annyong ha sae yo,

exam continues on monday.
but i havent started studying for my next module. which is bad. i shall start tomorrow. (i hope) hahahhaha.

anyway, just now i wanted to find something to read. and the thing that pop out in my mind was the end-time. it's only recently that this end-times thing came to my mind. and everytime i thought of it. the next question quickly pop out "is this really the end-days?" part of me wanted it to be, but another part of me doesnt. when i was thinking of what to type in, "mark of the beast" came to my mind.

okay, i was reading through and i went to youtube to watch what is really "mark of the beast", okay, i know that i can read it from my bible. but, i wanted to know more. so i went to search the net. i read a few articles about "the mark of the beast" and watch a video. it really scares me off. it's really a choice. like choose this or that. choose this, you face what consequences. choose that, and you will face what consequences. im really afraid that what if i wasnt spiritually strong enough? sometimes i ask myself "do i really fear God?", im afraid that one day i dont fear God anymore. then how?

OH!! i just remembered. hahha. a few days ago. i had this dream/vision. i dont really know if it's a dream or a vision. i cant remember much about it. i think it's a sunday service (cause the church seems like goldenmile) i just see that some of my secondary school friends and poly friends come together. and we filled up 2rows of seats. oh, and i forgot what song we sang. hahaha. maybe when this really happens, i will recall. ((: i dont know if it's true or what. but i really thank God for letting me to have this dream/vision. ((: