yay!!

it's finished [exclaimed by my dad] hahahha. finished painting my house. except in my grandmother's room. she doesnt want her room to be painted. such a nice colour she doesnt want. ):

went to buy more paint at the shop today. different colour. light [VERY LIGHT] yellow. came back home and started painting my house at around 1pluss. (: the yellow is super light la. gave me a hard time painting the walls. i have to paint and repaint 3times! today painting was great though it's only me and dad. mum have to iron clothes and sis went to sunday service and came back just in time when my dad finishes painting.

painting looks easy from afar. but it isnt the case. it need skills and patient. ((:

i love painting. ((:

im still at the confused mood if i should go to school a not. it seems that all [okay, maybe most] of my classmates arent going for the lesson tomorrow.

should i or should i not? AND, my sis brought rubik cube today. hahahaha. victor teaches us how to play rubik cube on the way home on friday.

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painted the house today! painting is SUPER fun can! though it's tiring. but it's FUN FUN FUN!!! hahaaha. painting is not over yet, continuing tomorrow. paint not enough for the whole house! i love painting. finally, i started helping my parents and sis to paint the house. (:

i spend my time today on painting, and MORE painting. i think painting will end tomorrow. (: i rather paint my house myself than paying money to other people to help to paint. it being quite a sometimes since we as a family get-together to do something together. this is the time. (: great time together as a family and the laughter was LOUD. okay, SUPER LOUD. hahaha. partly because of me. i laugh the loudest! hahahaha. SUPER funny can! hahahaha.

i hope there's MORE time like this. (: dad is flying off to shanghai soon. mum maybe. not too sure.

i lose the motivation to go to school on monday [31dec]. cause today i recieve a msg from my lecturer saying that he will postpone this lesson to the other days. this seem to be a good thing. but the problem is that i have 2modules on that day. and this module the down, the other is not. and the one that is not cancel is at 8am. means i have to wake up at 6am just go for 2hours! if it's like 10am or later, i may consider. but it's 8am!! argh!

im thinking if i should attend the lesson or not. but dad bring out the point that i have to go even it's 5mins or 2hours. it doesnt make any difference. but to me, it does. it makes a BIG different. a different of my sleeping time. ): im confused. should i or should i not?

6 words just flew into my head: "step out of your comfort zone"

God, tell me what should i do?

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just came back from bro Michael house. anyway, the camp video was SUPERB! (: [everyone agreed] (: anyway, while watching the full camp video, i MISS CAMP! seriously. hahahah.

flywheel is the movie that we watch after the full camp video. and it was nice. but i prefer facing the giants. (:

anyway, i still cant figure out why i have school on the 31dec! it's so... ya! argh. i want holidays! my holiday like havent started yet. im not holiday-ing yet. not yet enjoy myself. not yet meet up people. not yet eaten hokkien mee. not yet bowl. not yet.... so many not yet. ): I WANT HOLIDAYS!

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I HAVE SCHOOL ON 31DEC!
[heard from my classmates] when others having to sleep on their nice and comfortable bed. and i'll be waking up bright in the morning to go to school! ): BUT BUT, it's only half day.

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it's Christmas once again.
the day where Daddy died for us. (:

seeing and reading all the cards that people have gave to me, really bring me joy. (:
sarang hae yo! (:

in a lighter note:
thinking that school starting real soon, give me butterflies in my stomach.

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lichu came over to my house today at 2pm!?! hahaha. check the net for recipes. and then went down to NTUC to buy all the ingredients. NOW, finally she remembered to bring her wallet down. of course with my constant reminder[nagging i mean]. hahaha..

mixed all the ingredients. at first it turn out quite... ahem.. but after that it was okay! oh i forgot, we are baking chocolate brownie [i think, not quite sure of the name and stuff], so after mixing the stuff we put it in the oven and bake it. (: while waiting for the brownie to be baked, we turned our focus to PC games and crime watch. found out that lichu's gaming skill is.. hahahaha.

the brownie turn out to be nicer than expected. BECAUSE WE PRAY! hahahaahh! we prayed for the chocolate to be melted and not burned. pray that the brownie will be nice. (: and everything came through. thank God! (:

other came around 6.30pm!?! and we watched 881. it was naggy. but qi yuwu so handsome la! right lichu? hhahahaa. (: after the long 881, it was gift exchanged. so funny la! :D after gift exchanged chit-chat for awhile than everyone went home.

all in all, i love today! (: especially the nice nice brownie!! (: im lovin' it! (:

on the lighter note:

i saw this women in the train reading a korean bible. how cool is that! hahahaha (:

in random note:
i feel like bowling! (:

that's all. :P

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seeing how God work in my parents heart is really amazing. (:

thank God for everything! (:

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went to east coast today. supposed to meet the others at 1pm at Eunos. but they are late. so, we waited and waited and waited for them to come. and tadah, they came. so we move out of the MRT station and walked to the bus stop to take bus 13.

reached east coast, and went to macs to find the rest of the people who are there [which is not alot of them]. so we waited [again] for them. and FINALLY we went to the beach for ice breakers games. cause there are alot of unfamiliar [to me] there. after breaking the ice, we were dismissed to play what we want to play. [rollar blading, cycling etc..]

i havent walk till 100steps.it started to pour. so we landed ourself in macs [again]. waiting for the next step to do. as in where should we go next. so, we went to bowl. which there is alot of people.. cause it's raining and bowling is a good choice to choose when it's raining.

i only bowl one game. which was fun. and it makes me want to bowl more and more and more. (: other's agree with me too! after the bowling game we went out, which apparently is not raining anymore. but the sand is... but who cares. :D we went to play volleyball and frisbee. and the next meeting time is at 7.30pm.

and when the clock strikes 7.30pm, it started to rain again. hahaa. God wants everybody to gather on time. (: so no more waiting for each other. (: after eating our dinner, chit-chats and laughters. and after that everyone was tired. so we got dismissed and everyone went home. (:

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i went to vivo city with joycelyn TODAY! it's the first time ever since semester 2 start. which means.. 2mths for not meeting each other. it's long okay!! (: anyway, we meet at 10.30am today and than train down to vivo. (:

and vivo is like SUPER BIG la. and we wanted to eat pizza hut and we cant find pizza hut in vivo, which is like "vivo so big, dont have pizza hut" anyway, we ended up ourselves in some restaurant. not expensive one la.
after eating, we went to watch movie. FINALLY hero. i know it's late la. but better than nothing right? hahahaha. nice show, but the end part quite "diao" hahahaha. but overall okay. :D
after hero we went to shop for awhile then train down to simei, cause i want to go to challenger. than after that we train down to tampines.

in the process of train down to simei. we saw something weird:
there is this guy coming in from city hall. ehh, call him "Mr A" [around 20plus], as we know, city hall is a crowded place. okay, VERY CROWDED place. so, normally we dont have any seats. obviously Mr A doesnt have any seats too. and he talked in the train like machiam his train like that la. SUPER LOUD! okay, that's not the point. the point is, at around ehhh, bugis. alot of people get down at bugis, so there this place behind us. and this women [around 40plus] ehh, call her Miss B, she went to the seat and wanting to land her butt to the seat. and this happen:

Mr A: *squeeze through the people between him* tap the lady while talking on his phone and say "Can i sit?" "Can you let me sit?"
Miss B: *in the shock state*
Mr A: *didnt wait for her answer* sat down
me and joycelyn: *huh look*

a 20plus looking guy asking for a seat from a 40plus looking women!?! it doesnt make sense right? diao. and he DIDNT even say thank you. UNTIL he put down the phone and Miss B say "anyway, you still own me one thank you", and Mr A was like "oh, thank you". feel like smacking his face eh!! he also not old, not pregnant [like duh! cause he's a guy] and he's not blind either. and he asked for a seat?!?!?! doesnt make sense. BUT ANYWAY, he got down the train because he miss his stop!!

ps. joycelyn i still want my pizza hut!! (:

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today is such a fruitful day!! (: we bake cake today!!

waited [again, but not for long] for lichu to come to my house. came to my house to find the recipe. and we chose ........ *drum roll* CHOCOLATE CHEESECAKE!! (:

we went down to the nearby NTUC near my house to buy all the ingredients. and the best part is that i brought $20 and thinking that lichu will be bringing her wallet down. and the best thing is that she left it in my kitchen. so, having $20 ONLY, a tight budget but alot of things to buy. we still proceed to the NTUC. took all the ingredients like we have alot of money in our hands. we count the price of each ingredients, put back the ones that we can forgo. and pick the CHEAPEST product that we can find the the NTUC. in the end we still short of 50cents. ): hahhahaa.

after buying all the ingredients walked home and then start to prepare the mixture. we start by doing the crust first. and we start to put everything that have to be in the blender and start mixing it with the blender. everything was fine at first, BUT the blender suddenly stopped and then smoke suddenly came out of the blender thingy. it was scary okay!! there's some funny part in between and it's really hard to express in words. so, i shall not say it. hahahaha.

after the crust of put to bake. we went on to make the chocolate cheesecake. melting the chocolate was amazing la! hahahaa. and the cheesecake was fattening. hahahaha. it's 2 bars okay!! imagine the fats in the cheese. WHOO!! but who cares! hahahaha. anyway, went it's time for the mixture to be mix, the blender decided not to work already. so, being desperate to make this cake a successful one. we decided to mix it all by ourselves. of course with the help of my sis, the mixture was mix. just that it's not as smooth as what the blender can do. but that's okay though.

baking was a torture. not a torture for the oven but for us. we was SUPER hungry la. in desperate situation, we went to cook a packet of maggi mee and it's being share between the 3 of us. and FINALLY it's ready. but it have to chill, so went to put in the fridge and being super hungry and sis have to go to hall. we went to street81 (which is near my house there, just ehh, 3 stops away) to eat HOKKIEN MEE!! it's super nice okay! after that, my sis went to hall herself. lichu and i went home to check on our cake. and TADAH! it was ready!!

ate while watching the champion and than grew sick on the cheesey cake. it's super cheesy la. haiyoh! lichu and i thought of how to improve the cake next time we would bake again. and we found many and the most important one is that "bring more money out next time". :D

walked with lichu to bus stop to wait for her bus and then we chat on the way. (: and suddenly we went on to the topic on star awards, and many people that went on stage mostly saying "thank God" (: this show that God is speeding things up.

OH! and i forgot, the cake is NICE okay. lichu you can bake a successful cake!! (:

and like FINALLY!! im going to meet my best friend TOMORROW!! it's like ever since semester 2 starts, we didnt meet until TOMORROW!! im so looking forward for tomorrow's meeting!! (:

*lichu, next time bake other cakes and also remember to bring down your wallet. (: ahhahaa.

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today i spend my whole day waiting, waiting and MORE waiting. wait for the numbers to change, wait to spend money and more waits. i reach changi general hospital at 1.30pm, waited, waited and STILL waited till 5plus and reach home around 6pm. i brought a book from my house to the hospital and i finish reading it. :D

so, in conclusion: i spend my whole day today waiting.

and it rained.

[note: there's no hello; cause i've say that in the earlier post]

i cut my hair!!

that's all..

just feel like blogging that today.. for now. (:

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east coast tomorrow is officially GONE! as in the whole event is not cancelled or what la. it's that i cant go. cause i have to go to CGH with my grandmother despite of having my mother and my sister going with her too. i hate it when everything clashes together.

and im super sad can!!

i'm going to miss out so much fun and enjoyment not going to east coast with my poly friends like:
-cycling
-skating
-playing with water
-laughters
-taking some dumb pictures[with cindy]
-crap [with serene]
-being high
and many more lah!

im disppointed. ): though, many will say still got other time [2weeks] , but im still disapppinted.

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i always asked myself this question: what if i'm born in a Christian family? where we sit down as a family in the dining table, thanking God for the food. every night we will sit down as a family worshipping God, praying as a family, encouraged each other with the Word of God. speaking the goodness of God. every sunday we, as a family will go down to church together. standing together, praising and worshipping Him. if im born in a Christian family, will I be the person i am right now?

God, if you can grant me one wish, i really want my famiy members to be a Christian.. Let them not be hardened towards You. Let them know tthat you are the truth, the way and the life. Let them encounter Your greatness, that one day will say to us that "Your God is real!"

anyway,
FINALLY!!!! my common test ENDED!! like TODAY! at 5.45pm. [to be exact] (: (: today was the LAST paper!! computers and programming1!! im waiting for this moment even since i started my common test! HOLIDAY here i come!!!!

computers and programming 1 was... and yar it's.... the paper was quite similar to the paper set last semester. :D when to school at 11.30am to study with my classmates. studied, play, eat, studied, play, studied play, studied..... and tadah, the 4.00pm we went outside the lecture room. sat and studied for the last hour. and we went in. (:

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and at 5.45pm HOLIDAY TIME!! (: (:

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FINALLY tomorrow is the last day of common test paper. and i wonder why the school system have to put our last paper so late. cant they be nice and put it earlier? the paper start at 4.30 and end at 6pm. even it's the last paper, than again we will be so tired to celebrate.

with the help of two kind classmates for reminding me to bring my study materials, FINALLY i brought it and study with my classmates. [for your information: i didnt study with my classmates when the paper start until now.] so, they reminded me. or else i will forget to bring. (:
but really thank God that they reminded me, or else i will miss out alot of stuff. like past common test paper. cause my teacher didnt tell us that there's past common test paper. but somehow my classmates manage to find it. so because i went to study with them, my reward is that i got the past common test paper. (:

anyway, today paper was okay. i actually managed to finish up the whole paper. really really thank God. cause at home i tried the past common test paper, i did more that 1.5hour. AND there's alot of questions at were not answered. but in the end i DID managed to finish up the whole paper PLUS the un-answered question with the help or si rong. type out the equations in MSN. hahahahhaa.

when i thought of finishing the paper as quickly as possible. so that i can enjoy my 2weeks holidays. meeting up with my best friends and girlfriends and guyfriends, i really hope that this 2weeks holiday will be a long one.

God, you are in control;

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BLESSED BIRTHDAY!!!

... MY BEST FRIEND!!

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read all what i've written here in the past few years. and the style that i wrote in the past in alot different of how i write it now. and when i read, the words that i've used in the past, i cant seem to understand. hahaha.

stayed at home the whole day, cause partly there isnt any test today. so dont have to go to school, and friends in the last min didnt want to meet up. so im at home the whole day today. which makes it super boring.

im really looking forward for holidays! i miss holiday. and i miss meeting my friends. ): i miss waking up late in the morning. [cause my school is far, and even the lesson start late, i still have to wake up early. it doesnt make any different]

common test continue tomorrow. wednesday to friday. somehow, i wish that common test wasnt so long. and it would end faster. and i wish that holiday will come faster and end later. i miss my LONG holiday that i've faster my semestral examination last semester. ):

I MISS CAMP! hahahahaa.

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maths common test is OVER!!! and i kind of irritated by myself after the test. as usual, my friends were like discussing about the answer and stuff. and yes, i went to listen it and i really regretted it. ):

anyway as what i told bee that im taking my maths common test like im a genius. okay, with God I AM a genius!! anyway, i didnt spend much time studying for maths though. i went to study electrical principles which it's test on wednesday. and during camp, i DID study! as what my sister said "it's already over. all i can do is to pray and tell God to take care. God knows that camp clashes with common test. God will help me. just concentrate on my next paper and trust Him." when i was walking out of my school, i started praying in my heart.

my WHOLE BODY, yes whole body is aching. and somemore during the common test, we are sitting in lectures room and the take is super small and it's low. so i have to bend my neck. and with 1 and a half hour of bending. and neck hurts. ):

I LOVE CAMP! though i only went for like ehhh 2days 1night. but i LOVE spending time with church friends of course with bee too!! and to see how God works in the camp. No rain during games. and I've FUN la!! :D

this verse is stuck in my head : [Matthew 18:12 - "If a shepherd has one hundred sheep, and one wanders away and is lost, what will he do? Won't he leave the ninety-nine others and go out into the hills to search for the lost one? ]

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im back from youth camp. okay, long ago. i reach home around errr, 3-4plus. i forgot. camp was FUN!! but i think i miss all the MORE FUN stuff on thursday and friday. but saturday one was GOOD!! hahaha. i like...

i still make a decision to go to youth camp even my common test the first paper starts tomorrow. cause i think that God will make a differences in my life during the camp. [and it does!] so, i want to go. and God grant my desire to go to the camp. even though it seems to be small, but still i want to Thank God for. cause it's not easy for me to go to camp and not study for common test. cause tomorrow's module is i weak in. BUT, God will guide me through the common test.

when i reach the campsite, which is at the girl's brigade's headquarters. after i put my stuff in the dorm. i went to the canteen. and i saw BEE!! ahhhh, so happy la. i miss her eh!! very long didnt meet her for hokkien mee and nice food!!

*BEE! SARANG HAE YO!! (dont piak my butt) ahhahahahha*
*BEE! I MISS YOU ALREADY!!*

anyway, the games that we've played was FUN! mostly was like a thinking games. except some. but i enjoyed myself okay! hahahaha. i've GREAT fun.

after dinner was the finale night. and we perform our skit. each group perform their skit and it's super funny!! the laughter in the room was loud and i laugh till i stomach ache. hahahaha.

yay! Jin Wei become part of the family (Praise the Lord!!) (:

most of the people stayed up chatting and some when to bed after they bathe. i stayed up during the night till around 4.30am. (: i love camp!! next time i want to go to the FULL camp.

I LOVE MY SISTER!! (:

in random note:
my body is aching.

bonjour;

yesterday. i was surprised with my early Christmas present from cindy, serene and qian qian. and yar, the story goes like this: lesson ended early yesterday. at 2pm where it supposed to be at 5pm. so instead of heading home to mugged for our up-coming common test we headed to J8 and far east.. when went to J8 to shop and search for jackets. after that we headed to town - far east. and they recommended a shop where they sell Adidas at half price (of course it's not the latest!) anyway, i when to withdraw money. and then cindy told me that serene and qian qian when to the toilet. so, as a trusting friend. i trust her. so, when it going to reach my turn. serene was holding a BIG black paper bag. and inside is the jacket!!! ahhhh!! at first i was like "you brought it for yourself ah?" then they three said "happy early Christmas day!" then i aiyoh!! i nearly cried okay! super touched. i wanted to hug them!! (but i didnt).

okay school today was.. and yar it was.... school supposed to end at 3pm. BUT, there's a talk on complementary studies. so, it ended at 4pm instead. i meet my sis at the interchange. cause she have to buy stuff for the camp. which is TOMORROW!! (:

You are in Control;

bonjour;

french test was... it was.... and it is....

anyway, after the test we can go off. so test supposed to be starting at 3pm sharp. and my lecturer was late, as always. and he came at 3.15pm. talk all the nonsense and still dont want to start the test. he re-arranged the tables and all. and talk nonsense again! and finally he started around 3.30-3.45pm. and he gave the January activity and then the test paper.

so, i finished the paper around 4.30pm. and some people ended the paper earlier. and after that we can go off. i talked to the lecturer, and his okay to me after the test. but always during his lesson, he always. i mean ALWAYS make me irritated. argh!

after french test, i waited for my other friends which is in the different elective from me. im such a NICE friend! (: after that we went off in separate ways when we reach Yio Chu Kang MRT stations.

im preparing the next test. which is not long from now. it's tomorrow!! and i dont feel like studying for it anyway. i dont like the lecturer. but as what my sister told me, though the lecturer will affect me. but i SHOULD not let this affect my studies in some ways or rather.

bonjour;

french is... yar. tomorrow i've french written assignment. which i dont really know how to study for it.

today when out with my sis. she went to buy specs. cause her old specs is really old. and it's old. so, i met her during the evening. and then she took a long time deciding which specs she buying. so, in the end we end up playing "scissors, paper stone" so i end up winning. so, she took the specs that i chose. so, when we sat at the couch waiting for her turn. she said "should i buy another one(which is the one that she chose herself). so ended up we played "scissors, paper stone" which included winning 3 times and a prayer. so yar, she won. cause God reserved that specs for me. (:

anyway the guy at the shop volunteered to clean my specs for me. so, yay! and after he gave me my specs. WHOO! it's like brand new specs. SUPERRR clean! i dont even dare to touch the lens. dont want my fingerprint to be there. it's really clean. and im so happy. cause everytime i went in the specs shop, no one volunteered to clean my specs for me. (okay, maybe he's bored and nothing to do, but still he help me to clean my specs!)

deadlines are nearing. and my projects not yet done. the lecturer expect too much from us. like computer and programing. he expect us to do a programe which consist of 4 different types of sutff. and have to be handed up in 2weeks time. but Thank God he extending the deadline. but still, it's still.... (by God everything is possible!) (:

IN RANDOM NOTE:
i hope my french teacher will released us earlier. maybe now, errr, 10mins?
I LOVE MY MOUSE FOR MY LAPTOP!!

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french written test is on MONDAY!! oh my gosh. i dont even know how to read and stuff. how to do written test? and i hope he release us early on monday! (:

alot of assignments, test and tests coming up. cause im going to have my 2 weeks holidays!!! and before the 2 weeks holiday i have common test, and before the common test i've youth camp. with is that youth camp first, then common test, then 2 weeks holidays! quite looking forward for the holidays. though it's just 2 weeks. but it's my FiRST holiday for this semester. (:

sometimes, i mean really sometimes i feel like giving up for my studies. but but, when i looked back i see the times of chiong-ing for my N level, just because i want to take my O levels. firstly cause my secondary school vice principal was look down for students getting 9 pointers. and secondly, i want to take O level. and then i saw how i chiong for my O levels, and how im go happy that i went to poly. then thinking of this, i dont want to give up anymore. and of course this happen cause God want me to be there. and since He wants me to be there and if i give up, He will be sad. ):

assignments are piling up. and im too lazy to complete it.