annyong ha sae yo,

presentation today was totally unexpected. the way i present was totally not i really thought of it. hahah. actually i was super nervous. and the worst thing is that i've to take the mahjong paper myself, which is not good cause if im nervous, everyone can see my hand shaking. but, thank God. the lecturer allow us (those to do on vanguard sheet or mahjong paper) to ask our friend to take. hahaa. so when it's my turn. i ask 2 of my friends to help me to take. ((: and of course together with 2 of my other friends make a different. i wasnt super duper nervous. but still.. the thought of having friends going out with me really calm me down. ((:

OH! having to see all my classmates wearing formal clothes is so cool. and some of my classmates really surprised me of their nicely tuck in shirt, black pants and belt. hahaa. acutally, yesterday im quite excited to see some of my classmates wearing their formal wear today. hahaha. they really surprised me. guys wearing formal wear really look different. ((:

engineering science common test was... yar. dont want to confess anything now. but the only thing i can say that that i did one question wrongly. but.. haiyah! whatever la. hahaha. i also cannot take back my paper right. hahaha.

communication skills is my last common test paper. and that will be it. chinese new year and then semester exam. im trying hard to put all the information that i'll be needing in common test tomorrow. but, i ended up drawing something. hahah. but hey, i did study okay. i typed out all the things is a MUST to study. ((:

OH! dad is coming back tomorrow morning. very early. ((:

annyong ha sae yo,

tomorrow i've communication skills formal presentation and engineering science common test. wah!! hahahahaha.

today lesson was only a hour. maths. but i still went for lesson. after that we went for lunch and then we went to print something. after that we went home. i have to reach home early to finish up my presentation stuff and of course start studying my engineering science. no matter how many times i practice and practice the revision paper, i dont feel that im prepared enough to go for exam tomorrow.

presentation start at 1110, end at 1300. common test start at 1400, end at 1530. and whenever i thought of 2 major things are going to happen tomorrow, i'll get butterflies in my stomach. like now. hahaahaha. i cant say that im stress, cause im not. and i cant say that im not stress, cause im not too. the only thing i can say is that is a weird feeling. i can sense some peace, but then again there's butterflies in my stomach. haiyah, so confusing.

OH! and friday is my last common test paper, which is communication skills. and i think communication skills is like history. no, some what better then history. cause sometimes it's really common sense. i say it's like history cause it's really memory work, have to remember all the points and stuff.

somewhat, i really looking forward for chinese new year to arrive, but then again, after chinese new year will be my semester exam which stretched all the way to 2weeks. for 4 modules. but come to think of it, i think it's good. cause i can study one module by one module at the time. and not cramp 2 modules at one go. ((:

ps. i finally finish ironing my formal wear. ((:

annyong ha sae yo;

ever since the semester begins, i've been wating for this day to come. and finally, today it came. YAY!!! NO MORE FRENCH!! i've finished my written test and equiz today. and today is the last lesson for french. and NO MORE FRENCH!!! ((:

im sick. not mentally though. but i still went to school today. cause have to hand it some projects to my lecturer and of course take my french test and equiz. i've a LONG, SUPER LONG break today. cause some since it's going to be end of the semester and lecturers have finish what they have to teach. and of course give us the tips we, students really need it. and after that, we dont have to go for their lessons anymore. so today, i woke up at 6.15am to reach school at 8am. and i have my lesson from 8-10 and i have a LONG, SUPER LONG break from 10 to 3pm!!

the equiz is difficult can. and the written test too. i was stunned/shocked to see the questions on the question paper. it's super dificult can. and half of the time i was practically staring at the questions. thinking if my lecturer really teach that sentence or what does that sentence mean. and of course nothing came up. and the only thing i can do was to pray and just write whatever that came to my mind. which is .... blank. ((:

but at the end of the test, i did write something. and i did finish all the questions that is on the question paper. dont ask me how i do it, i dont really do how. ((:

communication skills presentation is on thursday. which means i have to wear formal clothes to school and present. and i have to wear the formal clothes for common test. okay, i've common test for some of the non-examinable modules, but i dont know why there's common test. oh well, i have common test on thursday and friday. which is engineering science (which is like physics, no.. more difficult than physcis) and communication skills (i dont know why there's common test for this). ((:

im just glad that french is out now. but i cant really say that will it be for my whole year. or just now. ((:

annyong ha sae yo;

yesterday was role play. hahaha. the whole thing was actually very serious. cause our lecturer is super serious, doesnt smile, doesnt laugh when we say the wrong stuff. he look fierce can, and of course scary in the sense. role play turn out to be okay, just that i keep wanting to laugh. but my lecturer so serious, than cannot laugh. i laugh cause of my partners face, and my partner laugh cause of me. hahhahaa. but thank God that we pronoun everything correctly and we didnt cut anybody's line and we didnt forget any lines. so thank God.

lesson now are getting shorter and shorter in the sense, cause semester exam is coming soon. oh no, is chinese new year is coming soon, than semester exam. i think lesson will finish next of this week. and some will end on week16. cause of some days that were missed during cause of public holidays.

okay, test today was kind of screwed. is not that i dont know how to do. is that i remember the formula wrongly. which is kind of bad. but all i can do is to surrender everything thing to Him. ((:

projects deadlines, common test and semster exam is getting nearer and nearer when each day passed.

annyong ha sae yo;

french role play is just tomorrow. and though i've memorize everything. but still... how can i act the role play like in the drama when firstly, im not an actress and the most importantly, i dont understand what i will be saying or something. im memorizing for the sake of memorizing, not understanding the whole thing. which is BAD!

and there's presentation tomorrow. which is a last minute thingy. cause last monday, the lecturer told us that there isn't presentation. and on friday he sms-ed the whole class that there's presentation tomorrow.

many many class test is coming. two on tuesday and more coming. and common test is coming too!! on week 16. and there's presentation on week16 also!! wah!! how i wish that semester exam reached, and im on my way to LONG HOLIDAY!! ((:

saying about holiday, it been a long time when i meet my friend. and im so using the holiday to meet up my friends. surely got alot of things to talk one. lightly will run out of topic to talk. ((: i miss you, joycelyn. and you still own me pizza hut. im waiting eh!! ((:

annyong ha sae yo;

school's ending quite soon. but not as soon as RP and SP. semester exam coming soon, and it's after chinese new year!! and some common test is on week 16 [which is the next next week]. and the worse thing is that french e-quiz and written test FALLS ON THE SAME DAY!! and there's french role play, which is NEXT WEEK!! im pack with assignments, project, presentation, class test, etc....

oh, and i brought my chinese new year clothes last sunday with my sis. ((: so one down and more to go. and and did i say that semester is coming soon? oh, it's coming soon, very soon actually. im unusually looking forward for holidays!! ((: and i think that this holiday is much more shorter than the last holidays. but anyway, holidays are still holidays and im so going to enjoy my holidays.!! ((:

OH YA!! i went on wednesday i went to yishun to meet bee for hokkien mee! and that will be our last stop for hokkien mee. and the next meeting, we will be eating sambal fried rice downstair my house. and maybe more sambal fried rice. ((:

annyong ha sae yo;

presentation today. and it's about self-esteem. it's like "selling" yourself, cause it's a personal advertisement. present about "I am a best person for a best friend because..." ahahhaa. it super funny can! hahahha. seriously, i was scared. im not the first nor the last person to present. thank God for that.

and at the point of presenting, i wasnt afraid or anything, it happen just like how i talk to my friends. just that im standing. OH, i prayed before everything happened, cause i was really really really scared. i was trembling can. [i dont know is because it's cold - cause everyone in the room was trembling. or im really scared] but i prayed la, pray for peace in my heart. just then, i wasnt scared. seriously, not scared. my hands wasnt shaking when i hold the paper in my hands. and i wasnt bushing. i only turn red when i finish my presentation. hahhaaha.

AND, my personal advertisement is like kiddo. hahahha. most of my classmates keep telling me that. ahahahaha.

annyong ha sae yo;

amazingly yesterday french was enjoyable. except of some small small parts, but mostly it was good. ((: yesterday lesson was the most enjoyable lesson that i had for the past few lesson that i have. partly because i prayed, i prayed for the lesson to be enjoyable and i wont be irritated by the lecturer. :D

anyway, today i got back 2 modules. Bs for both maths and electrical principles. thank God thank God ((: the results wasnt expected though, cause i did one of the question in maths the wrong formula and it carry alot of marks. i was expecting like C for maths. but thank God i got B for both maths and electrical principles. ((:

semester timetable is out tomorrow. projects are piling up. assignment still incomplete. deadline are near. *screams* everything NOT YET DONE!! )): OH! and semester exam is after chinese new year! thanks to my school!!

annyong ha sae yo;

i got back my french results today, i got a B!! of course it's not by me but by God. cause i wasnt prepared for the written test at all! and there's a question have to write out my family tree in french! and all i wrote is : my name, my likes and dislike, my family consist of..., the appearance of my family members. where i have a limited appearance words. so, to write everybody, i wrote the appearance of my mum, sis and grandmother the same appearance. hahha!!

i wanted to opt out from french. cause i dont really like the language though. so i have to fill up this opt out form which in the e-service at my school website. and when i open the PDF file, obviously i knew that it wasnt the opt out form, cause it stated "option for foreign language prescribed elective form". so obviously it wasnt this form. so, i went to school and ask the office person if that is the form to opt out for foreign language and the person say "YES", so i handed it up.
today i went for french lesson, and i ask my friend and she explain to me how the form look like and tadah, it wasnt the form that i filled up. i reach home and check, and tadah, the correct form was there. and i cant hand it up cause the deadline is over.
sis said that everything that happen is for a reason, though i dont know what's the reason now, but im sure that i will know, someday. sis also say that it's God's will that if i opt out than no matter what form, im still able to opt out. and if it' not God's will for me to opt out than He will give me grace to be able to do well in it.
God i surrender to you!

annyong ha sae yo;

been back to school for 1week. the feeling was kind of different though. im really looking forward for my results. but than again not so looking forward. it kind of irony though.

i think im going to finish my bible in April or earlier, i hope. travelling makes me closer to God, in the sense that spending 45mins-1hour just stoning in the bus is really waste of time. and of course i wont spend my time studying. it's early in the morning! and of course not sleeping. to spend my time wisely, i would read the bible [around 10chapters], and it would be like halfway through or quarter way through to reach school. and i will spend the rest of the time praying. it's really great praying before started everything. ((: it's like i know that everything is in control. ((:

thank God for everything. (:

hello;

yesterday i got back my analog electronics common test results. and i got an A!! it's super shocking and surprising for me. cause it's not by my own strength [not that i copy from others] but rather it's God grace. ((: really really really thank God for the results. because without Him, i wont get this grade. i was expected a fail for this module.

not that im trying to boast or anything, but i really expected that i will fail this module, cause everything was last minute. i wasnt prepared for my common test. partly because i was in a tight schedule. as in my common test is straight after youth camp. [but not this module] and it's continuously. i really did give up half way though while studying. but something just pull me back to my seat to study.

and i really thank God for sirong. cause there is this past common test paper which MOST of the question i wasnt able to do. but thank God that he really help me even though it was really last minute and it's via MSN, amazingly i was able to understand what he trying to tell me.

i was praying before the start of the exam. i was telling God that i dont know anything. i cant remember what i've learn the day before. and i keep asking God to help me. though on the exam itself, i leave alot of question blank, i did alot of careless mistake, my answer is totally different from my friends answer, i cant finish the paper on time....but after the exam i still surrender everything to Him, and also ask Him to take over.. and tadah, i got an A. i really really didnt expect this results. So, this results is not by my strength, but is in God strength. ((:

annyong ha sae yo,

school starting tomorrow!! *screams* but it's the earliest time to go home. school start at 1110 to 1450. ((: it's only for wednesday though. anyway, i've made up my choice to opt out of french. but, i want to opt out doesnt make it confirm. as in i may not be able to opt out successfully. which is BAD! ):

school is starting tomorrow. and i may get back the results for my common test. and im not prepared to start the next term. im still in my holiday mood.. ((: i still want my holiday! though i will have around 3mths of holiday after my semester exam..


just to recall back what pastor had said during watchnight,

this year is the year of sacrifice.

annyong ha sae yo,

i found my motivation to go to school today. ((: as in i meet one of my friend whom also decided to go to school today. so that mine motivation to go to school today. means today i get out of my comfort zone.

i went to school today. it's super no use can. as in partly it's my fault, cause i didnt bring the stuff that im supposed to bring. opps. i just spend my time in school just to chit chat with my lecturer. which only lasted for like 1hour. and i spend 1hour to travel from home to school, and another hour from school to home. just for spending a hour in school just to chit chat with my lecturer and of course 2friends that came today. ((:

anyway,
watchnight today. hahah.. it's from 10.30 to 1am. ((: in some parts of the time i was stoning and also trying to find ways and means to keep myself awake. but, when i almost going to sleep. have to stand up and worship for the last time. ((: really thank God that i can sustain till now, or else i will be like sleeping la!!

school is starting soon. which is on wednesday. suddenly, i want my semester to end soon. (: like SOON!!

anyway, BLESSED NEW YEAR to everyone!