annyong ha sae yo,

exams resume in 3days time...
okay, i did study for my up-coming exam!! hahaa.

anyway, i was really thinking. about relationships. okay, i know it's random. but.. everyone have relationships. friendships, boy-girl relationships, and of course relationship with parents are also important.
seeing how some of my friends have broken relationship, be it friends or BGR. it really impacted me. alot. and not forgetting the tears that they shed, the hurt they have to bear. i really cant imagine, what if one day joycelyn wasnt my friend anymore. what if misunderstanding arises.
what if...

talking about relationships. cell group last saturday was about relationship too. and serveral questions was asked. and one of them is media. today, i watched the 7o'clock show. there is this scene that xiao wang zi was crying badly because he found out something about his girlfriend. but after the advertisement, he's okay. everything in media is fast-forward. but i cant blame them from that. cause if they dont fast-forward it will never end. but in real life? it will be totally different.

these days i always be thinking about the end-times. and i really think that it will happen very soon. what if God suddenly come, and im not prepared. and all the promises that i promise God, havent been done. where will i go when God come?
sometime there's this voice that will tell me that im not good enough. im not a good Christian. and obviously it's not from God. and i tried to ignore it, but i cant.