today's first test was unexpectedly easy. im not hao lian-ing. but ya.. it's was so easy until i really question myself. but yes, it's that simple. second test was good. 'cause we get some tips from other classes about what's coming out in the test.. hahahhaa... still thank God, thank God..

tomorrow i've another test (again). internet computing. sigh. but but it's a open book test. one thing that i dont really like open book test is that, the test tend to be difficult. seriously. 'cause the lecturer will say 'cause if too simple all the answers can be found in the book. erhh, which is true. but then again.. open book test is for students to pass one mah.

okay.. i have 2 test tomorrow!! ahhhh.. and the best thing is that i dont have any breaks in between! and and tomorrow when i reach school it's my FIRST test of the day. and to end the day, i'll have my another test.

and and my nose is very naughty. it keep running. and it wont stop! )): and and my mum is having her second round of sickness, just because she hugged me yesterday! hahahaha..

*

when a believer prays, and heaven responds;
when a sinner repent, and the angels rejoices;
when a mission succeeds, and Satan falls like lightning;
when a believer rebels, and the Holy Spirit is grieved.
What we humans do here decisively affects the cosmos.

I believe these things, and yet somehow I keep "forgetting" them. I forget that my prayer matter to God. I forget that I am helping my neighbors to their eternal destinations. I forget that the choices I make today bring delight - or grief - to the Lord of the Universe. I live in a world of trees and telephones and fax machines, and the reality of this material universe tends to overwhelm my faith in a spiritual universe suffusing it all. I look into a blank blue sky and see nothing.

By ascending, Jesus took the risk of being forgotten.

(this is what i read in the bus when i go to school, and it's really true lo..)

today i bravely killed this disgusting cockroach. it's super disgusting can. hahahaha. i dont go much into detail. hahhaa. cause it's really long. hahahahaha. the only thing is that after i killed the cockroach, my whole family member wakes up. so, that's how much noise i made. hahhahaha.. but then again, i killed a disgusting cockroach! that's enough. hahhahaha...

and and, today i've make-up lesson on e-commerce. hahahaha. and today is the end of e-commerce part 1. and next monday, i've e-commerce part 2. by different lecturer. one is by business lecturer, another by engineering lecturer. ((:

ohh, and and. i signed on this cloth, that i think it will be sent to sichuan. it's about our prayers to them. and i wrote in english. ahahahha. cause i really dont know how to write. but i think they only know how to read my name and "jia you" cause i wrote that in chinese. hahahaha.. but it's still cool.. ((:

oh, my darling laptop is BACKKK!! hahahahahhhahaha!!! my sister PURPOSELY took my laptop during her lunch break. hahahah. my sis sms me: your darling laptop is in the office with me enjoying the aircon and being very comfortable in it's black case" hahahahaha..

oh, and and and last last week after youth service. we went to trumpet praise. and i brought a BOOK! hahaha. this the second time i brought a Christian book to read. ((: and and the book is nice to read can. hahahhahaa.. ((: the book is "the Jesus i never knew"sound so.. yah, i understand. but it's really a GOOD book. ((:


*what makes us human is not our mind but our heart, not our ability to think but our ability to love.

okay. i have one good news and one bad news. which is linked together...

okay.. bad news first.
i left my darling laptop in my keyboard class. so smart ah. i think only i can do this thing only. hahahahha.. okay, here's the WHOLE story.....

my sis supposed to bring laptop to church today. and my laptop being light and nice (this is i say one.. hahahaha) she decided to bring my laptop to church today. so being a nice and good sister, i let her bring my laptop to church. hee hee. anyway, i went out with her today.. she have to go to main church for practice. and me for keyboard lesson.

so when we are in the mrt train. my sis asked me to bring my laptop for keyboard lesson. cause she have to walk to main church which is far. so, being (again) a nice and good sister i agreed. hahahhahaa.. so everything was fine and lesson was on.. and then it was time to go off. so i left the class..

i went to bishan to meet my sister to go to church together. i brought lunch for her. and then got a ride from bishan interchange to church. and then went i reach church. my sis suddenly pop up this question "where's your laptop?" then i "*shocked*, OH! i left it at the keyboard class" then i quickly took up my handphone, my sis was like "why you take out your handphone? you got their number meh?" then i "no, hahahahah."

long and short, my sister got their number. and she helped me to call them. and they found it (this is the good news that i want to say) and then my sister going to take my laptop for me on tuesday, during her lunch break (her work place is near my keyboard place). so yar.. i will have my laptop back on tuesday.

and my sister will have back her laptop on tuesday. 'cause i will be using it. hahahhahaha. so bad right. haahaha. but actually her laptop quite nice to type and use. the only thing is that it's heavy that's all. hahahahhaha.. ((:

i dont think will got anyone like me. i forget all about my laptop until my sister told me la. i think if she didnt ask me, i will not remember it. ahahahahahah. anyway, thank God that i left it at the keyboard class, not like in the bus stop or something. hahahhaha..

thank God, thank God. ((:

I WOKE UP LATE TODAY! very late! hhaahhahaha...

today's lesson supposed to start at 8am! but then i woke up suddenly at 7.30am! hahhahaa. and i was wondering if today is wednesday or thursday. but when i realised that it is wednesday, i literally "jump" up from my bed. and i bathe very very very quickly. hahahahhahaha...

when i finish bathing, i check my phone. i put 6.45pm, instead of 6.45am! hahahahah. anyway, my dad gave me money to take cab down to school. hee hee. and when i reach school..... my lecturer didnt come! *faints* then i take cab for nothing. ahhhhh.. )): hahahhahahaa...

im craving for burger king breakfast.
im craving for charsiew pauuu. hahahahahhahaa

finally tomorrow is thursday. ((: monday no SCHOOL!! hahahhahahaha. ((:

it's Mothers' Day today!! ((: hahahahaha..

anyway, i went to swim in the afternoon.. ((: yea, im trying (notice the underline) to exercise 3times a week. and i put up my timetable for exercising. hopefully, it's every wednesday, friday and sunday. hahahaha..

and oh, and our family celebrated mothers' day by having steamboat at home. having our dinner together as a family. the only thing is that my grandmother didnt join us. but.. anyway, we have our dinner from 8plus to 10pm! hahahhaah. very long hor. ahhaahhaa. but i didnt notice that it's 10pm until i on the tv and it's news. ahhahaha..

oh, me and sis brought this "boxing" massager for my mum. ahhahaha.
there's 3 different uses:
1) can massage back
2) can massage her feet
3) can "box" my dad. hahahahahaha..

okay.. can forget about number 3. ahhahahaha... but my mum really happily "boxing" my dad with the massager. and my dad was like sitting there for my mum to "box" him. hahahaha. and the only thing he said was "very pain eh", "really very pain". hahahah. that's all... and i really feel that today my mum is especially very VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY HAPPY!!! (((:

and we have ice-cream after that. ((:






and i cant go for church camp. i've school till 8june!! ahhhh...

there's several stuff i want to say. but i dont know how to put it in sentences. it's somehow being serious and randomly-random.

serious #1:
i watched this video from Godtube, which Michael sent to me.

serious #2:
am i really saved?

serious #3:
am i a fake Christian or am i a real Christian?

serious #4:
"Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it. But small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life, and only a few find it." [Matthew 7:13-14]

Am i walking in the narrow gate and road that leads to life? or am i walking in the wide and broad road that leads to destruction?

serious #5:
"Watch out for false prophets. They come to you in sheep's clothing, but inwardly they are ferocious wolves. By their fruits you will recognize them. Do people pick grapes from thornbushes, or figs from thistles? Likewise every good tree bears good fruit, but a bad tree bears bad fruit. A good tree cannot bear bad fruit, and a bad tree cannot bear good fruit. Every tree that does not bear good fruit is cut down and thrown into the fire. Thus, by their fruit you will recognize them. [Matthew 7:15-20]

am i the good tree that bear good fruit? or am i the tree that bear bad fruit, that will be cut down and been thrown into the fire?

serious #6:
"Not everyone who says to me, 'Lord Lord,' will enter the kingdom of heaven, but only he who does the will of my Father who is in heaven. Many eill say to me on that day, 'Lord Lord, did we not prophesy in your name, and in your name drive out demons and perform many miracles?' Then I will tell them plainly, 'I never knew you. Away from me, you evildoers!' [Matthew 7:21-23]

Jesus, do you know me?

serious #7:
i think i feel comfortable on where and what im doing now. which is not good. )):

serious #8:
i seriously need to spend more time with God.

*

randomly-random #1:
i swam 1500m today ALL BY MYSELF for only half an hour!! hahhahaa. i swim super fast can. hahaha. i swam more and faster than my training

randomly-random #2:
today i didnt go for swimming training. hhahahaha. 'cause i end school at 3pm today! which supposed to be at 5pm. cause my last 2hours lesson was cancelled. and i was too lazy to wait for my training to start. i have to wait for like 3hours, if im were to wait for the training. SO, i went to swim by myself! hahahaa.

randomly-random #3:
i felt wobbly and achy after swimming.

randomly-random #4:
i used my new goggles! hahhahaa. i FINALLY can see in the pool! hahhahaa. i love my new goggles. even my friend say it's nice. hahahhaa. ((:

randomly-random #5:
i listen to music via phone. anyway it's cool! hahhahaa..

randomly-random #6:
my friend going to swim with me every wednesday. hahaha. so, i dont think im going for training anymore. haiyah, i can train myself. hahahaha.. ((: later.. they come and poach over to join them. ahahhaha. (think too much).. hee hee

okay..
uh huh...
jalgayo!
annyong hee ju mu sae yo!! ((:

there's a number of things that i really want to say (sis, it's not random!)....

#1
it feels like 2am now, though it's like only 10pm! i seriously feel very tired. and sleepy. hahahahha...

#2
i went to church today!! i did both sound system and projections today.

#3
i want to spend more time with God. cause i feel that i wont spending much time with Him. after writing down my week today in cell. i came into conclusion that i wasnt spending much time with Him.

#4
oh yesterday. me and sis have a sister to sister talk. hahahaha. ((: and we have a romantic walk in the park. hahahahahah...

#5
i feel that it's difficult to maintain a good friendship. cause joycelyn and i only met during the holidays. and and i think we're drifting apart. i cant say the main problem is that we're in different school. but... it just take 2 hands to clap.

#6
poly life is great. thank God. and after i step into poly life. i think that i've been to town for alot of time. cause whenever i meet with girlfriends we will meet in town. cause we live in different places, so town is the most suitable places to meet.

#7
i think im going for training on monday. hahaha. (my sis will go "ahhhh, finally you made up your mind!!) ahahahahhaa...

#8
im spending too much. hahahaha...

#9
it feels like 3am now. hahahhahah. im seriously very sleepy. hahahahaha...

okay, i really cannot think. i think i'll go and watch tv now. hahahahah..
jalgayo.
annyong hee ju mu sae yo.