my 205th post.. and this is my last last last post. hahahaaa..
after being emo-ed/random/randomly-random/serious/happy/excited..... hahhahaa..
haiyah! cut the long story short... my new URL is
http://www.inhisunfailinglove.wordpress.com
its' super easy to remember. 'cause it's the same name. ahahahhaa.. anyway.. just go there and see la. if you like it, you can change to wordpress too! hahahhaha...
today's first test was unexpectedly easy. im not hao lian-ing. but ya.. it's was so easy until i really question myself. but yes, it's that simple. second test was good. 'cause we get some tips from other classes about what's coming out in the test.. hahahhaa... still thank God, thank God..
tomorrow i've another test (again). internet computing. sigh. but but it's a open book test. one thing that i dont really like open book test is that, the test tend to be difficult. seriously. 'cause the lecturer will say 'cause if too simple all the answers can be found in the book. erhh, which is true. but then again.. open book test is for students to pass one mah.
okay.. i have 2 test tomorrow!! ahhhh.. and the best thing is that i dont have any breaks in between! and and tomorrow when i reach school it's my FIRST test of the day. and to end the day, i'll have my another test.
and and my nose is very naughty. it keep running. and it wont stop! )): and and my mum is having her second round of sickness, just because she hugged me yesterday! hahahaha..
today i bravely killed this disgusting cockroach. it's super disgusting can. hahahaha. i dont go much into detail. hahhaa. cause it's really long. hahahahaha. the only thing is that after i killed the cockroach, my whole family member wakes up. so, that's how much noise i made. hahhahaha.. but then again, i killed a disgusting cockroach! that's enough. hahhahaha...
and and, today i've make-up lesson on e-commerce. hahahaha. and today is the end of e-commerce part 1. and next monday, i've e-commerce part 2. by different lecturer. one is by business lecturer, another by engineering lecturer. ((:
ohh, and and. i signed on this cloth, that i think it will be sent to sichuan. it's about our prayers to them. and i wrote in english. ahahahha. cause i really dont know how to write. but i think they only know how to read my name and "jia you" cause i wrote that in chinese. hahahaha.. but it's still cool.. ((:
oh, my darling laptop is BACKKK!! hahahahahhhahaha!!! my sister PURPOSELY took my laptop during her lunch break. hahahah. my sis sms me: your darling laptop is in the office with me enjoying the aircon and being very comfortable in it's black case" hahahahaha..
oh, and and and last last week after youth service. we went to trumpet praise. and i brought a BOOK! hahaha. this the second time i brought a Christian book to read. ((: and and the book is nice to read can. hahahhahaa.. ((: the book is "the Jesus i never knew"sound so.. yah, i understand. but it's really a GOOD book. ((:
*what makes us human is not our mind but our heart, not our ability to think but our ability to love.
okay. i have one good news and one bad news. which is linked together...
okay.. bad news first.
i left my darling laptop in my keyboard class. so smart ah. i think only i can do this thing only. hahahahha.. okay, here's the WHOLE story.....
my sis supposed to bring laptop to church today. and my laptop being light and nice (this is i say one.. hahahaha) she decided to bring my laptop to church today. so being a nice and good sister, i let her bring my laptop to church. hee hee. anyway, i went out with her today.. she have to go to main church for practice. and me for keyboard lesson.
so when we are in the mrt train. my sis asked me to bring my laptop for keyboard lesson. cause she have to walk to main church which is far. so, being (again) a nice and good sister i agreed. hahahhahaa.. so everything was fine and lesson was on.. and then it was time to go off. so i left the class..
i went to bishan to meet my sister to go to church together. i brought lunch for her. and then got a ride from bishan interchange to church. and then went i reach church. my sis suddenly pop up this question "where's your laptop?" then i "*shocked*, OH! i left it at the keyboard class" then i quickly took up my handphone, my sis was like "why you take out your handphone? you got their number meh?" then i "no, hahahahah."
long and short, my sister got their number. and she helped me to call them. and they found it (this is the good news that i want to say) and then my sister going to take my laptop for me on tuesday, during her lunch break (her work place is near my keyboard place). so yar.. i will have my laptop back on tuesday.
and my sister will have back her laptop on tuesday. 'cause i will be using it. hahahhahaha. so bad right. haahaha. but actually her laptop quite nice to type and use. the only thing is that it's heavy that's all. hahahahhaha.. ((:
i dont think will got anyone like me. i forget all about my laptop until my sister told me la. i think if she didnt ask me, i will not remember it. ahahahahahah. anyway, thank God that i left it at the keyboard class, not like in the bus stop or something. hahahhaha..
thank God, thank God. ((:
I WOKE UP LATE TODAY! very late! hhaahhahaha...
today's lesson supposed to start at 8am! but then i woke up suddenly at 7.30am! hahhahaa. and i was wondering if today is wednesday or thursday. but when i realised that it is wednesday, i literally "jump" up from my bed. and i bathe very very very quickly. hahahahhahaha...
when i finish bathing, i check my phone. i put 6.45pm, instead of 6.45am! hahahahah. anyway, my dad gave me money to take cab down to school. hee hee. and when i reach school..... my lecturer didnt come! *faints* then i take cab for nothing. ahhhhh.. )): hahahhahahaa...
im craving for burger king breakfast.
im craving for charsiew pauuu. hahahahahhahaa
finally tomorrow is thursday. ((: monday no SCHOOL!! hahahhahahaha. ((:
it's Mothers' Day today!! ((: hahahahaha..
anyway, i went to swim in the afternoon.. ((: yea, im trying (notice the underline) to exercise 3times a week. and i put up my timetable for exercising. hopefully, it's every wednesday, friday and sunday. hahahaha..
and oh, and our family celebrated mothers' day by having steamboat at home. having our dinner together as a family. the only thing is that my grandmother didnt join us. but.. anyway, we have our dinner from 8plus to 10pm! hahahhaah. very long hor. ahhaahhaa. but i didnt notice that it's 10pm until i on the tv and it's news. ahhahaha..
oh, me and sis brought this "boxing" massager for my mum. ahhahaha.
there's 3 different uses:
1) can massage back
2) can massage her feet
3) can "box" my dad. hahahahahaha..
okay.. can forget about number 3. ahhahahaha... but my mum really happily "boxing" my dad with the massager. and my dad was like sitting there for my mum to "box" him. hahahaha. and the only thing he said was "very pain eh", "really very pain". hahahah. that's all... and i really feel that today my mum is especially very VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY HAPPY!!! (((:
and we have ice-cream after that. ((:
and i cant go for church camp. i've school till 8june!! ahhhh...
there's several stuff i want to say. but i dont know how to put it in sentences. it's somehow being serious and randomly-random.
serious #1:
i watched this video from Godtube, which Michael sent to me.
serious #2:
am i really saved?
serious #3:
am i a fake Christian or am i a real Christian?
serious #4:
"Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it. But small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life, and only a few find it." [Matthew 7:13-14]
Am i walking in the narrow gate and road that leads to life? or am i walking in the wide and broad road that leads to destruction?
serious #5:
"Watch out for false prophets. They come to you in sheep's clothing, but inwardly they are ferocious wolves. By their fruits you will recognize them. Do people pick grapes from thornbushes, or figs from thistles? Likewise every good tree bears good fruit, but a bad tree bears bad fruit. A good tree cannot bear bad fruit, and a bad tree cannot bear good fruit. Every tree that does not bear good fruit is cut down and thrown into the fire. Thus, by their fruit you will recognize them. [Matthew 7:15-20]
am i the good tree that bear good fruit? or am i the tree that bear bad fruit, that will be cut down and been thrown into the fire?
serious #6:
"Not everyone who says to me, 'Lord Lord,' will enter the kingdom of heaven, but only he who does the will of my Father who is in heaven. Many eill say to me on that day, 'Lord Lord, did we not prophesy in your name, and in your name drive out demons and perform many miracles?' Then I will tell them plainly, 'I never knew you. Away from me, you evildoers!' [Matthew 7:21-23]
Jesus, do you know me?
serious #7:
i think i feel comfortable on where and what im doing now. which is not good. )):
serious #8:
i seriously need to spend more time with God.
*
randomly-random #1:
i swam 1500m today ALL BY MYSELF for only half an hour!! hahhahaa. i swim super fast can. hahaha. i swam more and faster than my training
randomly-random #2:
today i didnt go for swimming training. hhahahaha. 'cause i end school at 3pm today! which supposed to be at 5pm. cause my last 2hours lesson was cancelled. and i was too lazy to wait for my training to start. i have to wait for like 3hours, if im were to wait for the training. SO, i went to swim by myself! hahahaa.
randomly-random #3:
i felt wobbly and achy after swimming.
randomly-random #4:
i used my new goggles! hahhahaa. i FINALLY can see in the pool! hahhahaa. i love my new goggles. even my friend say it's nice. hahahhaa. ((:
randomly-random #5:
i listen to music via phone. anyway it's cool! hahhahaa..
randomly-random #6:
my friend going to swim with me every wednesday. hahaha. so, i dont think im going for training anymore. haiyah, i can train myself. hahahaha.. ((: later.. they come and poach over to join them. ahahhaha. (think too much).. hee hee
okay..
uh huh...
jalgayo!
annyong hee ju mu sae yo!! ((:
there's a number of things that i really want to say (sis, it's not random!)....
#1
it feels like 2am now, though it's like only 10pm! i seriously feel very tired. and sleepy. hahahahha...
#2
i went to church today!! i did both sound system and projections today.
#3
i want to spend more time with God. cause i feel that i wont spending much time with Him. after writing down my week today in cell. i came into conclusion that i wasnt spending much time with Him.
#4
oh yesterday. me and sis have a sister to sister talk. hahahaha. ((: and we have a romantic walk in the park. hahahahahah...
#5
i feel that it's difficult to maintain a good friendship. cause joycelyn and i only met during the holidays. and and i think we're drifting apart. i cant say the main problem is that we're in different school. but... it just take 2 hands to clap.
#6
poly life is great. thank God. and after i step into poly life. i think that i've been to town for alot of time. cause whenever i meet with girlfriends we will meet in town. cause we live in different places, so town is the most suitable places to meet.
#7
i think im going for training on monday. hahaha. (my sis will go "ahhhh, finally you made up your mind!!) ahahahahhaa...
#8
im spending too much. hahahaha...
#9
it feels like 3am now. hahahhahah. im seriously very sleepy. hahahahaha...
okay, i really cannot think. i think i'll go and watch tv now. hahahahah..
jalgayo.
annyong hee ju mu sae yo.
my body was aching the WHOLE day! ahhhhh.. it's seriously very aching la. i walked like penguin today. and and my dearest and wonderful friend are using my aching to bully me. humph. hahahahahah. i have such a GOOD friend!! ((:
tomorrow is the last day of the week! yay-ness. thursday and friday NO SCHOOL!! hahahahaa. so cool! ((:
OH OH OH! my sis brought charsiew pauu for me today for dinner. hee hee. kam sa ham ni da. ((:
i really want to post a decent post. but then again.. i wasnt really the right mind to think. so yar.. here goes the unlinked and random-ness again... ((:
random #1:
my bag was heavy today
random #2:
my whole body aching 'cause of training.
random #3:
i feel so wobbly and weak. not because of yesterday. but it's the training today.
random #4:
my poor little toes are having a hard time now. 'cause it's having blisters. blister came to my toes 'cause of the warming up before training. yar it sure to warm our body, and using all the energy inside. we ran like 4rounds around the pool. ran on the spot. jump on the spot. push up. shorter version of sit ups. we did all this barefooted and the floor is super duper HOT. that's when blister came.. )):
random #5:
i swam the MOST laps of my life today. SERIOUSLY. i did like erhh.. *counting* around 2000m!! continuously. yes, it's CONTINUOUSLY!! (OH YA, it link back to random #2 & #3)
random #6:
i feel that i've lost 10kg. okay la, maybe 5kg. HA!
random #7:
i waited for like 10years for my hokkien mee.
random #8:
i havent stop sneezing after i bathe.
random #9:
i still havent eat my charsiew pauu yet..
random #10:
this is the first time i reach home, i dont have to bathe. (not that im lazy, but i bathe in school after swimming)
random #11:
i walk like a penguin.
random #12:
my sister just burp LOUDLY. (so unglam). tsk.tsk.tsk.
random #13:
im very tired and sleepy now.
random #14:
my phone was out of battery.
okay. i think that's all. hahhahahhhaha. it seriously a tired and a wobbly day. hahahhahaha
jalgayo!
annyong hee ju mu sae yo.
im still craving for charsiew pauuuu!! hahahaha!! who can buy charsiew pau for me and FedEx it to my house. my address is... uh huh. note down already? remember to FedEx it to my house! ((:
anyway, minds today after youth service. but before going to minds, we have a mini cell group in church until 5pm. and then we set off to city hall, to meet the others. have chicken rice for dinner, cause minds food are expensive. so.. had our dinner before going in to minds.
played many many games. and and the whole place is so noisy. hahahahaa. full with people's voices, laughters and screams. HAHAHAH!! seriously. i had a sore throat after leaving minds. i was practically screaming my way through the other people's voices, so that my friends are able to hear what i've said.
so i came out of minds with a sore throat. )): hahahahahaa... and im super thirsty and sleepy now. hahahaha. ((:
OH! today bee came for minds. and and she confirm with me that she's coming to my house this friday! ahhh, and thursday is a PUBLIC HOLIDAY! yay-ness. hahahahahahahaa. 'cause thursday is my longest day. and then public holiday means no school. so no night classes. and somemore friday no school. so i've 4DAYS of resting (plus weekends). hahahha. double yay-ness. ((:
randomly.. random.. hahahhahaa...
#1
no school today. which makes me really happy! cause i dont have to travel to and fro from school to home.
#2
im craving for charsiew pauuuu!! but the auntie at the coffee shop near my house that sells charsiew pau is pretty fierce.
bee! your best friend. hahahahahahha
#3
i love to do word search. even though sometimes it takes ages to find just one word.
#4
i love to play keyboard. ((:
#5
i love to swim! it releases my stress. (though i dont have it now)
#6
i completed my goal (long time ago) of reading the Bible in 1 year! which makes me really happy!
#7
i want to go to korea! haahaha. (annyong ha sae yo!)
#8
im afraid of end-times.
#9
i want to play tennis.
bee! lets play tennis!!
#10
my parents are going for holiday trip! (but the place they want to go... is weird)
okay.
hahhaa.
jalgayo!
annyong hee ju mu sae yo!! ((:
it's going to be random
#1: i feel like vomitting.
#2: i hurt my right small toe. it was stepped by a stranger who was talking to his friend and didnt notice me.
#3: school ended early.
#4: i ate little for dinner today.
#5: i miss bee.
#6: i want to exercise. (tennis, swim, sauna, gym, badminton, etc...)
bee let's go exericse;
#7: i want to understand all the modules that i took this semester.
#8: i love impact sweet.
#9: i love my hair now.
#10: im craving for hokkien mee.
#11: i want someone to sent me to school everyday. im tired to wake up early to go to school. hahhahaahhhahaha... (forget it)
#12: im going to minds cafe this sat.
#13: i love being left handed. hahahahah
okay... hahahhaha...
jalgayo!
annyong hee ju mu sae yo...
dad shoot me with alot of questions today during dinner. and i was left there speechless. i didnt spoke a single word. i felt so useless. but in my heart, i was praying "God, tell me what to say i dont know how to answer all his questions."
the words that came out from his mouth was just tearing my heart apart. i was bleeding inside. i was crying loudly inside. i was afraid. i was all alone by myself. i felt useless. i dont know how to answer all his questions. i dont know how to make him understand. i really dont know.
at that point i really hope that my sis is just beside me. at least she will or rather she can answer all my dad's questions.
i dont feel like talking about it anymore. )):
i am hurt.
i really am.
tomorrow NO school! hahahhahahaa... but tomorrow my sis and me have to bring my grandmother for regular checkups at hougang polyclinic. so, i dont think i can sleep till late, as i thought i can. but then again, it's just tomorrow. hee hee..
night class today was really really tiring. cause partly it's in the night. and during the night, i normally slack and slack more. but then, this time have to be concentrating FULLY! but i was practically yawning away. it's super boring can. as in... it's the first lesson of that module. and then, it is theory. so... i was bored.
and and, i've decided to bring my specs every night class. cause it's difficult to concentrate with your eyes super dry. and it feels that my contact lens is going to drop anytime. so i shall wear my specs every night class. hahahahhaha
tomorrow will be practically the WHOLE day! hahahhaaha. from 1010 to 2130! like oh my gosh! hahhahaa. but on friday no school! hahhahahahaa...
and and club crawl (cca orientation) is tomorrow. and and the girls in my class are going to join at least one cca. so.. so, im going there too. to decide on which cca to choose or something. but i really hope that i wont be too busy, and then i'll neglect my walk with God. i really dread to see that happens. )):
today... AH! i was late for lesson! hahahha. FIRST TIME! i set my alarm clock at 6am today. and then i've decided to sleep alittle longer, and then rather to put it in snooze mood, i off my alarm. and then i went back to sleep. hahahahhaa. but really thank God, i felt somebody waking me up. hhhhaah. then i suddenly "jump" up from my bed. then i look at the time! 7am! then i rush like anything. hahahahahhaa.
i reach school at 8.30am. then i quite dissapointed la. cause like that i counted as absent or something. but in the end, the lecturer pass around the attendance list. so i signed. ((: so, i dont think i'll be counted as absent or something. ((: so thank God, thank God.
yes yes, school start today!!!!! and and we've started our lesson straight away. without going off super early for any modules this semester.
and and the lecturer are not as nice as last year's lecturer. especially maths. my maths lecturer make us run up and down the stairs. as in he told us to buy maths study plan and lecture notes from the printing shop. then when we brought the notes. he came back and tell us to go and buy maths textbook from the bookstore, which is like a distance away! and the best thing is that he didnt even use the textbook today! humph!
that's not all, when he teach. no his not teaching. he just blah out the answers without the whole lecture group's understanding. yes yes, i know that this is all we learn from year 1. but arent the lecturer always recap. so that we will have better understanding?!?! after 2 hours of his lecture, i walked out of this class without understanding anything. ):
e-commerce is boring!! i think cause it's introduction to the module. that's why it's so lengthy and boring. but when it's lab session, than it's different. cause we have to go to different website and stuff. hahahahaha. and and i found out from the module that there's actually this website that sells local favourites from golden mile hawker centre and also miss clarity cafe or geylang's famous beef horfun and frog porridge! so dont have to go so far to buy all those, just call them and they will deliver it to your doorstep! so cool huh! i dont know there's this kind of service till i went for this module!! hahhahahahahahahahahaha.
of all the modules that im taking. i only brought 3 books! hahahhahaha. haiyah, this 3books already make my bag so so so so so HEAVY! and i scare that my bag going to spoilt or something. and and i found out that my bag is small as compared to my friend's bag. hahahhaha. and i have to buy the rest of my books tomorrow. before all the lessons. ((:
No resurrection, no Christianity.
-- Michael Ramsey
This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins.
-- 1 John 4:10
okay. that's all.
im afraid; im really am.
im scare; im really am.
cause it's going to be end times.
my heart is beating very fast now.
sis told me what pastor told the church yesterday.
and some how..
i afraid that all this will happen real soon.
soon in the blink of eyes.
maybe end times is tomorrow.
maybe is now.
i dont know.
For God did not call us to be impure, but to live a holy life. Therefore, he who rejects this instruction does not reject man but God, who gives you his Holy Spirit.
-- 1 Thessalonians 4:7-8
FINALLY we finish chionging the korean drama! hahahhaa.
we really chionged all the way! hahahhaha. bee came at around 1plus, and we start chionging korean drama. we not even thinking of playing tennis. hahha. we stop the korean drama at 5pm near 6pm to go downstairs for dinner. after dinner we continue to chiong korean drama. till 11pm! whoa! hahahhahaha.
and and the ending was GREAT! hahahhaa. i really really like the ending. and the main character. hahahaha.
i smell a little chocolate-tee.. hahahhahahaha!!
i brought this soap from NTUC. hahaha. it have chocolate smell can.. super alike. super strong. super nice smell.. super like chocolate eh!
but after bathing, i only smell a little chocolate-tee. the smell is not as strong as when i smell from the bottle itself.
so i offically smell a little chocolate-tee. ((:
had dinner with my cindy and qian qian. serene was supposed to come today, but then she was sick.. so... we went without her. we ate ma la huo guo at bugis. 19bucks per head and 80cents for each towels! wasted. i didnt use the towel. so, i waste 80cents. and they earn a extra un-used towel. humph.
anyway, we were seated downstairs. and downstairs floor is unusually slippery. so, each step i took is difficult and careful. one kan chiong-ness will cause a fall, and many people looking, and of course your friends laugher. hahahhaa. nothing happened la. as in i didnt fall or something.
the food there is great! and of course, we didnt finish up the food that we took. such a waste. but then, we really tried our best. how much can 3 girls eat? hahahhaa.
after eating, whoa! i feel super heavy la! i eat too much already. i think i ate last 4days and tomrrow breakfast and lunch portion already.. hahahaha. it's super DUPER full la. hahhaha. ((:
*school starting REAL soon! thinking of it, give me butterfilies in my stomach. im afraid.
** joycelyn is coming back to singapore SOON!
***bee's coming on monday to chiong finish korean drama
****erhh, no more. hahahhaha. *runs*
bee came. and we chionged korean drama together. we actually wanted to go for tennis, but then it was raining. so... it was cancelled. hhahahaha. ((:
chiong korean drama today can. it's really chiong. we watch a total of 8hours! from 12pm to 8pm! hahahhaa. liew, and we not yet finish the drama. bee coming on monday to chiong another 8 more episodes. so it's a total of anothehr 8 more hours! 2 more DVD disc to go. ((:
going to school reopen already. on the 14april! another 10 more days! and now im year 2! YEAR 2 EH! wah liew, abit fast ah! hahahhaha. ((:
and and tomorrow im going dinner with my poly friends. :P
erhhh, okay. bye. *runs*
"I am not the Christ but am sent ahead of him. The bride belongs to the bridegroom. The friend who attends the bridegroom waits and listens for him, and is full of joy when he hears the bridegroom's voice. That joy is mine, and it is now complete."
-- John 3:28-29
okay, that is the verse for today. hahahahhaa.
anyway, TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY!!! ((: today cell group's outing at mindcafe. ((: i asked a couple of friends to join me, cause will be also celebrating my birthday.hahahahah. but only one came. ((: thanks yan keat. hahahahhaah. anyway, really really happy that he came. and he supposedly have to work today. but he purposely took off to come to the outing. ((:
when to various checkpoints/pit stops to wait for other people. and finally settled ourselves in mindcafe. played many many games. make many many noise. shout. screams. laugh. stayed there for around 3hours. i think. ((: and i really really hope that yan keat really really enjoyed himself there. ((:
yan keat went off after paying the money for the mindcafe. some other went off too. then we have our dinner at cafe cartel. a total of 8 person having dinner there. ((:
yesterday my parents celebrate my birthday with me at billy bombers. we have our dinner at billy bombers. ((:
thank God for everything. ((:
tears swelled up my eyes when i read this poem.. though this is not the first time i read this poem, but then again.... i love reading this poem. ((:
... for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, and are justified freely by his grace through the redemption that came by Christ Jesus.
Romans 3:23-24
i felt rejected and sad this few days. i ask sis, and she put it across to me that i shouldnt feel sad cause i done what i should do. and if i didnt do what i should do, then i should feel sad.
whatever the case is, leave it to God.
IT'S EASTER SUNDAY!!! ((:
obviously it's sunday. hahahahahahha...
and, there's a different between good friday and easter sunday.
Oh, keyboard lesson was confirmed today. and and the timing that gave me was GREAT! was it's not wednesday after school, but rather it's saturday morning. though, i have to wake up early and stuff. hahaahhaa.
and oh, joycelyn will be going off to vietnam tomorrow!! ahhhh, hahahhaa. no more wednesday meeting with her. she'll be back in singapore on next sat. i think.
and and, bee will be back in singapore on friday. ((:
annyong ha sae yo,
actually this should be type yesterday. but then yesterday's post was about my results. so.. haiyah, it doesnt make any difference right..
anyways, my phone were giving me all kinds of funny problem yesterday. it got hang for no reason. and i got pretty irritated by that. hahahaha..
and also joycelyn also have to go to samsung to change her phone charger, cause it was not function as it should be.
so, being at samsung service centre. which i also want to thank God that samsung was in century square. cause other service centre is like very far away la. so.. joycelyn ask for her charger to be change. and yes, it's a one to one exchange. hahaha. and then i have my phone asked. so, the problem that my phone have is that i always recieve broken msg. which is very very very very irritating. i'll get a broken msg when if a singtel user sent a 2 or more long msg to my phone. i will only get to read the first page. and the person say that it's the software problem in my phone. and she say that she will upgrade my phone's software. and it will be around 3-4hours.
i did mention that my phone got hang for no reason. and actually i wanted to tell the person. then i didnt mention to her. as i were passing the phone to her, my phone got hang again. and the person saw the hang phone. so, she offered to service my phone. and she being kind and observant. she saw the side of my phone the silver colour paint is peeling. so she also offered to service the paint peeling thingy. and she say that the whole service will last 5-7days!! i nearly faint infront of her. hahahah. days eh! not hours!!
but anyway, my phone is under FULL warranty. so sent all i can, and make use of the warranty. ((: and im using another phone while my phone is under service. oh wells, my phone under service will be out nice and pretty. ((:
and i really want to thank God for joycelyn, for her bringing her charger to change at samsung. or else, i dont think i'll sent my phone for service. hee hee. ((:
annyong ha sae yo,
RESULTS ARE OUT!!!
got back my results today morning. i stayed up late, just to wait for my results. hahahha. results out at 12.45am instead of 6am. and and and, most of my classmates were online can. all waiting for the results to be out. all so kan chiong.
results this semester is good. i did better than last semester. it's God grace. ((: i didnt expect much this semester. but but, God is faithful. He helped me, guide me through the exams, give me displine to study and many many more. all i can say that He helped me in ALL my modules.
the first module that i really really really really want to thank God for is Engineering Science. im not a science person. and i just pass my class test. and when i went for the exam, i did all the questions. and then i found out that there's some mistake that i did wrongly. and that question is that if made one mistake, the whole answer will be wrong. and i think there's alot of mistake la. then, i was super worried, cause i dont want to stay back another semester to re-take that module. i got a B! see, it's God's grace.. ((:
the second module that i really really really really want to thank God for is french language 1. firstly, cause i dont like the language. and secondly, i dont like the lecturer. hahhhahaha. we have this listening test, and i really really bad at it. i just pass the listening test. and the role play... i not too very sure. and the class test, i dont know how to do. after the exam, i was super worried can. i dont want to stay back another semester to complete another comprementry studies. i got a C! OH YA, i submit the opt-out form to the office. and if im able or not able to opt-out of french language, it's God's will. ((: all Glory to God.
the third module that i really really really really want to thank God for is Analog Electronics Project. though it's a pass or fail module. and many people say that the lecturer rarely will fail students, unless the student didnt do the project or something. i want to thank God that i pass the module, cause my project didnt work as it should be working. and the lecturer say that he will check and then see if he will pass or fail us. i was super scared can. i pass la. ((: thank God, thank God.
the fourth module that i really really really really want to thank God for is Communication Skills 1. communication skill is mostly assignment based. we have 2 presentations and 1 exam for this module. so, God have been helping me throughout la. from the assignment part to the presentations to the examination. God have been with me through my presentations. during my presentation He put words into my mouth, of what i should say. and He took away the fear that i've. i got an A!! ((: it's God's grace la.
the other four modules is my core modules. i also want to thank God for... Engineering Math (i got an A), Electrical Principles (i got an A), Analog Electronics (i got an A), Computer & Programming 1 (i got a B+). all these i want to thank God because these modules have common test and final examination. and God have been through with me. the times when i really want to give up, and not to study for the modules. He gave me a heart of displine. the times when i really tired and weary, He gave me rest. the times when im really scared and nervous before and after exam, He took away my fear and gave me peace. ((: all to Him.
all the grades that i gotten, it's not by me. but it's by Him. He who make these grades possible. ((: all Glory to You!!
annyong ha sae yo,
bee is flying off to thailand tomorrow.
and i wont be sending her off... cause i'll be alone!! ):
oh ya, today bee and pearle came to my house.. and of course, bee finally eat sambal fried rice and hokkien mee near my place the coffee shop. we kept pushing back the time.. hahah. and finally!! ((:
i think tomorrow i'll be staying up late.. to wait for my results. hahahhaa. the school system stated that it will be on 18Mar'08 at 6am. but i heard from my friends that last semester the results are out at 12plus. so, i think i'll be waiting for my results. hahahaha.
annyong ha sae yo,
till now im still amazed how God work, even in small ways. after meeting joycelyn, i have to buy this milk (in liquid form) for my grandmother. which only can be brought from the NTUC near my house. i tried to find it at the interchange and cheers, they didnt sell it.
i went to take bus 69, which is the nearest to the NTUC. and it suddenly rain heavily can. it's like super heavily. even im in the shade i still get myself wet, it's that heavy. so i went to the longest route to the NTUC without getting myself wet.
after buying the milk. i dont want to walk to the front gate, partly cause it was far and it is raining. so i walked to the side gate, which apparently i dont have the card to open the gate. cause i lost it last year. and i dont want to walk to the front gate. so all i can do was to wait, wait for people to come out or for people to go in.
when im on my way to the side gate, i prayed a very very very very short prayer. asking God for people to go out or to go in through the side gate. so i cross the road, and standing at the gate there, waiting. and no one. it was super quiet. and then i have this strong feeling to open the gate. and i was thinking, how to open the gate, where i dont have the card. and the gate was repaired. i tried twice, and twice the gate was locked, there's no way i can open the gate. but still, the strong feeling was there, it got stronger. so i went up, and pull the gate. TADAHHHHHH!!! it OPEN!! seriously, the gate wasnt lock.
thank God, thank God. ((:
im still amazed. hahahhahaha...
annyong ha sae yo,
chalet was fun! hee hee. though didnt stay overnight, but i really enjoyed myself. hahahhaha... super fun can!
and and, most of my friends owned a PSP. and some of the games can multiplayer one. and the game that i love the most, i always play one is "burnout". it's a car game. super nice to play one. hahahhaa.
OH! and how can i forget this part where i got pulled, dragged and pushed to the sea yesterday. and i got carried and thrown to the swimming pool on the today. all thanks to.. *you know who you are* *grins*
but still, i've fun! though getting myself wet. haahha. OH! before i land myself in the pool, the whole group of us caught in the rain. and yes, we played and kick the pool of water. just like how small kids/children will do that. hahahhaha. but obviously we did it happily la. hahahhaahahah
and of course, how can i ever forget about the celebration of birthday yesterday. yesterday was one of my classmate birthday. and yes, we helped him to celebrate his birthday. and of course it was together with classmate who born in the month of march. OH! i got this wonderful birthday presents can! hahahhaa. super nice. ((:
though body ache now. everywhere pain. but i really really have fun. though it rain ALOT today. but still i have FUN! ((: thank God, thank God. ((:
annyong ha sae yo,
yadah, holiday continue. hahahahah. as usual. i watched finish korean drama. hahahahha. okay, the ending was a happy one. but it wasnt what i was thinking it should be. hais. hahahhahaa.
anyway, yesterday went out with amanda. hahahhaa. we finally get to eat subway. after so long of complaining, not having the chance to eat subway. and ta-dah! we ate subway yesterday. we met at 11am, have our branch. and off we go, shopping. ya i finally got myself out of my house, and having some fresh air. hahahaha. walked around the whole of century square, tampines mall and eastpoint. brought what we wanted. i reached home before 5pm, cause amanda meeting joanne.
church today. fun. enjoy myself everytime there's church. ((: OH! i read finish my book! hahahhaa. like finally la. hahaahha. i was engrossed with my book, when the worship team was having their practices. ((: the book was NICE can! ((: i love this kind of books!! ((:
movie tomorrow. i know. it's gonna to be expensive. cause tomorrow is sunday. but there's no choice. im going to watch korean movie with bee! ((: it would be fun! hahaaha.. ((:
annyong ha sae yo,
holidays continue. as usual. hahahhaha. met Joycelyn today. we watched "the leap years". the movie ticket cost 6bucks can. hahahaha. we watched at golden village. it's 6bucks because we showed our student pass. and tadah, 6bucks for a movie ticket. ((: cheap can. ahahhaha. OH, it only happen on monday to friday before 6pm. hahahaha.
the movie is nice can. hahahaha. super! ((:
OH OH OH!! i just remembered (after 10mins): that the movie "the leap year" used Corrinne May's song.. cool ah!! ahhahahah. ((: okaay, that's all. hahahahaha..
annyong ha sae yo,
it's HOLIDAY time!!!!! ((:
it offically started on wednesday! but then.. hahahhahahah
holiday is really a slacking time for me. hahahaha. i slack, slack and more slack. hahhahaa. going to become a fossil sooner or later.
anyway, i wasnt out the whole day today. practically changing channels of the tv. cause sunday there isnt any nice show can. and channel 5 is showing some golf game. which is not very interesting, to me.
okay, it's time to buy/rent some DVD to watch. hahhahaha. ((:
okay, im bored now.
annyong ha sae yo,
last paper - analog electronics is OVER!!!!
finally there's no more papers awaiting for me. hahahhaa. im waiting for this day for a very VERY VERY long time. ahahahhaha
as usual, not going to talk much about the paper. cause it's really no point in doing that. but actually, im quite worried about my results. but then again, i still have to trust Him.
after the exam, i when to meet joycelyn at tamp. finally we went to pizza hut. hahahah. it's been so long since we met. and when we meet each other, we were like "hello-ing" to each other. even when we are not very near to each other. hahahha. the passer-by was like thinking that we are insane. hahahahaa.
OH, i read finish the 11th chapter of my storybook. i wept. )): seriously. i was reading the book in the bus. and people were like looking at me, cause im reading a storybook, yet im crying. but then again, who care!! hahahhaa. the storybook is super touching... aww. i think im going to summarize the whole book, of course when i finish reading the book la. hahahahaha..
SURPRISE!!!
look at the time!! i woke up at 6.30am this morning!! aiyoh! surprise are my mum and dad. hahahha. i rarely will wake up so early. okay, i never wake up so early without my alarm clock.
i really cant get myself to sleep. i was like tossing and turning on my bed. i woke up serveral time. cause my body is super aching. especially my back area. every part of my body is aching now. )):
thank God it's "holiday" and all i can do now is to study for tomorrow's up-coming exam. i will be super mad if i wake up this early on my holiday. cause i will have practically nothing to do if i wake up this early. i wont study, cause it's holiday. if i wont study. then all i can do is to use the computer, find something to do. and to wait till nice programe are out on tv. hahahha.
okay, i'll get on with my studies now.
annyong ha sae yo,
second last paper - computer and programming 1 is OVER!! ((:
abit long ah! hahhaahah. one more paper to go, and IM DONE!! ((:
the best thing about poly is that when you finish your paper before time's up, you can leave the examination hall. but this only make me kan chiong. hahahaha. computer and programming 1 exam today. start at 4pm and end at 6pm. the time is not even 5pm, i saw many many students stand up and pass up their papers. im super stress can.
im not yet finish the paper yet. and many many students pass up their paper. im i too slow, or are they too fast. but anyway, i was concentrating on my paper. and when i look up, to my surprise. i was the second last person in my class to leave. it never happen before. hahahaha.
one more paper, and im done with semestral examination. excited, but not so. confusing la. and march is coming so fast. i think because feb have 29days this year.
oh oh oh, and im meeting joycelyn this week!!! ((: it's been like ages since i last saw her.
annyong ha sae yo,
exam continues tomorrow...
i did studied for tomorrow's exam!!
time really passing quickly. it seems that i've just finish the second paper. and there's 4 more days to study. it's sunday today can.. hahahaha.
oh! i brought a book yesterday. a Christian book. the book is called "I dared to call Him Father", okay it's not the title of the book that interest me. but rather the words that below the title.. so, without further thinking if i should buy the book, i brought it. ((: okay, im at the fourth chapter now.
i started reading today. and after reading pages by pages, i wont want to stop reading. yes, even tomorrow's my exam. i still want to continue reading. i read till lunch time. and after lunch time i started studying. though i only read the fourth chapter, but im pretty sure that it will be impactful and good. just like "Billy Sunday" and "Sojourner Truth", i like the stories of them. it's so cool!! ((:
okay, i'll continue the storybook tomorrow. ((:
annyong ha sae yo,
exams resume in 3days time...
okay, i did study for my up-coming exam!! hahaa.
anyway, i was really thinking. about relationships. okay, i know it's random. but.. everyone have relationships. friendships, boy-girl relationships, and of course relationship with parents are also important.
seeing how some of my friends have broken relationship, be it friends or BGR. it really impacted me. alot. and not forgetting the tears that they shed, the hurt they have to bear. i really cant imagine, what if one day joycelyn wasnt my friend anymore. what if misunderstanding arises.
what if...
talking about relationships. cell group last saturday was about relationship too. and serveral questions was asked. and one of them is media. today, i watched the 7o'clock show. there is this scene that xiao wang zi was crying badly because he found out something about his girlfriend. but after the advertisement, he's okay. everything in media is fast-forward. but i cant blame them from that. cause if they dont fast-forward it will never end. but in real life? it will be totally different.
these days i always be thinking about the end-times. and i really think that it will happen very soon. what if God suddenly come, and im not prepared. and all the promises that i promise God, havent been done. where will i go when God come?
sometime there's this voice that will tell me that im not good enough. im not a good Christian. and obviously it's not from God. and i tried to ignore it, but i cant.
annyong ha sae yo,
exam continues on monday.
but i havent started studying for my next module. which is bad. i shall start tomorrow. (i hope) hahahhaha.
anyway, just now i wanted to find something to read. and the thing that pop out in my mind was the end-time. it's only recently that this end-times thing came to my mind. and everytime i thought of it. the next question quickly pop out "is this really the end-days?" part of me wanted it to be, but another part of me doesnt. when i was thinking of what to type in, "mark of the beast" came to my mind.
okay, i was reading through and i went to youtube to watch what is really "mark of the beast", okay, i know that i can read it from my bible. but, i wanted to know more. so i went to search the net. i read a few articles about "the mark of the beast" and watch a video. it really scares me off. it's really a choice. like choose this or that. choose this, you face what consequences. choose that, and you will face what consequences. im really afraid that what if i wasnt spiritually strong enough? sometimes i ask myself "do i really fear God?", im afraid that one day i dont fear God anymore. then how?
OH!! i just remembered. hahha. a few days ago. i had this dream/vision. i dont really know if it's a dream or a vision. i cant remember much about it. i think it's a sunday service (cause the church seems like goldenmile) i just see that some of my secondary school friends and poly friends come together. and we filled up 2rows of seats. oh, and i forgot what song we sang. hahaha. maybe when this really happens, i will recall. ((: i dont know if it's true or what. but i really thank God for letting me to have this dream/vision. ((:
annyong ha sae yo,
second paper - electrical principles is OVER!!! ((:
okay, hahahhahahahhha. same mistake made on monday, didnt repeat itself. hahahaha. i went down around 11.15am. and i reach school around 12.05-12.10pm. hahhahaha. so, i was super early. and i really thank God about it. hahahaha.
as usual, i wont want to talk about my exam here. cause it pretty useless. hahahha. but i went home and ask my dad for the answers. hahahha. obviously the ones that i pretty confident that it's correct. hahahhaa. those that im not very confident, i didnt ask him la. dont want to know too. and i think if i get to know how many marks i've lost, i think i'll lose faith. so not to lost faith, but to increase more and more. i ask the ones that im super duper confident that is correct. ((: smart eh!
2 papers down. 2 more to go. this semester though it's longer that other people. but i think the schedule now is quite good. it's gives us SUPeR alot of time to study la. haahaha. those need a long time to study/memorise, the schedule will be like before that modules have alot of empty days for us to study. ((: thank God, thank God!!! ((:
annyong ha sae yo,
first paper - maths is OVER! ((:
i took bus 72 to school today. at around 8am! and it's super crowded can! it's like tuna like that. squeeze like anything. cause everyone want to board the bus. especially ME! where i have to go to school to take my exam.
as usual, if the bus is crowded. it's normal that the bus driver have to practically stopped at every bus stop to alight the people. and as i said, it's a crowded bus. so it will take super long time for the people to move to the back, so that the people outside will be able to board the bus.
anyway, that's not the point. the point is that i reach school at 8.55am. and the best thing is that i alight the stop that have to walk to furthest. so, i walked and walked and walked. and the time is ticking and ticking and ticking. okay, the distance is super long can.
on my way to the exam hall. i keep praying and praying. asking God to stop the time/make the time tick slower. or make me teleport to the exam hall. so, FINALLY. i reach the exam hall at 9.01am. where my exam start at 9am. ((: it's totally not impossible to reach from one end to the other by 5mins! HEY, it's really far can. so, it's really really God grace. ((:
i shall not talked about my exam. cause it's really no use. cause it's already over. and it's no use talking about it over and over again. so.. forget it.
anyway, heard from my sis that life bookshop at bishan, tampines and some other places have closed down. )): i LOVE going to life bookshop can! and it's really caught by surprise. cause it's always been there. and it's really sudden. and *POOF* it's gone.
is this really the end-days? is Jesus coming soon? maybe He will come tomorrow! i dont want! as in i want Him to come, but not now. okay, my heart is like beating super fast now!
annyong ha sae yo,
when others having their valentine's day dates or something, im at home happily "dating" my wonderful, beautiful books! hahaha. semestral exam is coming soon - on monday. and and im so-called not yet prepared for it. i've my 101 excuses ready to be said, when being asked. ((:
this is the first time, and probably not the last time i'll be doing the same thing on valentine's day.
3days before the start of my semestral exam. on the first hand, i dont want it to come that fast. but on the other hand, i want it to end early. so that i can meet up my best friend, havent been meeting her since the last holiday. and somemore, her exam start tomorrow and end earlier 3days then mine. so the only time we can meet up practically everyday is when my semester exam finishes.
annyong ha sae yo,
visiting is officially over. okay, it's over yesterday. mine chinese new year only lasted for one day! hahahha. yadah yadah.. ang baos are getting lesser and lesser each new year.
chinese new year eve..
i didnt do much on chinese new year eve. okay, i didnt do anything. hahahhaa. cause i did my "spring cleaning" on the day before chinese new year eve. and that's only clean and put properly all my books. and that's it! hahahhaha.
it's a total different on how we spring clean the past few years. cause we have done the cleaning cum painting in the last few months. so, we dont have to do much this year. hahaha. my family start at around ehh, 11-12?! and finish spring clean at around errrr, 3-4plus? cannot remember already la! in comparing to last few years spring clean lasted till 6-7plus, and including waking up early to spring clean.
and this year spring cleaning i totally slacked all the way. hahahaha. a "supervisor" in my family who watch my parents and sister cleaning house and table. and i myself just slack. hahahahahha.
first day..
as usual there some people that came to our house. and of course every year they come is getting later and later. but we got more time to relax ourselves and to wear our new clothes and stuff.
after they went back, we went to my grandmother's house (mum's side). as normal we will just stay there till around 9plus, before we head back home. nothing special cause every year the same. ((:
second day..
my auntie came to my house today. hahahha. and im more close to her, cause she every sunday will come to my house. and i played their PSP. hhhahaha. super fun can!
my family and pearle went to sentosa. hahahahah. for the flower thingy. boring. hahhaha. and we went to sit the sky tower. which can see the whole of sentosa. i think. hahahha. didnt listen to what the person was saying la. okay, sentosa got ALOT of people. is super crowded can! we practically squeezing here and there. and whatever we want to do we have to queue up. and the queue is super long can. hahahaha. but as you know Singapore is super efficient, so the queuing part is short la. hahahaha
and after going to sentosa, my parents and i went to my fourth auntie house. gathering i think. hahahaha. my sister and pearle went out for dinner. ((:
third day (which is today)..
went to my dad's boss house. OH! and they catered the food is nice. i love their fish and chicken! and not forgetting their Hong Kong noodle. super nice can! hahahahaha.
annyong ha sae yo,
presentation today was totally unexpected. the way i present was totally not i really thought of it. hahah. actually i was super nervous. and the worst thing is that i've to take the mahjong paper myself, which is not good cause if im nervous, everyone can see my hand shaking. but, thank God. the lecturer allow us (those to do on vanguard sheet or mahjong paper) to ask our friend to take. hahaa. so when it's my turn. i ask 2 of my friends to help me to take. ((: and of course together with 2 of my other friends make a different. i wasnt super duper nervous. but still.. the thought of having friends going out with me really calm me down. ((:
OH! having to see all my classmates wearing formal clothes is so cool. and some of my classmates really surprised me of their nicely tuck in shirt, black pants and belt. hahaa. acutally, yesterday im quite excited to see some of my classmates wearing their formal wear today. hahaha. they really surprised me. guys wearing formal wear really look different. ((:
engineering science common test was... yar. dont want to confess anything now. but the only thing i can say that that i did one question wrongly. but.. haiyah! whatever la. hahaha. i also cannot take back my paper right. hahaha.
communication skills is my last common test paper. and that will be it. chinese new year and then semester exam. im trying hard to put all the information that i'll be needing in common test tomorrow. but, i ended up drawing something. hahah. but hey, i did study okay. i typed out all the things is a MUST to study. ((:
OH! dad is coming back tomorrow morning. very early. ((:
annyong ha sae yo,
tomorrow i've communication skills formal presentation and engineering science common test. wah!! hahahahaha.
today lesson was only a hour. maths. but i still went for lesson. after that we went for lunch and then we went to print something. after that we went home. i have to reach home early to finish up my presentation stuff and of course start studying my engineering science. no matter how many times i practice and practice the revision paper, i dont feel that im prepared enough to go for exam tomorrow.
presentation start at 1110, end at 1300. common test start at 1400, end at 1530. and whenever i thought of 2 major things are going to happen tomorrow, i'll get butterflies in my stomach. like now. hahaahaha. i cant say that im stress, cause im not. and i cant say that im not stress, cause im not too. the only thing i can say is that is a weird feeling. i can sense some peace, but then again there's butterflies in my stomach. haiyah, so confusing.
OH! and friday is my last common test paper, which is communication skills. and i think communication skills is like history. no, some what better then history. cause sometimes it's really common sense. i say it's like history cause it's really memory work, have to remember all the points and stuff.
somewhat, i really looking forward for chinese new year to arrive, but then again, after chinese new year will be my semester exam which stretched all the way to 2weeks. for 4 modules. but come to think of it, i think it's good. cause i can study one module by one module at the time. and not cramp 2 modules at one go. ((:
ps. i finally finish ironing my formal wear. ((:
annyong ha sae yo;
ever since the semester begins, i've been wating for this day to come. and finally, today it came. YAY!!! NO MORE FRENCH!! i've finished my written test and equiz today. and today is the last lesson for french. and NO MORE FRENCH!!! ((:
im sick. not mentally though. but i still went to school today. cause have to hand it some projects to my lecturer and of course take my french test and equiz. i've a LONG, SUPER LONG break today. cause some since it's going to be end of the semester and lecturers have finish what they have to teach. and of course give us the tips we, students really need it. and after that, we dont have to go for their lessons anymore. so today, i woke up at 6.15am to reach school at 8am. and i have my lesson from 8-10 and i have a LONG, SUPER LONG break from 10 to 3pm!!
the equiz is difficult can. and the written test too. i was stunned/shocked to see the questions on the question paper. it's super dificult can. and half of the time i was practically staring at the questions. thinking if my lecturer really teach that sentence or what does that sentence mean. and of course nothing came up. and the only thing i can do was to pray and just write whatever that came to my mind. which is .... blank. ((:
but at the end of the test, i did write something. and i did finish all the questions that is on the question paper. dont ask me how i do it, i dont really do how. ((:
communication skills presentation is on thursday. which means i have to wear formal clothes to school and present. and i have to wear the formal clothes for common test. okay, i've common test for some of the non-examinable modules, but i dont know why there's common test. oh well, i have common test on thursday and friday. which is engineering science (which is like physics, no.. more difficult than physcis) and communication skills (i dont know why there's common test for this). ((:
im just glad that french is out now. but i cant really say that will it be for my whole year. or just now. ((:
annyong ha sae yo;
yesterday was role play. hahaha. the whole thing was actually very serious. cause our lecturer is super serious, doesnt smile, doesnt laugh when we say the wrong stuff. he look fierce can, and of course scary in the sense. role play turn out to be okay, just that i keep wanting to laugh. but my lecturer so serious, than cannot laugh. i laugh cause of my partners face, and my partner laugh cause of me. hahhahaa. but thank God that we pronoun everything correctly and we didnt cut anybody's line and we didnt forget any lines. so thank God.
lesson now are getting shorter and shorter in the sense, cause semester exam is coming soon. oh no, is chinese new year is coming soon, than semester exam. i think lesson will finish next of this week. and some will end on week16. cause of some days that were missed during cause of public holidays.
okay, test today was kind of screwed. is not that i dont know how to do. is that i remember the formula wrongly. which is kind of bad. but all i can do is to surrender everything thing to Him. ((:
projects deadlines, common test and semster exam is getting nearer and nearer when each day passed.
annyong ha sae yo;
french role play is just tomorrow. and though i've memorize everything. but still... how can i act the role play like in the drama when firstly, im not an actress and the most importantly, i dont understand what i will be saying or something. im memorizing for the sake of memorizing, not understanding the whole thing. which is BAD!
and there's presentation tomorrow. which is a last minute thingy. cause last monday, the lecturer told us that there isn't presentation. and on friday he sms-ed the whole class that there's presentation tomorrow.
many many class test is coming. two on tuesday and more coming. and common test is coming too!! on week 16. and there's presentation on week16 also!! wah!! how i wish that semester exam reached, and im on my way to LONG HOLIDAY!! ((:
saying about holiday, it been a long time when i meet my friend. and im so using the holiday to meet up my friends. surely got alot of things to talk one. lightly will run out of topic to talk. ((: i miss you, joycelyn. and you still own me pizza hut. im waiting eh!! ((:
annyong ha sae yo;
school's ending quite soon. but not as soon as RP and SP. semester exam coming soon, and it's after chinese new year!! and some common test is on week 16 [which is the next next week]. and the worse thing is that french e-quiz and written test FALLS ON THE SAME DAY!! and there's french role play, which is NEXT WEEK!! im pack with assignments, project, presentation, class test, etc....
oh, and i brought my chinese new year clothes last sunday with my sis. ((: so one down and more to go. and and did i say that semester is coming soon? oh, it's coming soon, very soon actually. im unusually looking forward for holidays!! ((: and i think that this holiday is much more shorter than the last holidays. but anyway, holidays are still holidays and im so going to enjoy my holidays.!! ((:
OH YA!! i went on wednesday i went to yishun to meet bee for hokkien mee! and that will be our last stop for hokkien mee. and the next meeting, we will be eating sambal fried rice downstair my house. and maybe more sambal fried rice. ((:
annyong ha sae yo;
presentation today. and it's about self-esteem. it's like "selling" yourself, cause it's a personal advertisement. present about "I am a best person for a best friend because..." ahahhaa. it super funny can! hahahha. seriously, i was scared. im not the first nor the last person to present. thank God for that.
and at the point of presenting, i wasnt afraid or anything, it happen just like how i talk to my friends. just that im standing. OH, i prayed before everything happened, cause i was really really really scared. i was trembling can. [i dont know is because it's cold - cause everyone in the room was trembling. or im really scared] but i prayed la, pray for peace in my heart. just then, i wasnt scared. seriously, not scared. my hands wasnt shaking when i hold the paper in my hands. and i wasnt bushing. i only turn red when i finish my presentation. hahhaaha.
AND, my personal advertisement is like kiddo. hahahha. most of my classmates keep telling me that. ahahahaha.
annyong ha sae yo;
amazingly yesterday french was enjoyable. except of some small small parts, but mostly it was good. ((: yesterday lesson was the most enjoyable lesson that i had for the past few lesson that i have. partly because i prayed, i prayed for the lesson to be enjoyable and i wont be irritated by the lecturer. :D
anyway, today i got back 2 modules. Bs for both maths and electrical principles. thank God thank God ((: the results wasnt expected though, cause i did one of the question in maths the wrong formula and it carry alot of marks. i was expecting like C for maths. but thank God i got B for both maths and electrical principles. ((:
semester timetable is out tomorrow. projects are piling up. assignment still incomplete. deadline are near. *screams* everything NOT YET DONE!! )): OH! and semester exam is after chinese new year! thanks to my school!!
annyong ha sae yo;
i got back my french results today, i got a B!! of course it's not by me but by God. cause i wasnt prepared for the written test at all! and there's a question have to write out my family tree in french! and all i wrote is : my name, my likes and dislike, my family consist of..., the appearance of my family members. where i have a limited appearance words. so, to write everybody, i wrote the appearance of my mum, sis and grandmother the same appearance. hahha!!
i wanted to opt out from french. cause i dont really like the language though. so i have to fill up this opt out form which in the e-service at my school website. and when i open the PDF file, obviously i knew that it wasnt the opt out form, cause it stated "option for foreign language prescribed elective form". so obviously it wasnt this form. so, i went to school and ask the office person if that is the form to opt out for foreign language and the person say "YES", so i handed it up.
today i went for french lesson, and i ask my friend and she explain to me how the form look like and tadah, it wasnt the form that i filled up. i reach home and check, and tadah, the correct form was there. and i cant hand it up cause the deadline is over.
sis said that everything that happen is for a reason, though i dont know what's the reason now, but im sure that i will know, someday. sis also say that it's God's will that if i opt out than no matter what form, im still able to opt out. and if it' not God's will for me to opt out than He will give me grace to be able to do well in it.
God i surrender to you!
annyong ha sae yo;
been back to school for 1week. the feeling was kind of different though. im really looking forward for my results. but than again not so looking forward. it kind of irony though.
i think im going to finish my bible in April or earlier, i hope. travelling makes me closer to God, in the sense that spending 45mins-1hour just stoning in the bus is really waste of time. and of course i wont spend my time studying. it's early in the morning! and of course not sleeping. to spend my time wisely, i would read the bible [around 10chapters], and it would be like halfway through or quarter way through to reach school. and i will spend the rest of the time praying. it's really great praying before started everything. ((: it's like i know that everything is in control. ((:
thank God for everything. (:
hello;
yesterday i got back my analog electronics common test results. and i got an A!! it's super shocking and surprising for me. cause it's not by my own strength [not that i copy from others] but rather it's God grace. ((: really really really thank God for the results. because without Him, i wont get this grade. i was expected a fail for this module.
not that im trying to boast or anything, but i really expected that i will fail this module, cause everything was last minute. i wasnt prepared for my common test. partly because i was in a tight schedule. as in my common test is straight after youth camp. [but not this module] and it's continuously. i really did give up half way though while studying. but something just pull me back to my seat to study.
and i really thank God for sirong. cause there is this past common test paper which MOST of the question i wasnt able to do. but thank God that he really help me even though it was really last minute and it's via MSN, amazingly i was able to understand what he trying to tell me.
i was praying before the start of the exam. i was telling God that i dont know anything. i cant remember what i've learn the day before. and i keep asking God to help me. though on the exam itself, i leave alot of question blank, i did alot of careless mistake, my answer is totally different from my friends answer, i cant finish the paper on time....but after the exam i still surrender everything to Him, and also ask Him to take over.. and tadah, i got an A. i really really didnt expect this results. So, this results is not by my strength, but is in God strength. ((:
annyong ha sae yo,
school starting tomorrow!! *screams* but it's the earliest time to go home. school start at 1110 to 1450. ((: it's only for wednesday though. anyway, i've made up my choice to opt out of french. but, i want to opt out doesnt make it confirm. as in i may not be able to opt out successfully. which is BAD! ):
school is starting tomorrow. and i may get back the results for my common test. and im not prepared to start the next term. im still in my holiday mood.. ((: i still want my holiday! though i will have around 3mths of holiday after my semester exam..
just to recall back what pastor had said during watchnight,
annyong ha sae yo,
i found my motivation to go to school today. ((: as in i meet one of my friend whom also decided to go to school today. so that mine motivation to go to school today. means today i get out of my comfort zone.
i went to school today. it's super no use can. as in partly it's my fault, cause i didnt bring the stuff that im supposed to bring. opps. i just spend my time in school just to chit chat with my lecturer. which only lasted for like 1hour. and i spend 1hour to travel from home to school, and another hour from school to home. just for spending a hour in school just to chit chat with my lecturer and of course 2friends that came today. ((:
anyway,
watchnight today. hahah.. it's from 10.30 to 1am. ((: in some parts of the time i was stoning and also trying to find ways and means to keep myself awake. but, when i almost going to sleep. have to stand up and worship for the last time. ((: really thank God that i can sustain till now, or else i will be like sleeping la!!
school is starting soon. which is on wednesday. suddenly, i want my semester to end soon. (: like SOON!!
anyway, BLESSED NEW YEAR to everyone!