annyong ha sae yo,

last paper - analog electronics is OVER!!!!
finally there's no more papers awaiting for me. hahahhaa. im waiting for this day for a very VERY VERY long time. ahahahhaha

as usual, not going to talk much about the paper. cause it's really no point in doing that. but actually, im quite worried about my results. but then again, i still have to trust Him.

after the exam, i when to meet joycelyn at tamp. finally we went to pizza hut. hahahah. it's been so long since we met. and when we meet each other, we were like "hello-ing" to each other. even when we are not very near to each other. hahahha. the passer-by was like thinking that we are insane. hahahahaa.

OH, i read finish the 11th chapter of my storybook. i wept. )): seriously. i was reading the book in the bus. and people were like looking at me, cause im reading a storybook, yet im crying. but then again, who care!! hahahhaa. the storybook is super touching... aww. i think im going to summarize the whole book, of course when i finish reading the book la. hahahahaha..

SURPRISE!!!
look at the time!! i woke up at 6.30am this morning!! aiyoh! surprise are my mum and dad. hahahha. i rarely will wake up so early. okay, i never wake up so early without my alarm clock.

i really cant get myself to sleep. i was like tossing and turning on my bed. i woke up serveral time. cause my body is super aching. especially my back area. every part of my body is aching now. )):

thank God it's "holiday" and all i can do now is to study for tomorrow's up-coming exam. i will be super mad if i wake up this early on my holiday. cause i will have practically nothing to do if i wake up this early. i wont study, cause it's holiday. if i wont study. then all i can do is to use the computer, find something to do. and to wait till nice programe are out on tv. hahahha.

okay, i'll get on with my studies now.

annyong ha sae yo,

second last paper - computer and programming 1 is OVER!! ((:
abit long ah! hahhaahah. one more paper to go, and IM DONE!! ((:

the best thing about poly is that when you finish your paper before time's up, you can leave the examination hall. but this only make me kan chiong. hahahaha. computer and programming 1 exam today. start at 4pm and end at 6pm. the time is not even 5pm, i saw many many students stand up and pass up their papers. im super stress can.

im not yet finish the paper yet. and many many students pass up their paper. im i too slow, or are they too fast. but anyway, i was concentrating on my paper. and when i look up, to my surprise. i was the second last person in my class to leave. it never happen before. hahahaha.

one more paper, and im done with semestral examination. excited, but not so. confusing la. and march is coming so fast. i think because feb have 29days this year.

oh oh oh, and im meeting joycelyn this week!!! ((: it's been like ages since i last saw her.

annyong ha sae yo,

exam continues tomorrow...
i did studied for tomorrow's exam!!

time really passing quickly. it seems that i've just finish the second paper. and there's 4 more days to study. it's sunday today can.. hahahaha.

oh! i brought a book yesterday. a Christian book. the book is called "I dared to call Him Father", okay it's not the title of the book that interest me. but rather the words that below the title.. so, without further thinking if i should buy the book, i brought it. ((: okay, im at the fourth chapter now.

i started reading today. and after reading pages by pages, i wont want to stop reading. yes, even tomorrow's my exam. i still want to continue reading. i read till lunch time. and after lunch time i started studying. though i only read the fourth chapter, but im pretty sure that it will be impactful and good. just like "Billy Sunday" and "Sojourner Truth", i like the stories of them. it's so cool!! ((:

okay, i'll continue the storybook tomorrow. ((:

annyong ha sae yo,

exams resume in 3days time...
okay, i did study for my up-coming exam!! hahaa.

anyway, i was really thinking. about relationships. okay, i know it's random. but.. everyone have relationships. friendships, boy-girl relationships, and of course relationship with parents are also important.
seeing how some of my friends have broken relationship, be it friends or BGR. it really impacted me. alot. and not forgetting the tears that they shed, the hurt they have to bear. i really cant imagine, what if one day joycelyn wasnt my friend anymore. what if misunderstanding arises.
what if...

talking about relationships. cell group last saturday was about relationship too. and serveral questions was asked. and one of them is media. today, i watched the 7o'clock show. there is this scene that xiao wang zi was crying badly because he found out something about his girlfriend. but after the advertisement, he's okay. everything in media is fast-forward. but i cant blame them from that. cause if they dont fast-forward it will never end. but in real life? it will be totally different.

these days i always be thinking about the end-times. and i really think that it will happen very soon. what if God suddenly come, and im not prepared. and all the promises that i promise God, havent been done. where will i go when God come?
sometime there's this voice that will tell me that im not good enough. im not a good Christian. and obviously it's not from God. and i tried to ignore it, but i cant.

annyong ha sae yo,

exam continues on monday.
but i havent started studying for my next module. which is bad. i shall start tomorrow. (i hope) hahahhaha.

anyway, just now i wanted to find something to read. and the thing that pop out in my mind was the end-time. it's only recently that this end-times thing came to my mind. and everytime i thought of it. the next question quickly pop out "is this really the end-days?" part of me wanted it to be, but another part of me doesnt. when i was thinking of what to type in, "mark of the beast" came to my mind.

okay, i was reading through and i went to youtube to watch what is really "mark of the beast", okay, i know that i can read it from my bible. but, i wanted to know more. so i went to search the net. i read a few articles about "the mark of the beast" and watch a video. it really scares me off. it's really a choice. like choose this or that. choose this, you face what consequences. choose that, and you will face what consequences. im really afraid that what if i wasnt spiritually strong enough? sometimes i ask myself "do i really fear God?", im afraid that one day i dont fear God anymore. then how?

OH!! i just remembered. hahha. a few days ago. i had this dream/vision. i dont really know if it's a dream or a vision. i cant remember much about it. i think it's a sunday service (cause the church seems like goldenmile) i just see that some of my secondary school friends and poly friends come together. and we filled up 2rows of seats. oh, and i forgot what song we sang. hahaha. maybe when this really happens, i will recall. ((: i dont know if it's true or what. but i really thank God for letting me to have this dream/vision. ((:

annyong ha sae yo,

second paper - electrical principles is OVER!!! ((:
okay, hahahhahahahhha. same mistake made on monday, didnt repeat itself. hahahaha. i went down around 11.15am. and i reach school around 12.05-12.10pm. hahhahaha. so, i was super early. and i really thank God about it. hahahaha.

as usual, i wont want to talk about my exam here. cause it pretty useless. hahahha. but i went home and ask my dad for the answers. hahahha. obviously the ones that i pretty confident that it's correct. hahahhaa. those that im not very confident, i didnt ask him la. dont want to know too. and i think if i get to know how many marks i've lost, i think i'll lose faith. so not to lost faith, but to increase more and more. i ask the ones that im super duper confident that is correct. ((: smart eh!

2 papers down. 2 more to go. this semester though it's longer that other people. but i think the schedule now is quite good. it's gives us SUPeR alot of time to study la. haahaha. those need a long time to study/memorise, the schedule will be like before that modules have alot of empty days for us to study. ((: thank God, thank God!!! ((:

annyong ha sae yo,

first paper - maths is OVER! ((:
i took bus 72 to school today. at around 8am! and it's super crowded can! it's like tuna like that. squeeze like anything. cause everyone want to board the bus. especially ME! where i have to go to school to take my exam.

as usual, if the bus is crowded. it's normal that the bus driver have to practically stopped at every bus stop to alight the people. and as i said, it's a crowded bus. so it will take super long time for the people to move to the back, so that the people outside will be able to board the bus.
anyway, that's not the point. the point is that i reach school at 8.55am. and the best thing is that i alight the stop that have to walk to furthest. so, i walked and walked and walked. and the time is ticking and ticking and ticking. okay, the distance is super long can.

on my way to the exam hall. i keep praying and praying. asking God to stop the time/make the time tick slower. or make me teleport to the exam hall. so, FINALLY. i reach the exam hall at 9.01am. where my exam start at 9am. ((: it's totally not impossible to reach from one end to the other by 5mins! HEY, it's really far can. so, it's really really God grace. ((:

i shall not talked about my exam. cause it's really no use. cause it's already over. and it's no use talking about it over and over again. so.. forget it.


anyway, heard from my sis that life bookshop at bishan, tampines and some other places have closed down. )): i LOVE going to life bookshop can! and it's really caught by surprise. cause it's always been there. and it's really sudden. and *POOF* it's gone.
is this really the end-days? is Jesus coming soon? maybe He will come tomorrow! i dont want! as in i want Him to come, but not now. okay, my heart is like beating super fast now!

annyong ha sae yo,

when others having their valentine's day dates or something, im at home happily "dating" my wonderful, beautiful books! hahaha. semestral exam is coming soon - on monday. and and im so-called not yet prepared for it. i've my 101 excuses ready to be said, when being asked. ((:
this is the first time, and probably not the last time i'll be doing the same thing on valentine's day.

3days before the start of my semestral exam. on the first hand, i dont want it to come that fast. but on the other hand, i want it to end early. so that i can meet up my best friend, havent been meeting her since the last holiday. and somemore, her exam start tomorrow and end earlier 3days then mine. so the only time we can meet up practically everyday is when my semester exam finishes.

annyong ha sae yo,

visiting is officially over. okay, it's over yesterday. mine chinese new year only lasted for one day! hahahha. yadah yadah.. ang baos are getting lesser and lesser each new year.

chinese new year eve..
i didnt do much on chinese new year eve. okay, i didnt do anything. hahahhaa. cause i did my "spring cleaning" on the day before chinese new year eve. and that's only clean and put properly all my books. and that's it! hahahhaha.

it's a total different on how we spring clean the past few years. cause we have done the cleaning cum painting in the last few months. so, we dont have to do much this year. hahaha. my family start at around ehh, 11-12?! and finish spring clean at around errrr, 3-4plus? cannot remember already la! in comparing to last few years spring clean lasted till 6-7plus, and including waking up early to spring clean.

and this year spring cleaning i totally slacked all the way. hahahaha. a "supervisor" in my family who watch my parents and sister cleaning house and table. and i myself just slack. hahahahahha.

first day..
as usual there some people that came to our house. and of course every year they come is getting later and later. but we got more time to relax ourselves and to wear our new clothes and stuff.

after they went back, we went to my grandmother's house (mum's side). as normal we will just stay there till around 9plus, before we head back home. nothing special cause every year the same. ((:

second day..
my auntie came to my house today. hahahha. and im more close to her, cause she every sunday will come to my house. and i played their PSP. hhhahaha. super fun can!

my family and pearle went to sentosa. hahahahah. for the flower thingy. boring. hahhaha. and we went to sit the sky tower. which can see the whole of sentosa. i think. hahahha. didnt listen to what the person was saying la. okay, sentosa got ALOT of people. is super crowded can! we practically squeezing here and there. and whatever we want to do we have to queue up. and the queue is super long can. hahahaha. but as you know Singapore is super efficient, so the queuing part is short la. hahahaha

and after going to sentosa, my parents and i went to my fourth auntie house. gathering i think. hahahaha. my sister and pearle went out for dinner. ((:

third day (which is today)..
went to my dad's boss house. OH! and they catered the food is nice. i love their fish and chicken! and not forgetting their Hong Kong noodle. super nice can! hahahahaha.