's test on wednesday. and during camp, i DID study! as what my sister said "it's already over. all i can do is to pray and tell God to take care. God knows that camp clashes with common test. God will help me. just concentrate on my next paper and trust Him." when i was walking out of my school, i started praying in my heart.

my WHOLE BODY, yes whole body is aching. and somemore during the common test, we are sitting in lectures room and the take is super small and it's low. so i have to bend my neck. and with 1 and a half hour of bending. and neck hurts. ):

I LOVE CAMP! though i only went for like ehhh 2days 1night. but i LOVE spending time with church friends of course with bee too!! and to see how God works in the camp. No rain during games. and I've FUN la!! :D

this verse is stuck in my head : [Matthew 18:12 - "If a shepherd has one hundred sheep, and one wanders away and is lost, what will he do? Won't he leave the ninety-nine others and go out into the hills to search for the lost one? ]

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im back from youth camp. okay, long ago. i reach home around errr, 3-4plus. i forgot. camp was FUN!! but i think i miss all the MORE FUN stuff on thursday and friday. but saturday one was GOOD!! hahaha. i like...

i still make a decision to go to youth camp even my common test the first paper starts tomorrow. cause i think that God will make a differences in my life during the camp. [and it does!] so, i want to go. and God grant my desire to go to the camp. even though it seems to be small, but still i want to Thank God for. cause it's not easy for me to go to camp and not study for common test. cause tomorrow's module is i weak in. BUT, God will guide me through the common test.

when i reach the campsite, which is at the girl's brigade's headquarters. after i put my stuff in the dorm. i went to the canteen. and i saw BEE!! ahhhh, so happy la. i miss her eh!! very long didnt meet her for hokkien mee and nice food!!

*BEE! SARANG HAE YO!! (dont piak my butt) ahhahahahha*
*BEE! I MISS YOU ALREADY!!*

anyway, the games that we've played was FUN! mostly was like a thinking games. except some. but i enjoyed myself okay! hahahaha. i've GREAT fun.

after dinner was the finale night. and we perform our skit. each group perform their skit and it's super funny!! the laughter in the room was loud and i laugh till i stomach ache. hahahaha.

yay! Jin Wei become part of the family (Praise the Lord!!) (:

most of the people stayed up chatting and some when to bed after they bathe. i stayed up during the night till around 4.30am. (: i love camp!! next time i want to go to the FULL camp.

I LOVE MY SISTER!! (:

in random note:
my body is aching.

bonjour;

yesterday. i was surprised with my early Christmas present from cindy, serene and qian qian. and yar, the story goes like this: lesson ended early yesterday. at 2pm where it supposed to be at 5pm. so instead of heading home to mugged for our up-coming common test we headed to J8 and far east.. when went to J8 to shop and search for jackets. after that we headed to town - far east. and they recommended a shop where they sell Adidas at half price (of course it's not the latest!) anyway, i when to withdraw money. and then cindy told me that serene and qian qian when to the toilet. so, as a trusting friend. i trust her. so, when it going to reach my turn. serene was holding a BIG black paper bag. and inside is the jacket!!! ahhhh!! at first i was like "you brought it for yourself ah?" then they three said "happy early Christmas day!" then i aiyoh!! i nearly cried okay! super touched. i wanted to hug them!! (but i didnt).

okay school today was.. and yar it was.... school supposed to end at 3pm. BUT, there's a talk on complementary studies. so, it ended at 4pm instead. i meet my sis at the interchange. cause she have to buy stuff for the camp. which is TOMORROW!! (:

You are in Control;

bonjour;

french test was... it was.... and it is....

anyway, after the test we can go off. so test supposed to be starting at 3pm sharp. and my lecturer was late, as always. and he came at 3.15pm. talk all the nonsense and still dont want to start the test. he re-arranged the tables and all. and talk nonsense again! and finally he started around 3.30-3.45pm. and he gave the January activity and then the test paper.

so, i finished the paper around 4.30pm. and some people ended the paper earlier. and after that we can go off. i talked to the lecturer, and his okay to me after the test. but always during his lesson, he always. i mean ALWAYS make me irritated. argh!

after french test, i waited for my other friends which is in the different elective from me. im such a NICE friend! (: after that we went off in separate ways when we reach Yio Chu Kang MRT stations.

im preparing the next test. which is not long from now. it's tomorrow!! and i dont feel like studying for it anyway. i dont like the lecturer. but as what my sister told me, though the lecturer will affect me. but i SHOULD not let this affect my studies in some ways or rather.

bonjour;

french is... yar. tomorrow i've french written assignment. which i dont really know how to study for it.

today when out with my sis. she went to buy specs. cause her old specs is really old. and it's old. so, i met her during the evening. and then she took a long time deciding which specs she buying. so, in the end we end up playing "scissors, paper stone" so i end up winning. so, she took the specs that i chose. so, when we sat at the couch waiting for her turn. she said "should i buy another one(which is the one that she chose herself). so ended up we played "scissors, paper stone" which included winning 3 times and a prayer. so yar, she won. cause God reserved that specs for me. (:

anyway the guy at the shop volunteered to clean my specs for me. so, yay! and after he gave me my specs. WHOO! it's like brand new specs. SUPERRR clean! i dont even dare to touch the lens. dont want my fingerprint to be there. it's really clean. and im so happy. cause everytime i went in the specs shop, no one volunteered to clean my specs for me. (okay, maybe he's bored and nothing to do, but still he help me to clean my specs!)

deadlines are nearing. and my projects not yet done. the lecturer expect too much from us. like computer and programing. he expect us to do a programe which consist of 4 different types of sutff. and have to be handed up in 2weeks time. but Thank God he extending the deadline. but still, it's still.... (by God everything is possible!) (:

IN RANDOM NOTE:
i hope my french teacher will released us earlier. maybe now, errr, 10mins?
I LOVE MY MOUSE FOR MY LAPTOP!!

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french written test is on MONDAY!! oh my gosh. i dont even know how to read and stuff. how to do written test? and i hope he release us early on monday! (:

alot of assignments, test and tests coming up. cause im going to have my 2 weeks holidays!!! and before the 2 weeks holiday i have common test, and before the common test i've youth camp. with is that youth camp first, then common test, then 2 weeks holidays! quite looking forward for the holidays. though it's just 2 weeks. but it's my FiRST holiday for this semester. (:

sometimes, i mean really sometimes i feel like giving up for my studies. but but, when i looked back i see the times of chiong-ing for my N level, just because i want to take my O levels. firstly cause my secondary school vice principal was look down for students getting 9 pointers. and secondly, i want to take O level. and then i saw how i chiong for my O levels, and how im go happy that i went to poly. then thinking of this, i dont want to give up anymore. and of course this happen cause God want me to be there. and since He wants me to be there and if i give up, He will be sad. ):

assignments are piling up. and im too lazy to complete it.

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school today is tiring. literally pulled myself OUT of my bed today. wanting to get more sleep. but in the end i still pulled myself OUT from my comfortable bed. ): today the whole lesson, wasnt in the mood. first tired, still tired and more tired when the time passes.

i was practically yawning my way from the time i reach school to the time i finishes school. and the best thing is that when i in the bus, i shouldnt sleep. ha! anyway, today lesson start at 8am. and i think that im too tired till i draw the circuit wrongly. ): so smart of me! after the 8am lesson. which is the 10am lesson. the lecturer is like talking SUPER slowly.

the lecturer always say "im going to go fast in this topic, i think i can finish up this topic on time." he continue "if i speak too fast, you just raise up your hands." he never speak fast. and he's slow and the tone like the same. he's like saying bedtime story for me. thanks teacher!

french lesson is at computer lab. whee!! it's like finally! and he FINALLY like FINALLY released us 10mins earlier. he NEVER, i mean NEVER release us early. he always release us later or on time. but today, he release us EARLY! the whole class was HAPPY! like duh! hahaha.

IN RANDOM NOTE:
- i brought a mouse for my laptop!! (: i cant use the mouse pad on my laptop. i think it's irritating and difficult to use. wonder how other people use it. (:

im getting tired....

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i miss those times:
where school (secondary) is like so usual. dont have to think of what to wear and stuff. just that have to iron uniform la. i miss wearing uniform. of course, not my school uniform. it's like im a bush or tree la. i miss PDP (personal development program). i know this sounds weird. but i was in that program before. and i NEVER regretted going there.

i will always remember PDP cause it is a place where i met my long-lost friend. Joycelyn. She was my primary 5 tuition friend. and you know primary 5 where got handphone one. so, end up we write each other contact on papers. and papers, small and thin. so, i lost the contact. several time i ask for her number. practically every session of the tuition. so, one fine day, when i left the tuition centre and obviously i lost the paper. so TA DA, lost contact. after the first day of school, i went to PDP. which normally started off with ice-breaker. so, we say our names and stuff. and i found her name so familiar. so, after the ice-breaker i went up to her and ask her. and to our surprise, we actually remember each other. and NOW, we record each other numbers in our books. obviously we wont lost our books right? hahahhaa.

because of PDP we were drawn close to each other. just like normal best friends. we were always together. we are always in pairs. though we are in different streams at that time. but cause of PDP we are SUPER close to each other. and i still can remember one incident where we have a huge quarrel with each other. we stopped talking. stopped going out together. the only thing that keep us going was letter. we wrote letter to each other telling how we felt. and cause of PDP we settled everything. and we are back again. closer to each other. understand more about each other.

i miss the laughter in the rooms. the gossips that we have. we food that we like. always the same. i know what you are thinking kind of things. i miss the encouraging words that you gave me when im in my Os. i miss the smile that you have. etc.. too many to say.

and though now we are in different schools. and timetable is like not fixed. i really hope that we can make up time for each other. even it is just lunch. im okay. at least meet up! (: i really really really really really really miss you!! ):

all in all, we are best friends (though best friend cant really describe the friendship between us) for like 7years. it's been a long friendship that we have. and it's not easy to maintain a long friendship. but thank God we have. and i really hope that we will know that i always here supporting you. and in times of troubles and problems you can always come to me. (:
[meet up soon ah!!]

I LOVE YOU, JOYCELYN

I MISS YOU!! (:

IN RANDOM NOTE:

french is driving me nuts now. Thank God, FINALLY i finished up my french homework. not all la. some. common test is coming. it's after camp. wonder how im going to study for it. anyway, school today is normal. just that today is the latest time that have to reach school. i hope that this semester will end, like NOW!

IN ANOTHER RANDOM NOTE:
my mouse for my laptop is spoilt. ):

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one more day to WEEKENDS!! yay!!

i love weekends, it make my day! i love spending time, even spending time at home.. (: can late late, wake up late! (:

school started early, VERY early today. first up of the lesson. QUIZ(ahhhh!!). computer and programming1. 20 MCQ questions. not very easy, except for some and of course quickly and kan chiong-ing checking answers from the book. OH, it's only the last 15mins that is open-book. in the end, after the whole quiz, we, the girls started to check answer with one another. HA! the teacher quite good, didnt say anything. (:

school is like every other day. studying, eating, slacking etc.. travelling is another thing, to and fro 2hours. i like spend my time in the bus sitting and make my butt numb. (i tall ma! ahahhaha!) i think im going to get bus-sick.

in random note: what should i wear tomorrow? (i think of this question every weekdays!!)

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common test is coming real soon! week8. i think. and french have common test too! oh my!! till now i really dont understand what the teacher is trying to say. sometimes he really get on my nerve. as in, i get irritated with him. and sometimes he's okay. more on the no okay side.

going for his lesson is really a torture. 1st, is because i dont understand what he say trying to say. 2nd, he sometime very irritating. as in if the class is quiet, he will say "ahh, today the class is quiet. all of you is sick is it?", then if the class is noisy, he will say "why are you all so noisy?" do you not know that your common test is coming soon? quiet also say, noisy also say. what does he want? he want as to be quiet or noisy?
and today he bring in a stack of paper, ask us to practise. i cant even do the paper. as in i dont understand. french is just worse than my chinese. i dont even know what is it mean.

sometimes lecturer really can get very naggy. they just nag and nag and nag. non-stop. nag at the same thing, for like 2hours. one sentence can say like 2-3times! and the thing they nag also not very important. its also not like formula.

assignments piling up.. deadline getting near.. I DONT LIKE! ):

surrendering everything to Him;

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a day more to WEEKENDS! ahhh, im so looking forward. HA! school is getting boring each day, seeing the lecturers doesnt make anything better. and my assignments and projects are piling up each day. and i dont have any mood to do them anyway.

why does the lecturer have to put us down. as in, we also didnt say that we're genius. and i come to your lesson, of course expected that we dont know anything about it what. maybe we've learnt that in semester 1, that doesnt mean that you can put us down.

sometimes i hope that weekdays become weekends and weekends become weekdays. that would be GREAT!! (:

lecturers arent as funny as last semester lecturers. ): i kind of miss the lecturer last semester. HA! sometimes when i walked out of the classrooms, and saw the lecturer that teaches me last semester, it always put a smile on my face. and YES, they recognised me!

in random note: what should i wear tomorrow?

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the good thing is that TOMORROW is a public holiday. where, i dont have to go to school, cause it is a public holiday. and tomorrow is a LONG day. as in it's from 8am to 4pm!! BUT, the bad thing is that lecturers wants make up lesson. i rather, dont have this public holiday. I DONT LIKE (make up lesson)!

school ended at 3pm, as usual. and my sleeping mood in the bus is like corrupted. as in it's irritating. i cant sleep from the time that i board the bus. it lasted till the bus reach Old Tampines Road then i started to doze off. and from old tampines road to my house is not very far eh! just like few stops. and then, i have to force myself to wake up and alight the bus. which is not easy. ):

today, my sis, mom and i went to giodarno to buy clothes. cause my sis got 40% discount!! so i brought a top. ehhh, $39.00. so expensive eh! hahaha. my mom brought for my dad a shirt and my sis brought a belt.
and my mom brought a pan for me to cook eggs. cause my house is use electrical stove. so, the pan MUST be induction. so, we ask the saleperson there, which pan is suitable. then we brought home, happily use the pan. but it turn out cannot be use. the stove cannot detect the pan. kena cheated. ): HA!

anyway, IM GOING SWIMMING TOMORROW! (with my sis, maybe) (:

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weekends is COMING!! (: i just LOVE WEEKENDS!! school ended as normal at 4pm. i went home, and reached around 5plus. doze off after that. thank God my grandmother called me and ask me "why still havent go out?" then i realise that im late. i went out at 6.15pm. caught the bus at 6.30. alight at terah merah at 6.45. reach changi at 7. which suppose to meet bee at 6.45. so, she waited for me.

anyway, we went to the staff canteen to eat hokkien mee. yes, again! hahahaha. i went pass the hokkien mee stall. and YES, IT'S OPEN!! so, i ordered the hokkien mee. and it's serve to me early then i expected. cause that time my dad ordered, he waited for like 30mins before it being served to him! so yeah, thank God. hahaha. then bee ordered soya bean. cause it's nicer than all the drink stall. OH! i forgot to pay you the money for the soya bean! i forgot. how much ah? oh! as usual the hokkien mee, bee's hokkien always have "extra" ingredients. cause i gave sotongs and prawn to her. eh!! i just realise that the hokkien dont have meat. hahaha. bee will have high cholestrol if she eat hokkien mee with me!! OH!! than also the hokkien mee's chilli SUPERRR HOT!! hahahah.. we talked, we crap, and then we talk, and then we crap. we talked about what food that we liked.

OH!! next thursday dont have SCHOOL! yay!! thursday is the longest day! as in the day that i will be SUPERR hungry. cause the only break that i have is at 1pm and it start at 8am!! SUPPERR cannot tahan la. always rush to the canteen and eat. AHH, i miss mac in my school, it's cheap and it's equally nice. (:

so, next up. your house hokkien mee? hahaha.

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school lasted for 4 hours today. from 12-4. (: the lecture was SUPER boring.

after school, went out with Cindy to Sim Lim Square to change her camera to another model. which being out of stock for 3days. and she still have to go down tomorrow to collect, cause the model was spoilt and being ask to go down to Sony to do a one to one exchange. tsk.tsk.tsk. she have to go down AGAIN. the fifth time. with her boyfriend. we went outside the theatre to sit down. she's waiting for her friend to meet her at 6pm. and im waiting for bee to come and meet me around 6. so, we waited for our friend to meet us at 6pm. we take many photos, as i just said she want to change her camera, but there's no stock. so, we take photos. using the feature of multi-shots (16 shots). hahahahaha. so funny!! i will post it up, when i receive the photos.

after taking many shots, cindy's friend reach the control station. she went off. shortly after she went off, i decided to sms-ed bee. she replied and say that her next stop is city hall. so, i slowly walk down to the first floor (the theatre is at the top floor). after that bee ask me if i want to meet her in the first cabin of the mrt. so, i rush down to the mrt station, tap my card, walk down the stairs and reach the platform. and the mrt will arrived in 2mins. (: yay-ness. hahahahah

we went to street 81. which is at tampines. which sells nice hokkien mee and the drinks they sell is not in cups but in the bubble tea cup. hahaha. so cute ah? hahahahaha. we ate hokkien mee and share a plate of nasi lemak. i think bee likes to eat with me now. cause she will get all the ingredients. like sotong, prawns. hahahhaa. and we both dont like the meat. (: next time, hokkien mee at airport? hahahahah

next up, we went to the prime supermarket. to find malt milk. bee want to see la. hahahah. we walked around to see what kind of food they sell. then we went to the big bookshop. bee want to buy her pen refill. and i want to buy the projection marker (medium) and also highlighter. so, i got what i wanted and bee got what she wanted. after paying, she went to put the new refill in her pen. but end up she brought the wrong refill. the refill doesnt match her pen. the best thing is that she throw away the pen ink. then after that she tried on her other pens, which hoping that the refill match one of her pens. but they are too short. hahahaa. (if you dont understand the red part, it's okay. cause you have to see it for yourself, then it's really funny.) OH! the worst thing is my bladder is full. and bee's actions and words never fail to make me laugh. i nearly pee-ed on my pants. hahahahaa.

anyway, i run home. hahahha.
and bee, hokkien mee at the airport? date me!! (:

ps: i SO not going to eat chicken rice in my school. it makes my breath sinks. it's like super sinky la. i feel so paiseh when im talking to my friend. and i keep putting more sweets into my mouth.. eeww. (:

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2nd week of school today. it's a long day today. and lectures are BORING!! yes, SUPER DUPER BORING!! the lecturer is like repeating everything ALL OVER AGAIN! it's like oh my gosh, at that point of time, im tearing of boring-est. the lecturer are going at a same frequency of speech.. and it's boring me out.

this semester the break is SHORT!! yes, only 1hour in comparing to last semester it's 1-2hours in some days. no time to eat.. and all the lectures room have to tap the card in order to mark the attendance. which is SUPER DUPER MAFAN!

french lesson today. as same old thing apply, i dont understand what my lecturer is taking about. me and my friend always look at each other and say "what's he saying?" hahahhaha. and i just got myself a french name (which is required) Chloe.. nice right? hahahahaha. it's the only nice name when pronounces in french. (:

thank God for everything.. and i commit everything into Your Hands. You are in Control. (:

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school started yesterday. and i have a tiny tiny "sore" at my eye. it's very small la. cannot see, unless super duper near. hahaha. anyway, this semester ALL the lecturer.. i mean ALL.. say that this semester will be a easy one for us... cause last semester was the difficult one. and this semester is supposed to be the basic. but, i see this semester the module is like not as easy as all the lecturer claim to be. this semester the timetable in compare to my last semster it's much more better. cause, this semester we have 1 module less. which makes alot of different. (:

yesterday was my first day of french class. hahaha. it's pretty cool la. though, sometimes i dont understand what the teacher teaching, or maybe even worse sometimes i dont know when he's speaking English or French. hahahaha..

this semester the teacher all weird weird one. hahaha. i shall not say in detail. (:

Oh Lord, i commit this semester into Your hands. and may the results that i get Glorify Your name. (:

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another 2 more days to school. suddenly, i feel i dont feel like going to school. thinking that i've not enough holiday. but i've a total of like 6 weeks of holiday!?! haahaha. i think everyone feels the same. i mean is that when school holiday is long.. most people will hope that school start soon. but when holiday is ending and school is starting, most people will say that holiday is too short. but actually they have more than a month of holiday. like me!!

anyway, yesterday night. when my sis and i was at our bed. we suddenly talk about our childhood days, primary school days, secondary school days... etc.. talk.. laughed and then we slept. too tired la.! hahahah..

my watch timing is still wrong. even i change the battery. i have to manually change the time.. that's dumb. but, i always do that. i feel so cheated. hahahaha

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yes, i still having my holiday. but not for long. i'm spending my last 4 days of holiday-ing, and *poof* school starts, projects coming, exams on the way.... etc. and a long way when my holiday starts again. that means end of the semester. (:

i want to play tennis!! ):
but school starting soon, timetable out and time clashes at friend's timetable. ):

suddenly, i dont know what to write...

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ahhh, im now going to the next level of high class "tai tai". yes, i know. tai tai have a few requirements. i got like most of it. the thing that i can think of now (which i dont have) is money, and of course a husband. ehh, tai tai must have a husband right? in anyway, i got most of the requirements. i been watching tv, computer, dvd/vcd, slacking, sometimes abit of highway code there and here. rarely go out, unless i really bored or someone ask me out. heh.
hey, it's not easy to be a "tai tai" eh. cause firstly, i dont have money. secondly, i dont have any "tai tai" friend. thirdly, being a "tai tai" is boring eh! so in general, being a "tai tai" is not easy. (:
sorry amanda, you are having your attachment. hahahahah! haiyah, errr, 8 more days right? end of attachment.

i went for dance practice yesterday. YES, "tai tai" finally went to do something.. good. (: seriously, i was having fun la. and body aching when i woke up today. i think that's normal la. (: dance practice from 8am to 10am. time was passing quickly. and i think i've much fun dancing now, den last time. it was GREAT though. everyone was having fun, fun and more fun.

and again. i am looking forward for the next semester. :D

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i got back my results... on wednesday. and YES, all Glory to God.. (: i did pretty well though. my next semester timetable is out. and YES, i got in to a language course. french. but i wanted japanese. but, nvm. i've my sister though, she can teach me. (:

anyway, today i went for a seminar talk by air force people. and i did sign up (for the free gifts, but it's a ipod speaker. sadly, i dont have an ipod.) oh, there's food there.. more like snacks.. and if i really sign up for the air force thingy, after i graduate i have to work for them 5 years. that's not the worse part. the worse part is that i have to go through BMT. wahhh!! but it's 2 weeks la. but, 2 weeks of BMT is not easy eh! but guys have to go through 5 weeks? or is it 7? argh, i dont know. i didnt really notice that. but 2WEEKS!!!

i really looking forward for the new semester. and i get to meet up my class people. new semester means new modules. it also mean new things to learn. and communication skills is one of my modules. sadly. ):

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played tennis today! hahaha. though, ended up picking up the tennis ball more than playing them. but but, i've fun! (: supposed to be ca, pearle and bee come to play tennis. but in the end, bee came only. haha. but, i still have fun though. (:

played for more than a hour. den went up and cook our breakfast cum lunch, which ended up eating back what we've lost during tennis. (: cooked maggi mee and egg with cheese. (: maggi mee was being cooked by bee and the egg with cheese is by me. hey, it was delicious okay! haha. (: im a F&N student eh!

anyway, in all.. i've fun! (: and of course, i have fun playing tennis.. (: yay!

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exam results are out soon. err, it's on the 19th. which is next wednesday. which compare to others which is this friday. so, is it good or bad.

going to play tennis tml! yay!! i think im rusty with tennis already. i havent been playing for 3 weeks. or is it 2? haiyah, it's long la.
it's a long story. so, to cut the story short. i was told that the session ended at 1 sept. and than i wanted to continue the lesson. so, i decided to go on the 8 sept. on the 8 sept, it rained. so i didnt go for the training. so i sms-ed my friend, asking if the it is counted as the 1st lesson. so, my friend replied, saying that the trainin is not counted and the last lesson is offically next week. which is.. this coming sat.. which is.. on the 15 sept. so, here i am, confused. and i dont know when is the last lesson and i dont know when is the first lesson.
eh, i just wrote the whole story down. (:

on one hand, i really want to continue to play tennis. and if possible get into the school team. on the another hand, i really dont want to spend another 80 bucks. argh, it's irritating. i know. ):

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there is nothing much about my holiday though. it's always watching dvds, playing games.., watch tv.. nothing much la.

i brought 2 games. my sis got addicted to that game! hahahhaa. oopsss. but, that game is super duper fun la. (:

i watched almost all the dvd that i brought or lend from friends.

i want to play tennis!!! who wants? hehe...

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today is my FIRST day of holiday!! which i dont know wad to do.. suddenly, i feel so lost in doing stuff when my holiday is here. when im having my exam, i will say "when my holiday is here, i want to do this.. this.. this.." here comes the holiday.. i dont know wad to do.

i think im going to spend my holidays in watching dvds (as always). cause i want to brush up on my korean.. hahahah (excuses). but it's a very good excuse though. (: and and im going back to my secondary school on friday. i think going back to my secondary school is not that important. but the main reason is that i can meet up joycelyn. hahhaa. as in, we hardly met during school days. so, here's the chance to meet up practically everyday! but we wont la! (:

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yay! im done with my semestral exam! (: which means, watch more vcds/dvds.. and which means have to spend money to buy! ):

and and i have to brush up with my korean language. which mean i will have to buy more korean dvds to watch and and also to read through all the notes that my teacher gave. and and and also the phrasebook. (:

You are in control..

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im back from tennis cum zoo trip today!! (: i mean..

tennis today was GREAT. and and thank God that i went for the tennis training, even though my friends didnt come. and and also thank God that He provided a friend for me. which turn out to be GREAT!! heh! thanks Feriani!! (: i think we are getting closer and closer because of tennis!! thank God!! (:

after tennis, i went to koufu and eat a bao, dont ask me why i just eat a bao... i slacked there until 12.05pm. and headed to AMK hub.. i went to find the place where we supposed to meet, cause i dont really know the place very well. so i have to go and find the place in advance, so i wont get lost.. next i saw a CD shop.. and i tell myself "later, come back here and search some VCDs or DVDs".. and i proceed in finding the toilet, which is the another end. when i wanted to go back to the CD shop, i saw Wilfred and Phebe. heh. so, errr, in the end i didnt go to the CD shop la. (: which is also good, means that i dont have to spend money! (: so, seeing Wilfred and Phebe wasnt a bad thing too, at least im not alone, not slacking or whatsoever. (: have a good time being together with them too. (:

after that when the time is up, we went to the meeting point. and ta da, we take 138 to the zoo... which takes like 1/2 hour to reach.. but in the end we still reach. then we form into our groups. my group consist of gabrielle, alicia, ana, phebe and me... but it's so FUN to be in the zoo. ahh, all the cute and not-so-cute animal. hahhahahaha. but i take all the cute ones la. (:
so here's some of the pictures.. that taken in the zoo.. (:

i enjoyed myself... (:

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BLESSED BIRTHDAY MUM!! (:

ended my maths semester exam. (: maths was okay though. but i didnt leave any question blank. so good. and and i finish the whole paper within 1hour, but the whole paper is 2hours. (: but whatever is it, i've done all the questions and i know how to do some of the question. thank God! (:

im cold... not because of the fan. i didnt on the fan though. no no, not the air-con... but my grandma just shut the window. and now, it's stuffy.

next up.. digital electronics. ):
which im not very confident in.. ):

and not forgetting my eng oral...
which now im still wondering, why am i re-taking the subject.

thank God in everything. You are in control! (:

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after much studying and practicing. i practically can remember the question and the solution. (: that much of practicing. :D

If God is for us, who can be against us? -Romans 8:31-

so, i shall just commit everything unto His hand. (: yay!!

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BLESSED BIRTHDAY LICHU!! (:

though i dont know if you will see this, but ya, blessed birthday!!
hope you enjoy yourself today! (:

i think is the travelling to school, make me closer to God.. in some ways or rather. going to school takes around 45-1hour and within this time, i wouldnt have just plainly doing nothing and stone at the people in the bus. so, i will spend my time wisely. like reading the Bible, talking to God so on and so fro. so, having a school that is far isnt that bad afterall. (:

enough practice on maths now. i think im getting a hang of the maths questions and of course the solution too! (: thank God...

exam is drawing near, i mean it's near. my first paper is tml. and it's not as bad as secondary school. i only have 3 exam modules which compare to secondary school, which i have a total of 6 subjects. of course the question in poly is much more tougher than secondary school. that why i have no problem handling 9 or more subjects in primary school now. :D

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAFIZAH!! (:

hope that you enjoyed yourself today!!

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BLESSED BIRTHDAY RUTH!! (:

hope you enjoyed yourself today!!
though i dont know if you will see this. but, ya.. blessed birthday! (:

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it's raining now.. heavily. i LOVE rainy days. not that i like being wet or sick. it's just... cooling (: the coolness that cant be felt during sunny days. today i didnt go out, im superrr bored at home, did abit of studying here and there. there isnt any nice programme during sundays!!
im missing tennis.. i SO WANT to play tennis! ):

tml... going out to study at my friend's place. (: finally!! studying.. really pray that it would be a fruitful day.. i mean with all that studying and all. will get to understand the module and all. (:

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BLESSED BIRTHDAY PHEBE!! (:

hope you enjoyed yourself today! (:
celebrated phebe's birthday in church. (: with 2 cakes! err. 1 cake is for HER only! another is for everyone. and the cake is nice!! (: especially the bitter chocolate. (:

i'll get tan-ned! (: so cool! i LOVE playing tennis! i WANT to play tennis. but no one want to play and very little people know how to play. ): suddenly i miss tennis, and i want to play. (:

semester exam is coming.. and im preparing for my exam.. (: im SO looking forward for saturday. and and, i dont want to stop playing tennis.. ): i want to continue playing tennis.. (: and and.. i want to play better in tennis. (:

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BLESSED BIRTHDAY SERENE!! (:

hope you enjoyed yourself today!! and your present too!! (:
though i dont know if you able to see this, but.. hahahaha. it's okay. (:

today went to celebrate serene's birthday... and cindy and i was late. hahahahaha. that's part of your birthday present!! hahahaha. cause she only msg us at 12pm to meet her at orchard at 12.45! and and, im staying at tampines!! plus, i still have to take bus to the interchange and all. and i reach there at 1pm. i tot cindy will reach there early, cause she live at lavender. in the end, we ended up in the same train. hahahaa. so cool! and we walked and walked around orchard. brought for her, her birthday cake. and give her birthday present. which she completely dont know. (you see, we brought her birthday present infront of her). yar, that's why. hahahaa. but, she didnt get suspect anything. we're such a good actor. (:

went to bugis with cindy, as she have to buy jeans for her work. and i brought 3-quarts pants. which i wanted it sooo much. (: im happy with my shopping today. as i brought wad i really really wanted. and cindy and serene brought something too! (: so, today is a fruitful day! (:

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!! (:

yay! i played tennis today! (: with serene. though we are not pros, but we still played for 1hour! *clap* *clap*. it's FUN!! (: we didnt really end up picking up balls, cause we still have the basics of playing tennis. (: but, as the time draw near, and we are getting tired we started to play worse. hahahhaa. but, it still fun though! (: it's not as bad afterall. and i enjoyed her company. (: even though, we crap and say lame jokes and all. (: and and, she brought for me the korean dvd. and some other vcds for me! yay! but.. er, i will take quite awhile to return her. cause exam is drawing near... sorry ):

serene still have to go back to study for her complementary maths tml. that's not the worst thing, the worst thing is that tml is her birthday! awww, serene. you so suay la! (:

i dont think she will get to see this, but it's okay. (:

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im DONE with creativity and innovation yesterday! (: it turn out to be an essay question, just like social studies and history. NO different. memorize, memorize and more memorize. i tried my best to answer most of the questions. some questions are really dumb. i mean.. yar. they are like copying the question from the book, which is good for those who went memorizing the whole book. which, you see.. i didnt! i tot the question would be a common sense question. -_- whatever it is, im DONE! and NO MORE creativity and innovation next semester. (:

this week is common test week. which im done with all the common testes and all. which means that im having study week now. im gaining weight, with all the nuggets and all the nice food selling in my school. argh! im gaining weight. it's time for me to exercise. NO NO, no running for me again. maybe tennis...
i having an urge to play tennis. (: i LOVE tennis. (: i dont mind playing tennis under the hot blazzing sun! (: in all I LOVE TENNIS!! (:
tomorrow, offically meeting my friend to play tennis with me! (: yay!!! though, im not very pro at tennis, but practice make perfect! (: (i just notice that i put alot of (: oh, there goes again :P)
i want to exercise, but i want to find a sport that i really really LOVE. but not alot of people know how to play. okay, maybe there is alot of people play tennis, but all i dont know. ): and my house is super far for my other friends. ): whatever it is, i still will ask my friends to come over to my place to play tennis, cause they wont go all the way to school just to play tennis!! (:

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tml is creativity and innovation common test. till now, i still have no idea what they are going to test about. hmm, but i read through the whole book and still... ):
maths tutorial today. pretty cool though. it's way much better than secondary school. i mean.. they give you hints and tips. i mean REAL hints and tips. not useless ones. they give you the similiar questions, and whoa.. secondary school where got this type of good stuff!?! (: secondary school, they will say study the whole textbook. now, they give questions! (: so cool!!

most of my friends already finish school, i mean end of their semester 1. and i still have semestral examination to go. which they dont have. but but, they have more projects to do than me. (:

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BLESSED 18th BIRTHDAY AMANDA!! (:

hope you enjoy yourself today!! (:

i brought my top! yay! (: school is ending and semester is coming to an end. (i keep repeating the same thing) but it's true though! english oral is coming and now i really think, why am i re-taking my english? till now, i havent got my answer yet.

i dont like maths! especially the lecturer. BOO to her! she loves to shout at the microphone, like everyone in the class couldnt hear her. and she is supperrr hot tempered. ):

tml i have 4 hours break AGAIN! ): why my break is like so supperrr long?!?! ): but my friends and i have prepare of what we're going to do for that 4 hours! errr. maybe watch movies!?! hahahah. that's a GOOD idea!! (:

in random note:
why does creativity and innovation have test!?! what do they test on?
Question: what does creativity mean to you?
argh! i dont what and how they are going to test on! argh! that's so irritating! ):

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today school ended SUPERRR early! :) thank God. firstly, the teacher is sick! and the next lesson is the same teacher and the last lesson was programming, and i dont have to attend that lesson. so YA, school ended at 10am. cause the teacher wasnt in good shape. not that he's in square or circle. but, he wasnt feeling too good. so, class ended at 10am! which means i only go to school for 1 hour!! *clap* *clap* *clap*

school ended super early, which means going out with friends. and qian qian was with us. :) first time!! we shopped at suntec. den bugis.

i saw a top in suntec, which is expensive. but it worth it though. :)
i so want it! :(

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in random note:
4 modules down, 5 more to go. :)
i havent get to know my poly friends well, havent get to know the lecturers... so many things not known yet, den ta da! next semester. which mean new lecturers, new lecture rooms, new tutorial rooms, have to remember another set of new timetable, have get use to the new timing...
it's just a beginning, and here i am complaining this and that. but... haiyah!

im just talking to myself. :)

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today was the last day of the programming module. kind of sad. :( it seems that the lecturer have been with you, teaching you for very long, but it's only like 1 semester. it's like the lecturer joke, play and crap with you. like which lecturer will do that? :( and now, today is the last day i will get to see him in class. maybe walk down the lecture rooms and labs, maybe will get to see him, but it's not the same anymore. cant joke, crap and play. :( i sound of emo. hahahahaa. i dont write the same thing when im in secondary school, i dont feel sad when i change teacher. argh! i think it's different.

semester exam is comming. and im so not prepared. which means that i have to pull up my socks and start working hard now! which means less watching tv (which i wont do that), err. how about less sleeping time (argh! cant la!), errr. maybe less internet (err. okay), argh! i'll find my time to go and study. :) more use to the poly life now. :)

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today class ended at 12.30-12.55pm. i forgotten the time. SO EARLY! cause one module cancelled and being postpone to next wednesday. so, i went to suntec with my friends. crap all the way and talked about our ex-secondary school. i found out that my ex-secondary school is like so boring. nothing much to talk about. maybe i didnt make use of the time i have in secondary. it should be! my friends have exciting and funny stories to share with us. my laugh all the way. :)

in random note:
im so NOT looking forward for tml. :(
tml there is maths test, which is the topic that i dont really understand. ALL! is like the WHOLE topic!! how am i supposed to do for my test tml?!?! :(
and i have a lonnngg break tml. cause one module cancelled. which is like extra 2 hours!! a total of 4 hours!! what am i supposed to do for 4 hours? :(

hello;

today have my programming techniques assessment. which was like... *sigh*. i was kan chionging all the way thru the whole paper. even my partner was like "ruoying! relax", den i was like "I CAN'T!"

the assessment consist of 3 parts. i have done all the 3 parts, just that a few here and there didnt work. *sigh* my lecturer expect me to do better in the assessment. He say that before the whole assessment, thus giving me alot of stress.. i know, it's all excuses!! :(
my fren told me that when the semester report come out, it will state only pass or fail. but high pass is better than low pass ma. :(

still...

anyway, programming techniques the lecture is the BEST! though i always jokingly say that he's mean. :) but he doesnt mind though, he will say.. ahh, only mean to you right!? :P next week is the last week im going to see him, cause next week have to pass up the mini-project. and im done! i think im going to miss him. sound so wrong. hahahahaha. but YA, he's the only lecturer that joke with me. :) i always call him meanie, but it sound like mini.. :)

i will always say "i want to see you next semester!!", den the lecturer will say "i think there is not euff space for you!" cause if you fail one module, have to stay back one semester to pass that module that you fail. mafan! :(

okay, euff of my lecturer. :)
went out with cindy&serene to bugis. ahh, LOVE the fried rice there. SUPERRR nice. and the green apple green tea. SUPPPERR nice okayy!! :)
first time going out with my poly mates, which wasnt so bad after all. have fun and enjoyed myself with them. :)

in all, I love the fried rice and green apple green tea! :)

hello;

it's weird blogging twice in a day, but it's sure to be FUN! =D
after church went out with my dad, we went out for like errr. *counting* 3 hours! whee, it's a SURE fun and enjoyment to go out with parents. firstly, they pay everything. secondly, they drive. these two are already a enjoyment. =)

actually, there's nothing to blog about. cause i just came back. and all i did was sit in the car, looking at the traffic, eat, talk, laugh. that's all. =) but im really looking forward for the next outing with parents or as a family.

hello;

on tuesday, i got back my last paper - electric circuit. i got a C. thank God. cause i didnt finish 2 question which carry like 20marks each. though is like just pass, but it's not by my strength too! =)

anyway, im done with my presentation!! my hand shaked infront of my teacher. but before my teacher could say anything, i quickly put down the paper that im holding. but my teacher still say "dont be so nervous", i just smile. i must wear formal on that day, and of course pointy heels. which make my leg so painful. cant imgaine my sis wear to attachment everyday! a 2-3 mins walk from house to 72 bus stop, become a 6-7mins walk when i wore my heels. coming back home is even worse. my feet hurt even more. =( i told my dad that i want to have foot spa. =D more formal presentation next semester. maybe the word "formal" make me scared. the other presentation, im not even scared.

anyway, semester is coming to an end soon. ended so quickly. hmm, cause it's not like secondary school. school end 1 year later. im blessed with a united class. of course in terms of good and bad stuff. hah. we always go out as a class. like sit together outside the lecture room, sometimes eat together...etc. didnt see other classes doing the same thing as us. they were always in small groups. and and, my class sit together in lectures. =)

got to prepare to go to church now. =D

hello;

yay! i pass my common test!! thank God!! only got back 2 out of 3 subjects. first, i got back my digital electronics. which i super not very confident. partly is because there are MANY chapters to study. and all is super confusing. okok, stop all the negative stuff about digital electronics. but HEY, i got a grade C for that okay. i thought i will get like a grade D or F (fail) or even FB (fail badly). but i got a grade C. which im super shock, when the teacher say out the grades.

okay, before i continue...
my poly have a funny way of doing. they dont give back the common test paper. so, even if they mark wrongly or wad, students also dont know. the students only know the grade. the grade also different from secondary school too.

okay, from where i stop. which is where i get grade C for my digital electronics. grade C is err, 60-65 marks. i think. not very sure.. hahaa. thank God, thank God. =D
the other subject that i got back is maths. i very weak in maths when im in secondary school. what's more NOW! i have to take Additional Maths which can be called as A-Maths. i so weak in E-maths, what's more in A-maths. and and i didnt take A-maths before in my secondary school. when i take the maths common test, i like totally give up already. cause most of the question i didnt know how to do. BUT, i still complete all the questions la. so, i went to school with a heavy heart. cause i dont want to know my grades. when i step in to the class....

teacher: ruoying.. hmm.. your maths common test...... (pause)
me: *haiyoh*
teacher: hmm, you get a B+
me: *shock* HUH!!
teacher: yar you get B+ for your maths common test..
me: sure a not?! did you like see the wrong person?
teacher: no. confirm, you got a B+
me: *turn to one of my friends* did i hear wrongly?
friend: no. you get a B+
me: =D. thank God. =P

so, i got a B+ for my maths common test. yay! *twist* thank God. thank God. without Him, i dont think i will get a B+. maybe a FVB(fail very badly) for my maths. =)

overall, thank God for my grades. without Him, i dont think i can get such a good grade. =D

hello;

went to various place with my parents. went to take my cert for the korean lesson, cause it was the last lesson last week and the cert was ready the week after the date of completion. so singaporean right? hahahaha. no la. cause my parents able to sent me to simei. so i dont have to waste the mrt fare to simei. adult fare eh!!!

anyway, after taking my cert, went for lunch. after lunch went to my grandmother place. so prevent myself for being bored and complain all the way. i brought my laptop and some dvd to watch there. watched some jap drama that my crappy partner lend it to me. watched, slacked. after being there for like errr, few hours. we went to courts.

we went to courts and brought a lamp, cause the lamp doesnt come with the bulb. so we brought the bulb. the lamp usual price was $45, but after discount all that stuff it's $19!! whoo! so we decided to buy. hahahaha. den we went to the cashier. err. at level one. the cashier err. type the product code. the cashier told us that the lamp cost $150. den my dad and i "wad!?!?!" den the cashier say "eh, i type the wrong code", den she type again "it cost $45". den my dad was like no.. it doesnt cost that much. so we decided to go up to check the price again... courts system is like so argh! level one, level two and level three is not "connected". means that if we want to go to level two and level three. if buy something from level two, den we have to go to level one to pay the money. den go to level three, den we go to level one to pay. haiyah! like that if we go to level two come to level one, den haiyah, forget it la! hahaha. go home la!

after that we go to giant. liew. giant so many people!! i was thinking that now (july) is 7% GST, so people will shop less. in the end, MORE people shop. haiyoh! hhahahaa. my dad wanted to buy one thing from giant. but after seeing the queue, he put down the thing and we walked out from giant.

so. today was a fruitful day. brought what we wanted to buy. so, decided that courts is a place that if is not necessary we wont go there to shop. unless really really no choice. =D

on a random note: i cant wait till friday! =)

hello;

this week did quite a number of stuff...;
common test;
studying;
jap drama;
night movie;
tennis training;
church;

monday;
went to school;
maths common test;
at.. errrr.. 2-3.30pm
after that..;
went home;
study for another subject;

tuesday;
went to school;
digital electronics common test;
at 4.30-6.00pm
after common test;
went home;
study for another subject;

wednesday;
at home;
studying for electric circuit;
mugging;
mugging;
and more mugging;

thursday;
went to school;
electric circuit common test;
at err. 8.30-10am;
last common test;
after common test;
met crappy partner for lunch;
she passed me some jap drama dvd;
and i passed her korean and chinese drama;
asked her to accompany me to the 72 bus stop;
but met jumie on the way;
and she was early;
so, she offered to accompany me to the YCK interchange;
thanks jumie!
crapp-ed until the bus 72 came;
reach home;
start watching the jap drama that crappy partner passed to me;
watch "one liter of tears";
but i really thought it should be called as "one litre of tears";
whatever the spelling is;
I WATCH THAT SHOW!
the show was good, but sad. REAL sad;
i cried practically the WHOLE show;
everyone watched that show cried.
OH! it's a real story though (i know it's random)
awww...

friday;
woke up at 6.30am;
i was NOT SUPPOSED to wake upon that time;
haiyah!
whatever the reason;
i went to have breakfast with my sis;
at the interchange;
went home after she have to leave for her attachment;
reached home;
wanted to sleep, BUT couldnt;
watched shrek3;
watched another drama that crappy partner lend it to me;
the show wasnt that good;
sleepy, went to sleep;
slept for errr. 2 hours!?!
after that, watched "corner with love" at youtube;
after watching, i looked at the time;
OH SHUCKS! im late;
i was supposed to meet joycelyn at 6.15pm at city hall;
and im late;
so i decided to take taxi, cause she already reached;
BUT bad choice;
i forgot that itwas peak hour, traffic jam;
able to reach city hall by train at 6.30pm;
but was thinking at im able to reach city hall before 6.30pm by taxi;
but in the end, i reached at 7pm!! liewww.
in the end at the front seat of the cinema;
watched fanastic 4;
have mac for dinner;

this is what happen when we are in the mrt train...
i was in the mrt with my friends, joycelyn and yvonne.
the mrt was pack with people, because some people just dont want to move to the centre part of the train;
saw this guy, joycelyn look so uneasy infront of him;

me: *trying to keep my volume low* eh! you see, he holding a banana. suddenly i feel like eating. yvonne: *in a loud voice* WHAT BANANA?
me: *wanted to dig a hole and jump in*
joycelyn: ruoying, did you say banana?
me: *saw the "banana man looking* errr. no.
*"banana man" walked away*
me: you see *pointing* banana! liew. you still say WHAT BANANA! so loud.
yvonne & joycelyn: ohhh. HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
*reached tampines*
*we alighted, the "banana man also alighted*
*"banana man" walked infront of us*
"banana man": are you looking at the banana at im holding?
we: *stoned* no..
"banana man": do you want the banana? i can give it to you.
we: *quickly walked away*
"banana man": banana is good for your health!!
we: *walked quickly in a faster pace*

*joycelyn went to meet her dad, so left with me and yvonne*
*went to mac to have green tea*
*we talked about the "banana man"*
so this is what i came out
eh! green tea eh!
are you looking at the green tea that im holding?
nO!
do you want to have the green tea? do you want to share?
me & yvonne: HHAHAHAHAHAHHA. so cool!

saturday;
tennis training;
last lesson;
but continuing though;
quite happy with my process of tennis;
after that went home;
bathe, went out with my dad and grandmother to NTUC;
after coming back from NTUC;
dad cooked lunch for me;
after that went to church;
slept in the bus, but in the bus super hot!
i was practically sweating all the way;
humph!
no cell group, but we have sharing;
cause some of the youth have to practise;
ended church early;

ruoying; surrendering everything to Him. I LOVE YOU JESUS!

hello;

this week did alot of stuff.....;
went to school;
studying;
project meeting;
tennis training;
church;
korean class (last lesson);
so many things i've done!

monday;
went to school;
extra lesson for maths;
the lecturer only like her own tutorial class;
left halfway;
the lecturer dont care us;
we ask question;
she repeat the same thing;
told her already dont understand the first part;
den she repeat again;
like got use like that.
she make me dont feel like studying maths.

tuesday;
was supposed to meet my project partner;
she sms me before i went out;
thank God.
if she sms me any later;
i might be in the bus already;
anyway, back to my point;
she sms-ed me that she having cramps;
so project was cancelled;
postpone to monday,
monday having common test;
so i dont want to meet on that day;
ask i can meet on wednesday;
yepp, she agreed.
whoo hoo!
studied abit at home;
but home have too much temptation;
tv;
bed;
laptop;
okay, only three.

wednesday;
project meeting;
we wasnt late for the meeting;
i was quite rushing for time;
cause planning to have tennis training (as we have missed one training, want to make up back) and tennis practice;
but i didnt anyhow do the project;
she have to leave early;
ytd i prayed that, let us finish the project today;
yay! by God grace we've finished;
take bus back home to prepare myself for tennis training;
in the end;
tennis practice was postpone;
due to one of our click is sick;
so, i dont have to rush out went i get back home;
i still can take my time;

thursday and friday;
self-studying day;
went to school library to study;
bring my laptop;
was thinking wad if i keep using my laptop;
den i rather just stay at home and use;
but thank God;
i was studying throughout the few hours im in school;
so it was a fruitful day;
studied digital electronics;
nelgected maths;
cause maths had been studied last week;
so digital electronics now;
been doing all the exercises;
so i think should be okay;

saturday;
church;
wilfred and johnny wasnt able to attend cell group;
cause have to attend ministry partner meeting;
so cell group was led by;
bee and fio;
games throughout the session;
played;
fun;
laugher;
the only thing that i like is that;
it's games;
and i dont have to pray aloud;
not that i dont like to pray;
is that i dont like to pray aloud;
i like to pray in my heart;

sunday;
korean lesson;
last lesson;
suddenly i feel that i like the teacher;
she gave us chocolates;
cakes;
i think that's why i like her;
maybe is all the chocolates;
NO LA!
just feel that she is okay lo;
not as bad as i though she would be;
hahahahahaha..

next week;
common test;
boo!!
have to study now la;
holiday still have to study;
okok, it's study break though;
not a REAL holiday;

ruoying; surrendering everything to Him. I LOVE YOU JESUS!

hello;

this week did alot of stuff..;
went to school;
studying;
project meeting;
played tennis with amanda;
tennis training;
church;
so many things that i've done!

tuesday, wednesday;
went to school;
tuesday and wednesday went to school for extra lesson;
partly because of the public holiday;
mostly is because of common test.
extra lesson make me feel that i dont know alot of stuff;
and i dont want to stay back extra one sem cause i fail the module;
argh!
must buck up already;
maths is the worse;
but now, i think is the digital electronics that is the worse;
piang!!!

thursday;
meet up amanda to play tennis;
book my house tennis court for 2 hours;
but after 1 hour of playing.. er.. more on picking up tennis ball;
but is normal la!
back to my point;

after 1 hour of playing........
amanda: ruoying! im hungry!
me: oh!
amanda: *went to pick up the tennis ball*
me: errr. if you really want to go and eat, den we can stop playing
amanda: OK! *went straight to pack her bag*
me: *smile*
so amanda went to my house;
my grandmother cooked wanton mee;
like 12pm, amanda went off....

friday;
project meeting;
meet my partner in school;
i was thinking "surely project meeting will be super long"
but... hahaha. i only lasted for 1 hour!
me and my partner super shock!
both of us "only 1 hour ah?!?!"
hahaha..!!

saturday;
tennis training;
rained halfway thru the training;
today's training abit tough;
coach teaches 2 things in 1 day;
normally 1 thing in 1 day;
anyway;
i still learnt;
trained in the rain;
was praying that the rain would stop;
it did;
thank God!

went to church after that....
Joel brought a new friend to church;
kenneth;
when i first saw him, i said to myself "this person look so familiar"
so, i went up to him;
me: eh! you look so familiar eh!
kenneth: PD PD! (personal development)
me: ohh!!! hahahah! hello!!
ps: personal development is one of my elective module and is one of the module that im not with my clicks.
okay, i dont talk to him in class;
i dont even know that he's kenneth;
BUT now i know. =D
so surprise to see him in church! hahaha
he was open to share about his past;
how he backslided;
how he lost contact with God;
BUT he rededicated his life to God again; amazing isnt it?
through kenneth, i was showed that He will go after ONE sheep that gone astrayed, and leave 99;
i was once the ONE sheep that gone astrayed;
but He didnt even once let me go;
He still blessed me even i lost contact with Him, even i backslided;

i read finish the New testament;
i was in midst of read the Old testament;
both testament showed me that God is a loving God, as while as a righteous God;
when i read the New testament;
i was like "wah!!"
when i read the Old testament;
i was like "huh!!"
like whatever the people do wrongly;
they will die.
but in the New testament;
the people given so much grace and love.

sis was saying that;
i must keep thanking God;
cause We are everyday sinning;
IF Jesus didnt come down to earth to take up the suffering and die in our place;
we will be like in the Old testament;
we will die in our own sin;
BUT Jesus did came down to take up our punishment;
so that we dont have to suffer and dont have to die;
thank you Jesus! =D

Daddy God. i dont want to stay back one extra semester to complete my failed module! i really dont want.
Daddy God, thank you for not letting me go, thank you for not giving up on me. Thank you for the constant blessings. =)
Thank you Jesus for dying for me, so that now i will not die, because i've sin. Thank you Jesus for taking up my suffering, so that now i dont have to suffer. I LOVE YOU JESUS!! =)

in random note: Happy father's day!

hello;

today i went SHOPPING!
for people who know me;
i dont really like shopping;
but today i went shopping;
it's not as bad as i thought;
but, i spend $$ today;
that's why i dont like to shop;
but today i went shopping;

walking + looking = shopping
shopping = spending money
spending money = broke
broke = hate shopping.

okay, forget about hating shopping;
today i brought;
- backpack bag (i thought for SO SUPER LONG!, sry amanda!);
- pencil case;
- jacket;
- shirt;
- bracelet
- shoe laces

yar, because of this i so not going shopping for the next few months;
thanks amanda eh!

going shopping with amanda super fun eh;
though i complain saying that she went to all the shops in tampines mall and century square;
but, she said that she dont want to spent alot of money;
den still go to all the shops! =)
but still fun though!
she so cute at times!!!
sorry for all the pondering when i thinking if i want to buy the bag;
she care for me! awww;
im so touched;
i love her! =P

anyway, im going to exercise with her on thursday!
but can you believe it?!
she only sweat 2 drops of sweat, when she run 2.4km!?!
i was sweating like anything!!
i SO cant wait for thursday!

my common test coming soon!
but i SO not prepare for it;
time flies!
i still tot that i still in seconday school;
still like got 1 year to study everything;
but i only got like only 6 months to study everything!!
haiz.

anyway, im SO happy today!
but my pocket is like SO sad!

ruoying; surrendering everything to Him. I LOVE YOU JESUS!